
Sunny climbed up the window of her room and immediately went inside. The young man walked on foot to get to his house.
The wind was so cold, while the hoddi was dressed for Shanum.
Along the way he regretted his overly emotional attitude.
Made him act rude to Shanum.
Brugh!!
Sunny slammed her body on the foam mattress that was so thin.
His eyes were closed, the flashes of sin he had just committed so haunted him.
" Why am I like that?, my behavior will actually make him believe the slander...."
Sunny ruffled her hair in annoyance. He wanted to scream, to curse himself.
Upset and regretful clamping down on his blood flow, congested and almost insane because of it.
Sunny closed his eyes, intent on remembering his sin but instead reminded him of the beauty of Shanum's open upper body.
Her clean white skin, her two twin mountains are well proportioned, dense and adorable, her slender belly and yes...Shanum pierced the center, there was an earring there...
" Hiaahhhhhh" Shouted Sunny casting away the shadow that was increasingly making her body hot.
Sunny looked at her hand that was bitten by Shanum, her lips curved upwards when remembering the village*han for the sake of the village*an Shanum who had been so overwhelmed by the smell.
Gently pecked the bite marks with thin smiling lips.
If Shanum knew me Sunny would he still hate me for that slander.
When did my memory return???
Oh my God, how do I get my memory back.
Sadness now surrounds his heart, when night comes he will always be haunted by nightmares, flashes of him drowning and drifting in the rushing water often present make him unable to sleep for days.
Is.dug..
Sunny bumped her head against the wall of her room.
" Dad, mom, I miss you guys. Brother..can't you recognize me hu.hu.hu.." Sunny's cry broke.
Her fragile heart made her emotional. Moreover, plus the suffering of his gray love made him worse. He needed support at this time, all this time only Shanum became his Light. But anywhere else will go...
I don't know when he closed his eyes at first, but it felt so short because the morning had greeted.
Sunny and Aivy were busting in the market when someone patted him on the shoulder.
Tep..
Sunny turned to a girl who was the same age as him, also carrying groceries like himself.
Sweet girl with cute dimples, her shoulder hair left unraveled.
" Narendra's? " Task the girl with sharp eyes looking at Sunny fixedly.
But not for how long the girl seemed to realize something.
"Sorry.sorry...I thought I was my acquaintance..." Said the girl after clearly staring at Sunny.
Narendra's?
Narendra Shineekah means?
That girl's a brother's acquaintance?
Sunny and Shinee are indeed twins, at first glance they are similar but after careful attention, they are not exactly the same.
Sunny just nodded at the girl and went back down the market buying kitchen utensils and groceries.
While still in the air, Aivy's phone turned on.
" Sister, aunt Ara here..." Aivy hands her phone to Sunny
" Yes, aunt Assalammualaikum..."
" ......................."
" Yes aunt"
".................................."
" Good aunt, thank you.........."
Sunny handed Aivy's phone and smiled brightly.
" Why then?, when is my brother's surgery?" Ask Aivy.
" Tomorrow will be analyzed. Today we'll find your school first, where do you want to go?" Sunny stroked Aivy's head gently.
" Maureen school is far away?" Aivy asked hesitantly
" I don't know..." Answer Sunny origin.
" Want to find a school? You guys just moved in?" Ask a mother to Aivy.
The little girl nodded.
" What SD are you looking for?" Ask the mothers again.
" Sd Pertiwi ma'am..." Aivy replied, mentioning the name of the Elementary School where Maureen is at school.
" Well, that elite school. The school is all rich.... Not far away, just three blocks from the market.." My mother replied enthusiastically.
Aivy lowered her head, glancing at her brother. Obviously Maureen school elite school, who used to be mommy and daddy. Then who's Aivy? the pretentious imitating girls like Maureen.
Sunny stroked her sister's headscarf again, sniffed it dear. Make a baper of some girls who are in the angkot.
" Later we go to Maureen's school, brother will register..." Sunny Whispers.
" but..."
" Sister will look for work, you only need to study diligently. Okay!!"
Aivy smiled brightly, and nodded obediently.
...***...
True what the mothers said in angkot earlier, the Pertiwi Foundation school won really big and elite.
Sunny Ketar-ketir stepped into the administration room to register his sister.
School today is quite quiet, because the holiday class has also started since two days ago. Passing students are only tied to the year-end race.
But every 'expensive' school definitely has far advantages over a regular school!! and that's the formula.
Payment of tuition can be repaid into several deposits, so it can still be divided for other purposes.
Sunny has also looked around in the newspaper some places that require employees.
