
..."I love that house all good people except him"...
As usual when sahur ABI (father-in-law) woke me up with a variety of good food served on the carpet whether it was satay, meatballs, martabak and other foods for sahur together.
Honestly I am happy here, Abi (my father-in-law) is very good to me sometimes I even feel more noticed by him than my own husband, not only Abi there is Ummi (a term for grandmother), even more, there's my brother-in-law who is honestly very good.
Unfortunately, my mother-in-law died before I gathered with them and left her son. Many say that the deceased has a lot of resemblance to me whether the shape of the body, face, taste, even until the fat looks like me and honestly I wonder how ummi-in-lawu really.
How good it is, how beautiful it looks, how calm it is in the face of the attitude of his son or even simple things choose a snack with him.
My husband also has a sister who is still in elementary school and he is spoiled with me not only him, I also have a very funny impact, the point is, I feel lucky to meet them. I love that house all good people except him.
Y'all know?
They never told me to sweep, wash, cook if it wasn't my own initiative. Everything was so good with me except my husband.
I think he has star syndrome. A long time ago the father of Abi was famous as one of the scholars. It is said that he sakti mandra guna. He was respected for his magic, his intelligence, and one of his most famous attitudes was marriage, and he locked up his wives, even until his wife peed in a room that had no bathroom in it.
He wanted to imitate her but she did not imitate the good attitude of the deceased. Although the deceased loved to marry was his hard worker, trading day and night to support his wife and children . But the other thing with my husband that he imitates is just an attitude that I think there is no continuity of attitude in him. She wanted to lock me up like the wives of the deceased but she didn't support me.
How can I live in this world if he only relies on "luck is in the hands of God" but, he does not want to try and work. What if Rosulullah just shepherded goats and traded to support his wife and children. Then who is he who only waits for the miracle of sustenance to come from the almighty.
At that time I went home to my mother who happened to be my mother and she went on business somehow for what business. I was shocked when he asked
"Are you okay?" the question made me wonder
"As you can see" I replied
"You're being too patient" he said
"You mean?" ask me back
"He's lucky to get you but not you"
I just nodded in agreement
"In addition to his good looks he has no advantage and even purged me for religion more understand you" he said with a look full of pity
I just silently agreed to hear all his arguments while not feeling tears in my two eyeballs as if agreeing with that opinion.