BIRDS IN CAGES
#The Episode 25
..."The pain builds up: They assess only one wound"...
The day in the fasting month is very painful especially the hot sun is not stopping to tease, making the brain think of the many cold drinks that feel heaven.
The fasting month is only a few days away, but Toa Masjid does not stop reporting suffering, because many families and relatives who suddenly died, because, this afternoon my family and I wanted to visit one of the families affected by the outbreak.
My husband was heating up a loan car, slowly wiping it down to slow down the black car. Sometimes I envy those cars as if they were more dear than I am.
Lebaran is soon, there are only three days left but I only hold Rp100,000 although, my clothes are bought by my in-laws but, it feels like I have no money at the time of independence day is very sad.
" Come on in" he said to me
Now that we're better, he promises after this leaflet he'll find work and I trust him. At that time he allowed me to sit in front with him and he did not disgust holding my hand. I also smiled embarrassedly.
As simple as that my happiness with just holding hands makes me feel the luckiest woman.
His attitude sometimes alternated sometimes very good sometimes like a wrathful demon. It can feel not that I've harbored it so much in taste.
"Honey to drink" he said giving a bottle of drink
I was astonished because usually even though he bought me a drink, he told me not to drink it because he wanted to drink it for himself. He bought me a drink and told me to drink it.
Ayman, my husband's name is notoriously selfish, dictatorial, and all by himself and it's not just about me but, everyone admits it.
I don't know what she's possessed to make herself today is so romantic in my opinion. Although the attitude is common for many couples but for me this is not unusual.
As I descended he introduced me as his wife, and he held my hand for a split second I was happy after a simple word was uttered faintly in the ear
"Be nice don't embarrass me" he whispered in my ear
I just realized what he meant about why he treated me so well and looked so romantic. Apparently he just wanted to show that we had nothing to do and everyone saw our happy smiles.
That afternoon I got into the car with a forced smile. My happiness just now was just a delusion for me that was considered a grain of dust. I followed the jokes that were thrown and laughed trying to think everything was not the way he thought. Suddenly he nodded...
"Don't laugh much any minute you'll be angry" he told me
I just smiled and didn't touch her. I laughed even though I hid the wound.
"Don't laugh much when you're angry" at me again
"Let her laugh why the hell" she fought for me
"Not so I've marked it after a laugh she will be angry" he said in self-defense
They argued and I granted him what he wanted. He thought I was laughing because I was happy. He thought I was angry with laughter. She was wrong, I was angry because I had accumulated wounds for a long time especially this morning I felt like a queen until she realized I just wanted to look charming for herself.
"I'm going home to my mom" I said getting out of the car and looking for a public vehicle
I'M GOING HOME TO MOM'S
