
In the park Justin sat down while swinging both legs with a very upset face. Not sure what upset him, he didn't know.
"Abueh ... Why am I not happy, hear the good news. What does it mean that I don't like it when you're healed? Isshh, that's not the case, but---"
"But, what, hem?"
Justin was surprised to hear the voice of someone who was suddenly right next to him. He turned his head with a look of disbelief that the father was already close to him with a smile.
Had all these problems not happened, most likely Justin would have embraced Felix very tightly because of his long-buried longing. However, all he held because the face of the child reminded of the story that once made them all feel heartache.
It turns out that the bad times are still clearly attached to the memory of a child like Justin. Although, several times Moana and Ernest advised still the child hesitated to express affection to his own father.
For the first time, Felix can look at the child so close and even very clearly. No longer through cameras, video, or anything remotely related.
"Kok, quiet? Come on, dong replied, if not not upset Dad healed, then why did Justin run here? Why did Justin get angry? Is Justin not accepting Dad yet? If that's the case, I don't care, it's all a process, honey."
Felix stroked the child's head slowly. His eyes were really sincere with great love for Justin, but the boy parried his hands slowly and looked forward.
"Go, I don't want to talk to you!" justin said, pretending to throw him away so Felix was upset and went away from him.
"Dad knows, this father is not the best father for Justin. Father is not as good as Daddy Ernest who can love and be loved by his children as well as that. Dad's just a male pecun*dang, a coward, a trash, a waji*ngan, whatever it's worth to Dad. But, what's wrong if Dad also wants to feel once you call me this by the name of Father, is it difficult? Yes, I understand, you have not been able to forgive Father's fatal mistake. Just, isn't there even a fingernail end to your love for Dad? Has everything we've been through to make Daddy Ernest feel jealous because you love me too much, gone? That fast, dear? That means I've no hope of getting the affection of you like Daddy Ernest and Papa Thoms?"
Justin was silent staring at the bead of Felix's eyes that had now shed tears. Although there was no sound of sobbing, still everything said by the father hurt his son.
"When your dear Daddy Ernest used to hurt your Mommy a lot worse when you were pregnant. Whatever your Mommy wants, Dad's always there. While your Daddy is so cute to her and can only make your Mommy cry. I-I'm sorry, if you feel like I've compared this filthy Dad to your beloved Daddy. Just, gapapa. If indeed you do not like a healthy Dad, just pray that Dad will soon be gone from this world so Justin can live peacefully as all. Because everything that happens in your life is Dad's fault. Father is the one who is most bod*doh for wasting his own son."
Felix cried because he would lament the regret of his life if the child did not want to think of him as a father. However, he was wrong all that happened was Felix himself. So, this is a risk that must be accepted.
Felix tried to control himself so as not to release him and make him return to the hospital. All the advice of the doctor he applied well, until finally Felix was able to smile even though, in a state of crying.
Felix's words were heartbreaking for Justin. The tears she tried to endure instantly collapsed making the father shake his head while smiling and wiping away his son's tears.
"Great boys can't cry, it's not Justin's fault. Dad left just because I didn't want Justin to be constantly haunted by fear when he meets a villain like Dad. So Justin has to promise me that Dad, Justin has to be strong and protect all of Justin's family as well as possible so that you can be happy always. Okay?"
Not knowing what to answer, Justin was just silent. Felix himself did not understand whether this cry was because Justin did not want to be left behind by him or because he felt guilty about not being able to forgive his mistakes.
Unable to endure the pain inside his chest, Felix smilingly stood looking at his son and as he wanted to go away to vent his emotions of sadness, he was sad, suddenly the little angel cried while hugging the father from behind.
"Dad, don't stay with Justin. Justin please, Dad. Justin is sorry I'm just as rich Justin sorry. Anyway Justin doesn't want to lose Dad, doesn't want to!"
Justin screamed loudly as if asking God to help him keep Felix from leaving them all. However, the father who was surprised at the words of the child was only able to stand in a state of not struggling. Felix's body felt very stiff due to the shock that still ruffled his heart.
"Actually Justin ran here not Justin does not want Dad healthy, but Justin ran because Justin was afraid Dad no longer love Justin again after a sister who da in the belly of Mother Dinda was born. Justin doesn't want to, Justin wants to be in love with Dad. Justin doesn't want to be away from me anymore, Justin please, Dad. Justin please don't go hiks ...."
Not knowing what to answer, Felix suddenly smiled behind tears that dripped relentlessly. For a few seconds he turned around and squatted to equalize the child's height. There Justin immediately hugged the father tightly until the two cried along with releasing all pent-up misses.
Not forgetting the words of apology thrown from the mouths of the two of them made the relationship of the child and father has now improved. All the anger, emotions, sadness, even resentment or the unacceptable fate of the painful past just disappeared.
After a few minutes, their cries disappeared and were replaced by a wide smile. Felix held Justin in his arms, and they returned home to give all of them the good news.
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