BINAR CAHYA: Twin in Love Story, Sunshine

Shanum's Dilemma..

This morning Sunny looked lethargic and uninspired. His body was like losing his spirit, there was no passion to do anything.

Two weeks of his time with his beloved wife and son stayed two more days, even Shanum, Saga and Prince's luggage had also come out of the closet.

" Hufft..." Despair heavy.

Shanum was looking at him who was folding some of his clothes to put in a suitcase.

" I'll be lonely again..." His speech was sad, a tone of voice that was so heavy, very reflective of the deep sadness of Sunny.

Want to feel lips say do not go, or at least ask his wife to postpone it for a few more days. But...

Sunny does not want to be called a selfish husband. They are both aware of their passions.

Sunny knew Shanum's dreams from childhood. Become an educator, become a teacher, become a lecturer....

Moreover, a few days ago came an email in Shanum's email, informing him that the letter of submission for him to be one of the assistant professor Benjamin has been in acc.

" Huff...." Again Sunny was only able to exhale his coarse breath.

" Want breakfast what?, Sha readyin first yes..." Pamit Shanum after her activities this morning are over.

Sunny stared at the corner of his room, looked very neat all, clearly different. There's his wife here and no, obviously there's a difference.

If the bed is usually never neat when he will go to work, now it has been neatly arranged. If usually the towel will be thrown here and there, now neat hanging in place.

Breakfast, lunch, dinner even almost two weeks is always available without having to bother himself plunge into the kitchen.

" Which?, early in the morning!!"

A gentle pat on his shoulder resuscitated Sunny from his daydream earlier.

" Ahhh, what?. What babe?" Ask Sunny.

Shanum exhaled her breath slowly, from last night her husband seemed a lot silent and daydreaming. And at this time, it was still very early morning, she had to find her husband daydreaming, again.....

" Which, it seems like there's something you've been thinking about lately?, for me?, what is it?" Shanum Whispers.

Her delicate fingers began to stroke the neatly combed hair, pecking at the head of her husband full of love.

" Keeps sure to hear my groaning..." Sunny's fizz is heavy.

" Of course, I'm your wife.... Share your heavy burden on me..." Sahut Shanum sure.

Sunny wrapped both of her hands around Shanum's slender waist, then pulled her closer to him.

Now his head is really right in front of Shanum's stomach.

Like a child thirsting for affection, Sunny rubbed her face flat on her beloved woman after Dian's mother with a tight hug.

" Babe..., why does our life continue like this?, parting and then meeting..and parting again..." Sunny said softly.

" From childhood like this, we met as we gathered at white base, then separated again when I had to return to Chelsea if the holidays had run out" he continued.

" It was also my greatest happiness coming back, when our engagement talk you remember?. But happiness is only for a moment. I got separated again from you because of the kidnapping..."

Sunny again tightened his embrace, further drowning his head in Shanum's flattened stomach.

Comfortable, his wife's stomach is the most comfortable place for him...

The day after this paradise of comfort will leave him, back languishing.

" When we marry you, we are like this again..... When can we be a whole family like the family of people out there babe?, when will that day come...?" Sunny again.

Shanum bit his lips tightly, enduring the tightness that hit his chest. But what can he do now?.

For a while they were silent, both of them enjoyed this reassuring closeness. Love and longing must not only be channeled with lust. Both hugging like this is also really able to bring their own comfort.

" Mommy.daddy!, Prince wants milk hiks..." Prince in front of the door.

The little man immediately approached, his protesting face looking so cold.

For almost two weeks here, Prince always slept with Saga.

Sunny owes a lot of Saga's kindness for as long as they're here.

Because thanks to the Saga as well, the hot nights of these few days smoothly glide unhindered.

" Husstt...kok Prince talk rich like that?, when mommy and daddy don't love Prince.." Sergey Sunny fast.

" So you guys still love Prince, right, even if there's a baby sister?" Ask Prince again.

" Baby sister?"

Now the two adults looked at each other, trying to understand where Prince was going.

" Yes baby sister, uncle Saga said..Prince must remain asleep with uncle until the baby's sister is in mommy's stomach. Big Daddy and big Mommy also said so yesterday.." Sahut Prince's.

Sunny smiled as she stroked his nape. Saga and his parents really played a good role in his efforts to monopolize his wife for almost two weeks.

But babby?, not the slightest bit in Sunny's mind at this time to have another child besides Prince.

" So Prince wants a sister?" Sunny asked softly, her thumb and index finger now stretched out to pinch her adorable son's cheek.

" Sure!!, William has a very beautiful sister. Prince also wants a pretty little sister like Cellina..." Prince replied firmly.

" Okay mommy and daddy make it. But.we take a shower first, let mommy make your milk. Then we go together, will we?" Sunny.

" Two?, daddy and Prince? but..mommy wasn't invited?" Now his eyes are looking at my mommy.

" No!!, today is a special day for both of us. Can we not update both?" Bargain Sunny.

" Sure! but..mommy's not jealous right?" Again, Prince's question seemed so worrying about his mommy's feelings.

Shanum squatted to equalize his height with that of his son. Chubby Prince cheeks in both palms.

" Why jealous?, you are both mommy's favorite. Daddy love mommy, Prince also fruit love mommy..... Here, mommy's heart is stored a great love for you, very big to the full and spill.OK!!, you must prepare!, mommy prepare breakfast first..."

Cup...

Cup...

The pecked heads of the two men of different ages were soft, then stepped into the kitchen.

...***...

After the death of her husband and son went to date, Shanum is now sitting pensively on the sofa of the family room, his eyes are staring at the laptop screen in front of him.

But her heart and mind were full of words of her husband's heart this morning. Indeed today is the last limit of his answer to Shanum's willingness to join Professor Benjamin's team.

A few days ago it was clear Shanum was still very enthusiastic to make the form immediately, but now doubts crept into his heart.

Feeling restless when remembering the face of Sunny's pleasure greatly disturbed his heart.

The feeling of tightness when hearing Sunny's curse was really so that it consumed his heart.

Sick...really sick, several times he wiped the melted tears without realizing it.

Why would I pursue dreams and material things if my husband was not happy...

Why am I so busy pursuing my ideals if my husband is lonely all day..

Why would I desperately sacrifice the happiness of my son and husband just for the sake of one word 'dream'.

I have been selfish all this time..

Yes Alloh...

This heartache heard her complaint like that...

Is it time for me to take it all off...

Everything I dreamt of was in sight right now..

But my little family? Right said Sunny..

When can we realize Sakinah, Mawadah and Rahmah if we continue to separate like this.

Right said Saga...

Age nobody knows, use it as long as you can...