Black Wedding Stains

Fear of Losing

I'm sorry, honey. I can't tell you what happened last night. I didn't want Justin to be depressed because he kept asking what happened to us. I also don't want you to know because I will definitely blame Justin who has been so rude to me. But that's all faces. The pain Justin felt was not as painful as what Justin had given me. I am this way because of guilt and regret, if I could just slightly lower my ego the possibility of the grudge problem will be finished without having to leave a wound in the heart of my two sons. Just, how else. Whatever happens, I have to stay strong and fight to be able to take Justin and Barra's heart like all. No matter how heavy the risk I face, I know that my two sons are good children. They will be able to deal with love and affection.

This is the heart of Thoms as his eyeballs continue to stare at the lover who does not take the slightest look at each other.

They were quiet with each other in about 1 minute. After that, Naya again asked Thoms with a face full of seriousness.

"I'm ready, brother?"

"Why are you so?" ask Thoms, confused.

"Jawab, who am I Brother?"

"My future wife, the mother of my children, my life partner, my whole life anyway."

Thoms replied firmly and loudly without stammering, which meant it was an honest answer from the bottom of his heart.

"If that's the case, then why is Big Brother still hiding anything from me? As for me, Brother always forced me to be honest. Is that to say that I'm part of my life? No, no! Or, maybe Big Brother loves me for feeling sorry to see my life suffer so much. Though behind it all Brother doesn't love--"

"Stop that saying, baby! I've never played with love, how many women I slept with. Not a single moment came into my mind to love them. Only with you can I feel love and affection, until I myself do not dare to get too close to you that I will later ruin you. If you think like that, you're wrong, honey, wrong!"

Naya was silent listening to the answers given by the lover was a little sick, but full of meaning love implied from the look of the eyes that can not be lied to. The girl already knows all of Thoms' past, but if the lover keeps anything hidden or secret from her. So, how can they unite?

While the promise as a couple must be honest, responsible, loving, loyal, trust, mutual understanding, and understanding. However, if a partner still has the determination to lie to just hide something even though, the intention is good. Still, what use a relationship benthic if someday can not go straight together. There is a sense of suspicion and so forth until the relationship will not last as planned.

"I don't know, in that relationship the honesty of each other must remain valid. If one still can't open up, why do we form relationships? Shouldn't we just finish all this. Than brother is tormented by the relationship that makes Brother as demanded, and I am tormented because it is not believed to be a partner in the life of Brother."

Upon hearing that, Thoms' initially limp body instantly came back strong and hugged Naya out of fear of being abandoned by him. The girl only fell into tears realizing her words might be very painful, but if not like this Thoms would forever be acting at will without understanding about Naya's feelings.

Sure enough, Thoms would tell all of that on one condition if Naya had to promise him not to say all of this to anyone including Moana. Naya promised, and Thoms let go of his embrace while holding the lovers' hands with both eyes staring at each other.

Just now Thoms wants to tell the story of last night, suddenly Elice entered by bringing soup that has been made. It seems that Elice is watching them like her own child. Obviously at the age of who already wants to step on 40 to 50 years Elice must rest a lot, still this is not. He willingly cooks the menu only for Thoms who, in fact, almost killed all his family.

Thoms and Naya just smiled, saying a lot of thanks because Elice had worked hard to make all this food. It doesn't matter the strand, as long as Thoms recovers it's enough for Elice. Not forgetting he warned Naya and Thoms to rest a lot after taking the medicine.

After Elice left the room, Naya bribed Thoms first to eat and take medicine while occasionally telling her little by little what had happened to her last night.

Naya listened to the story without her hands silent to put food into the empty mulu Thoms. Hearing the story, makes Naya already have a feeling when all this must be related to Justin. Justin's face looks nervous, scared, agitated, worried, all jumbled into one. Naya's smile made Thoms feel confused, but she continued her story until it was over.

"Yes, that's more or less the story. Justin is still mad at me, I don't know how to let him go and forgive me. Yes, I was wrong, I was cruel, but I wanted to change and fix everything. I want to be a good uncle, who loves the same thing, and make Justin come back close to me like a father. Just like Ernest and Felix."

Degh's!

Naya stopped the action of cutting through the soup, then her eyes immediately stared at Thoms. Instantly the man forgets to tell the history of Justin which was once very painful.

"Like a father like Ernest and Felix, so are you? Meanin? Did Justin and Barra have 2 dads? If my brother understands, but who is Felix?"

The girl's face looked confused and curious as to what the lover had said, so Thoms had to recount and recall where he found Moana for the first time.

All the stories still relate to Thoms's grudge against Ernest's family. Naya herself did not expect that a child of Justin's age had to face a life far more bitter than her. Already not recognized by his biological father, dumped by his father.

How sad Naya was when she had to hear the life of Moana at that time who must have suffered so much. Fortunately God is still good, so they return happy with a life that is more colorful than before.

Naya and Thoms just pray for them to be happy, healthy, and there will be no big test. Likewise, their relationship may be durable and run smoothly until the day of happiness arrives.

After eating, Thoms took his medicine. Then, sleep in bed with Naya who also had to rest because the wound was still very wet. However, just calm down. Here Thoms won't be weird. She remains Naya to be a good woman, until the time comes.

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...💜💜>Bonnect<💜💜...