Black Wedding Stains

Suffering Justin

When Justin was silent listening to the explanation Dinda said, suddenly Moana came back in smiling. Then walk up to them and sit right in front of Justin and Dinda who are still faithful on the floor.

"What Aunt Dinda said is true, dear. As bad as Uncle Felix is, he's still your real father. Uncle Felix didn't want to throw Justin away, it was just that at the time the circumstances required Uncle Felix to unite us with Daddy."

"Justin remembers, don't you? At that time Justin was close to Uncle Felix, until Justin did not want to be close to Daddy. Justin used to think Daddy was a bad guy because he always made Mommy cry, in fact? Daddy is evil because of the circumstances that changed him, but Daddy's heart remains ours. Evidently, now Daddy can love us as much as possible. Daddy never compared Barra to Justin, even though Justin wasn't Daddy's son. As well as Uncle Felix's rich, he changes due to being forced by circumstances. But Uncle Felix is a good guy, isn't he?"

"He always bought toys for Justin every time he came home, he always tried to make Justin laugh and comfortable nearby. What does Justin doubt about Uncle Felix? Justin used to say, if Justin became the son of Uncle Felix must be happy because it continues to be loved. Well, now why would Justin be upset when he finds out Uncle Felix is Justin's real father?"

"Is it because Justin thinks Uncle Felix has us up to him that means he's a bad guy? We can't even get an apology from us, right? If so Justin has made God disappointed dong, because no matter how bad the person is. For God remains the same, if the person has been determined to repent or apologize, God will certainly forgive, but on condition not to repeat but fix it."

"God hates arrogant people for feeling the most righteous. Justin knows, people who have a grudge against others his life will never be happy. He is no longer God's favorite, but his favorite is immediately. Still remember the fairy tale that Mommy told me at that time about an ungodly child who was cursed to be a stone, well ... The same is true of Justin. The difference is that he does not recognize his mother, while Justin does not recognize Uncle Felix as his real father. Does Justin want to be that kind of kid?"

Justin shook his head quickly, he immediately rushed to hug Moana using one hand. Justin's cry just broke out, remembering all the kindness Felix always gave.

Justin was really confused, not knowing why the grudge in his heart continuously made Justin uncomfortable. Obviously Justin knows Felix very well, only the disappointment of the actions of Felix who did not admit Justin made him not accept.

Moana fell silent as she hugged Justin without saying anything, her eyes constantly staring at Dinda while she fell silent. Dinda herself could not bear to see Justin tormented like this until they shed tears together.

A child of Justin's age who should only know about happiness and the pleasure of playing with his friends must be forced to understand by these complicated circumstances. Dinda's hand rubbed Justin's head while wiping away the tears that had been dripping.

However, when Moana and Dinda try to stay strong to watch Justin's suffering, suddenly the words that come out of Justin's lips are so heartbreaking for the two women. Their cries broke again when they heard all the contents of Justin's heart at this time.

"Justin doesn't want to be a bad boy, Mom. Justin does not want hiks ... Justin wants to be God's favorite, not a bad one. Just, Justin confused Justin heart really hurt when Justin saw the face of the man. Justin knew how sick Mommy was at that time always crying every night because of Daddy's inattentive nature. Just try if he does not throw us, we must have been happy before, Mommy also does not need to cry constantly with Daddy. Justin doesn't accept that because Mommy suffered it because of him, not Daddy!"

"Justin knows, he's a good person even all the toys that are loved Justin still keep in the room neatly. But, why was he wrong once it hurt so much, Mom. Wh why? Justin can't be happy rich other kids, can he? They only have parents consisting of father and mother, while Justin? Justin's got a lot of parents, there's Mommy, Daddy, the guy's the same Aunt."

"Where if someone asks Justin who Justin is when Justin answered Justin's parents, continue if they are confused why Justin's parents change and Justin must answer what, Mom? Does Justin have to answer if Justin has two fathers with two mothers, so? So if Justin is harassed by them because they are greedy to have parents how? Whether Mommy can answer it all, or Mommy can explain to Justin what Justin must say to Justin's friends later so they want to be friends with Justin. What if they're enemies to Justin, who should Justin be friends with?"

At a relatively young age, but Justin's thinking really has begun to mature. Dinda was surprised to hear those sad words coming out of the little boy who was already 7 years old.

Dinda did not think the test of Justin's life as a child was very painful, just hearing the story alone Dinda can imagine how difficult Moana is required to fight for the happiness of children until this moment.

Moana smiled behind her cries. She did not expect Justin to be able to keep the memory of Moana's struggle to maintain the household as best as possible. Moana never gave up at the beginning of the marriage until Moana gave up because Ernesti could not accept Justin as a child.

"That's enough, dear. Now Justin listen to Mommy, yeah!" moana let go of her embrace, then scooped her face occasionally wiping tears on Justin's face.

"It's all in the past, honey. Justin can't remember it anymore, does Justin not feel sorry for Daddy, huh? Daddy is struggling to change for the better than ever, but when Daddy heard Justin's words just now he must have been really sad. Daddy will assume that Justin has not been able to fully accept Daddy well because of Daddy's mistakes first."

"When we haven't come back here Justin always defends Daddy, even Justin willing to hurt his hands rich gini. Yeah, right? Dear dong, if the proof of Justin's affection with Daddy is in vain because Daddy will still consider Justin can not accept Daddy as well as before. Justin knows, what Mommy said?"

Justin did not answer Moana's words at all, only the sound of sobs was quite stifling. Dinda really has not been strong enough to witness Justin's suffering which is quite draining of grief.

Without saying anything, Dinda went out of Justin's room so that Moana could be more comfortable with Justin whose emotions are still difficult to control. Naturally, children the age of Justin are still heavy enough to receive understanding. Their only path should be to slowly approach Justin and not give up on giving advice every day.

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