
All the junk that Nay put out in the mother's arms is very much. Nay doesn't feel the slightest or exhaustion to tell all the stories of life as an adult after her mother's death.
The mother could only smile listening to Nay like an endless radio to broadcast the sad news of living life as an adult.
In the past, when Nay was a child often complained because he wanted to quickly become an adult in order to buy all using his own money. However, after adulthood Nay then feel how hard to live life to meet needs.
It turns out that it is also true, the older a person is, the more the level of exams that will be obtained. Just like what Nay is facing right now, his life is very messy after his stepfather plunged into online gambling, or other gambling.
All the remaining consumables are sold for gambling capital, mending there are results obtained if minus, yes this is what it becomes. The mother's family's estate just disappeared after being sold secretly just for the sake of gambling.
Nay had to move the contract due to late payment and was expelled dishonorably, until immediately the father secretly wanted to*ko*sanya. Then, Nay lives apart with the help of the boss from Nay's workplace.
But it doesn't stop from there. The father continued to search, even forcing Nay to give him money. Nay can't do anything anymore, several times he refused. It's just that the little heart always feels guilty because the mother gave a trust that Nay should not violate.
As time went on, Nay began to get tired of the attitude of the man under the guise of the devil who wanted to use the child continued on the basis of trust. Until the second rant happened that ended Nay met with Thoms.
All that Nay told me without being missed in the slightest. The mother could feel how she was suffering from the little girl she had always been so happy and dear to her. What's more, Nay's biological father was a man who never did the least bit of rudeness or let his wife work every day. Different from the father who can only sit sweetly without any intention of working to support his small family.
Fortunately, Nay has no younger sibling so his life is not suffering more. Nay had long recounted all that, making his mother slowly take Nay to sit on the ground with a small green grass on the edge of the lake.
"Life is a choice, honey. If indeed you do not want to be in that bitter life, you must be able to rise again to be a better person. Remember, Honey! The life that you are living right now, cannot be separated from the trials and destiny that God has given. Life, kema*tian, sustenance, and soul mate have all been given by God before we were born. If you hold a grudge, just as you blame fate, also blame your God. Do you know that, hem?"
"Every human being on the face of the earth, will be given different trials according to their respective abilities. You should be grateful, the ordeal was given to you to match you with a very good man. He takes care of you for nothing, even though the guy looks creepy, his job isn't as good as you think it is, still. Behind it all he's got a very good heart."
"Whatever bad a person is, he still has a little bit of kindness kept tight. I know, that guy was originally a good guy, otherwise it's more likely that he'll be like your extended father pouncing on you without thinking. What's more, you've been living with a man who's not your husband. So, there will be many loopholes that he takes to get the satisfaction of the world. You know, right? What is his job, how is his nature. However, the man still takes care of you and prefers to satisfy with other women."
"That's what mom said, actually he's a nice guy just wrapped in a black cloth that sticks tightly inside his body. The task now, try to be sincere and let everything that happens in your life as a destiny that you cannot prevent. If you make it through, then you will succeed in wiping out the grudge in the heart for your stepfather."
"If there is a little bit of grudge in your heart, then until whenever the stain will be difficult to lose until it grows into a human being who will never be grateful for the blessings God gives. Do you understand, pretty?"
"Mother, really. All of this must be hard for you to go through all with solitude, but remember. You still have a God who will accompany you every step of the way. Pray, and ask that you may be kept away from the wicked and be brought closer by the good. I'm sorry, your fate was so unfortunate because of the selfishness of the mother who married your stepfather, that it plunged you into a very deep abyss."
"Cuman, remember one thing, honey. Mother's love for Nanay, will never break up. Although, Mother and Nanay are different in nature, Mother is still in Nanay's little heart. I'll wait for Nanay to come back with Mom here, so Nanay don't be afraid that Nanay can't be with me anymore. Mom's pose has promised our Lord that I will wait for Nanay in this garden. Later we can play together as much as possible."
"Now that Nanay is back home, Nanay has gone too far to play here. If Nanay stays here, Nanay will make someone feel sad. Without Nay realizing it, Nanay's departure could make the person even more trapped inside the black hole without one person going to help him. Nanay does not need to know who the person is because later Nanay will know for himself. Come on, I'll take Nanay home and let that man treat the wounds on Nanay's body. Stand, honey!"
Nay's mother tried to get her son to stand up. Nay could only follow the mother in a confused state. Nay did not understand what his mother meant, until they finally arrived at a pink garden exit with white mist.
Nay stood by the door without taking his eyes off the mother. While the door, slowly opened by the woman who had given birth to Nay in a smiling manner.
"Back, kid. You've been playing here too far! Believe me, one day you will come back here at the right time. Now is not the time you are here, at least you have met Mom as you requested. Your time will be over soon, dear. Hurry back, or you'll regret it all!"
The orders of the mother were not given in the slightest by Nay. The girl turned silent to look at her mother, then shook her head full of decisiveness. Not wanting to go home like her mother said, Nay instead chose to tightly hug the woman she had longed for all this time without wanting to let go.
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