BIRDS IN CAGES
#Episode 23
..."YOU AND I DON'T DESERVE TO BE A HOME TEAM"...
That afternoon I used a green negligee and sat on the front porch of the room while paying attention to the job vacancies that can be done through the house.
Tired of being a slave I began to learn to rebel, although still doing what is required. Many rules that make me upset one of them must use subtle language and walk like a servant inside (helper in the place of scholars') We must bow down if we want to give food and not look into the eyes even though he is my own husband.
Funny thing is that he doesn't want me to touch under the guise of guarding the wudu' when I'm his wife and sunah too if we touch. I felt that I was married only to a slave.
At that time I sat in the living room facing my red notebook while writing a life story that will never happen again. I started to feel like I had to start fighting.
"What are you doing?" she asked me to sit in front of me
"Writing" I replied with a smile
"Why your work in front of the laptop continues to help there Embah"
"You don't have to tell me I'm done with homework, not someone who just woke up" I said
"What do you mean?" tannya
"It's obvious, isn't it? I always try to fulfill whatever you ask but you? at least give me a living" I replied firmly
"It's still the month of fasting"
"Is this an excuse? My personal money's up You forbid me to work, so what?"
"Patience after the fasting month I'll find work"
"After the month of fasting? What about my needs? Buy softex I don't have my money, I'll find my own job" I said
"I've said no yes No" he snapped
"Then give me a living"
She's Silent.......
"We are not fit to be a household team"
I packed all my things and then went to close my room. I sat on the floor hugging my knees tears kept flowing unbearably.
I'm tired! I'M TIRED! I'M TIRED!
Shouted me in the pillow with my snot. I kept crying over my fate. I feel my decision was wrong.
All wrong, getting married is not a solution to a problem but, a new problem that will continue to grow and make life harder.
And what about my next life
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That morning the sun shone brightly with the sound of birds cauria spreading cheer and making my smile expand.
"How do you want to not spend online but the money is small"
"When did you start?"
"Tomorrow can?" ask her
"What needs to be prepared?" ask me again
"Kayak ngajar ordinary course Bel" he replied
That morning I started finding work online. This online teaching offer I also gladly accepted. As I stared at the leptop I started to smile happily.
"Well, are you here?"
When the man with an angry look saw me in front of the house, he looked at me sharply and sat down with a bluff. I was silent and spoke anything
"Well, are you here?" ask again
"I'm typing" I replied briefly
"I told you in the room" he said bluffing again
"I'm bored in the room all the time" I replied no less loudly
"You're my wife you have to follow me"
"I'm your wife? or your slave? Why don't you just stay in the room? why can't you hang out here and I can't? why?" My anger he's silent
"I'm tired, we can't be a housekeeping team"
I cleaned up all my stuff and went into the room and locked the door. Again the crying echoed in the corner of the room.
