BIRDS IN CAGES
#Episode 16
..."I must fall in love: Ithlas needs to be forced"...
I must fall in love, however I can no longer back down I must be able to force my sincerity.
At that time he came with his friend, he said miss. I welcome him warmly make a drink that he likes and then invite him cheerfully.
I threw out all the wounds and tears and looked up at the sky and said I would be fine.
"Great God is my future wife" he said
I just smiled and brought her favorite cake and lemon ice and sat down next to her.
"Do you want to go for a walk?" ask her beside me
"You" I replied casually
I began to be able to accept his existence giving a heart that was once open then closed again and then opened again because of forcing myself.
Like a cloudy sky that didn't know it was going to be bright or rainy while pulling over, everyone shaded as the army continued to invade the earth and stopped with such a beautiful rainbow at the end of the longing because, uh, the, suffering is delayed happiness. That's the thing I have to believe.
That afternoon we went out in a black car, not only the two of us, but the three of us with their friends as well. He approached and fixed my seat and closed the window and whispered
"Only I can look at you" he smiled and teased me
I forgot about that moment. Forgetting wounds and tears. Forgetting the belief to stop loving. I fell silent while enjoying the harmony that I hoped there would be no time to finish. Everything's gonna be fine.
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The sky is now orange sun immediately rest there. The towering beach at each temple of the road scatters the refreshing smell of the sea. He smiled at me once and held my hand.
"I can't wait to have you"
A word that suddenly hit the hammer on the border wall of love that I once tightly closed. Everything feels convincing so what about the situation? hopefully in the future it will be more fun tampa, there is a drama of disagreement.
Ayman's smile kept me stunned in daydreams, bliss, feeling that the future with her would be as bright as the afternoon sun. He continued to hold my hand while smiling wryly at me.
"I'm sitting here whistling" he cleaned my seat
"Thank you dear" I replied with a smile
"What do you want to drink?" tannya
"I want some orange ice" I replied
He stood up and walked towards the straw tent there, standing a beautiful waiters with flower slips in his ears. The beautiful waiters were seen serving Ayman who was showing some menus on top of her looks, like, he ordered some menus and returned to a small tent with a thatched roof and tables and chairs made of coconut trees that were left looking handsome forced
White sand with wind and small tents intersect with the melody of trees that are lined with singing cheerfully shows the beauty of nature with the charm of a new beach that is displayed longing bridge until the middle of the beautiful ocean, very beautiful with colorful lights.
"Drink dong, do you also want food?" Ayman told me
"No thanks" I answered
"Neng look at me. Nature is so interesting it feels very unique with beautiful and tickling strains. The sea of that magnitude daily prays to God so that they can******** human beings are exhausted but, God still maintains even though human behavior continues to be depraved without mercy. I'm afraid I can't live long and can't feel the beauty of the family I want to immediately make you a wife" the story is long and wide that I don't understand.
this story closes with the story of the prophets and to be honest most of the stories I do not understand. The whole point of this story is that I give hope again and hope that the things I fear never happen.
Like the thumbnail on this cover the love story of a broken home child, there is no love word that there is only a fear of the shadow of the past about a failure to marry, no love, he was afraid to be able to accept new things and then had to pull over like family before him.
Sometimes I want to escape the trauma of the past and want to start new things however, it turned out to be inappropriate and not as easy as the past thought about the destruction of the mother and father's household traumatized me to be able to establish a love story.
Hopefully in the future it will be fine and hopefully, what I fear is just a mere fantasy.Thank you for reading after this there will be a second chapter where the marriage will be carried out
The next story will be more interesting and will be more tickling where the story is about the struggle and tears.You must prepare a tissue to read it.
Welcome back to papay🥰✅🫂 second chapter