Let's not go to college this year, the important thing is that Aivy and his comfortable papa are the main ones for him.
...*...
The night came with a drizzling rain. Sunny stared at the ceiling behind his house, daydreaming about the direction he and Shanum were approaching.
Living in this era of winning will be difficult if there is no mobile phone in hand. Sunny closed her eyes, trying to think hard to solve all of this.
" Sister.nih..." Aivy approaches her daydreaming and hands Almeer's hand-off phone to her brother.
" Who?" Sunny asked without a sound.
" Brother Shinee.." Answer Aivy.
Degggh...
Sunny was glued for a moment. Recall it back to last night..
" Yes Shinee..."
" Hey bro...how are you?" Shinee Cheers friendly.
" Yeahhh, just like this. I'm fine Thank you..." Sunny replied, her chest was cool when she heard the voice of her brother.
" I heard from the aunty Princess, you're looking for my father for your papa's treatment?"
" Yeah, that's true.. Maybe we'll see you tomorrow.miss you Shinee.." Said Sunny sincerely sliding just like that.
Shinee who was slightly amused by the longing expression Sunny shuddered for a moment.
" Iiiyuuyy..jijay i..ha.ha.ha.." Shinee.
Sunny just smiled faintly. Itching his lips to say something to ask Shanum, but logic forbids it. Sometimes self-ego dominates to spend some of its money to buy a mobile phone, but Jakarta's hard life is real waiting in plain sight.
A smart Sunny can certainly sort out between primary and secondary needs, which are important and not.
" Sha and I are going to fly to England in a few days, bro, you don't want to say goodbye to us?" Ask Shinee.
" I don't know..." Answer Sunny.
Will Shanum see me after that night?
My self-worth is ruined by my emotions...
Maybe now he believes I'm a paid guy...
My dear..Shanumk..I'm so sorry babe..
...***...
Shanum had just descended from his room when everyone had already left for his activities. Intentionally he did not want to meet with his uncle that morning, the red traces on his neck were not only two or three, but so many.
Even Shanum himself was in shock when he looked at her in the bathroom mirror this morning.
Her chest full of red marks on Sunny's ex. Shanum could only bite his lips.
The shadow of Sunny's brutality last night made her claustrophobic, but remembering Sunny's soft touch at the end, made Shanum think crazy.
I don't know, what feels this crazy or what?, which Shanum obviously wants that touch so much again...
Marvel's father has left for the hospital, Shinee seems to be in the pool because the sound of the pool water is heard all the way to the inside.
During a class hike holiday like this White Base will always be rame, but this morning they are still partly on the way. Maybe it will be crowded by noon.
Like Luigi and Tania, they had to wait for Lenox's schedule to leave first.
Rayden's son Denis is also still in Singapore, and departs with Rasya and Bianca.
Almeer, Almaeera and Almaureen they must be at home ora Tara first before really enjoying the holiday.
" Saturday..." Call Shanum over the pool.
Shinee who heard Shanumpun's call immediately pulled over.
" Hmm, what's princess??"
" There's a letter for you from Ayu, I put it here huh..."
Shanum placed a letter on the poolside table, overlaying it with a glass of juice so as not to fly.
Then the girl sat by the pool with her legs dangling into the water.
That sad face was so apprehensive, making Shinee look at him a little suspiciously.
" Are you okay?" He approached Shanum.
" Hemmmm, yeah..I'm Okay.." Shanum replied softly, his eyes starting to turn red.
Damn
Why the more I want to forget it the more I love him...
The binar.....
You're a real jerk
You are so strong to hold my heart....
" Why?, is there a problem?" Shinee asked, who was now already exhausted, and sat down beside Shanum.
" No, it's just a little hard to part with my friends..." Shanum said a lie.
" Oh yeah? Where the hell are they?" Shinee asked inquisitively.
" Ayu is going to Milan to explore the design he loved as a child. Alexandria and Roy pursue their dream of becoming doctors, they go to UGM. Arnov followed in his father's footsteps as a TNI Air Force soldier..." Shanum lirih.
But what makes Shinee wonder, why Shanum left the name of Binar in his speech. The intelligent Shinee knew very well what this all meant.
What's wrong with you and Binar?
Yesterday you were so happy with him...
What's wrong with you guys.
Shinee could only stare at Shanum's back who was now stepping inside the mansion.
Her burly tang immediately grabbed the towel and wrapped it around her waist. His hand grabbed a letter from Ayu, but was stopped to read it, instead of reaching for his phone.
When several times calling the number of Binar no one connected.