BINAR CAHYA: Twin in Love Story, Sunshine

Forgive papa Binar..

" Just come home, son?"

Papa Sanjaya's voice behind him made Binar terjekang shocked.

" E.ehh.i.that's..iya, pah..." The answer is groggy, the head is ashamed.

Papa Sanjaya glanced at the wall clock that showed at 03 am.

" Where to go home?, not possible from the cafe, right?"

Degh!!

" Papa regrets not being able to accompany you in your growth and development into adulthood Bin..."

" But papa hopes you can put your faith to the highest of your youth passions, son..."

Degh!!

Your Binar body is instantaneous, he knows very well where this conversation is going. Binar admitted wrong.not should he come home from the girl's house this late.

"Papa knows at your age love is everything. But remember! The love that happens because of God will never end, but that lust-clad love will quickly be destroyed.." Papa Sanjaya's long advice to his son.

" Sorry pah, Binar only missed Aya very much pah.., and Binar came just to accompany him. Binar did not do any kind of reward. The oath!!" Binar looked down.

" Daughter, your longing can actually be enough for you to convey it, not be met. Because, the longing delivered will grow love. While the longing that is met often causes lust that will only bring sin.."

" Papa knows, love cannot be forbidden, papa also knows love can not be blamed, but dating is natural. At least appreciate the light..."

" Where do you take the girls until this time of Binar?"

" We just chatted at his house pah" replied Binar.

" Talk at his house?, do you think it doesn't bother his mom and dad to rest?" Papa Sanjaya was seen patting his forehead.

" Aya's parents are not at home pah, Saga is also not ad---"

"WHAT!!, so you got this late...Bin's..... Papa doesn't understand anymore. This is the last time you came to Aya's house at night, period!!" Papa Sanjaya.

Shocked, that's what papa Sanjaya felt, his son had dared to go to the girl's house until this early morning.

Though it did not know papa Sanjaya that his son was even more than that minus.

" Binar swears reward, Binar just keep it...Binar comes home after make sure she's safe pah..." Sahut Binar fast.

" Keep it?, fine if that's your excuse, but enough for today only. Nothing for another day!!, maybe you can hold yourself up today Binar!, but not for another day.remember that!!" Papa shouted.

" Papa will not be blamed later for not being able to educate you well. When papa's responsibility is questioned, papa will pat papa's chest with pride, that Binar grows well without any lack of anything while in the hands of papa. But what about your morals, what can you be proud of....??" Papa Sanjaya's words were so sad.

Binar felt embarrassed and wanted to cry, but there was a mystery from his papa's words.

" sthat mean?" Tanya Binar was confused.

" Have it.., go to sleep.it's late" Cut papa Sanjaya.

Binar pushed her papa back into her room and as usual, she would painstakingly help her papa until it was completely comfortable in her bed.

" Look, keeping a loved one is not necessarily close and attached, keeping that distance better, the closer the demon will also plunge..." Papa Sanjaya's message before Binar completely closes the door.

Papa Sanjaya stared at his son's back. There are tears there.

How I'm gonna have to take your spiritual education to your parents, son....

Your brothers there are so obedient and good-natured...

Forgive papa son...

Actually, I knew from the beginning that you weren't my son..

But because of my selfishness, still forcing myself to take you with me...

You should be living comfortably in your palace...

Enjoying the sparkling treasures that do not need to be turned upside down you pursue..

With me you ducked down on earth, sweating to find us a mouthful of rice..

I'm sorry, forgive this disabled old man son...

Ii'm sorry..

Manggala Sunny Marvelino Son...

...***...

Binar continued to daydream, and still could not close his eyes. His mind was filled with his father's last words just now.

Papa's in charge?

On whom?

At God?

Where are papa's words?

If I'm Sunny?, then where is Binar?

My documents all show that I'm Binar.., and they're all authentic, they're authentic....

Even the living witness that I am Binar exists....

Actually what happened?, why is my memory full of Sunny's memory..

Binar sat back, Binar always sleeps without clothes alias bare chest.

His hand rubbed his shoulder with the tattoo there.

" Sunn for Sunny and Shan for Shanum. If I were Binar?, how could this writing be here?"

" Papa?, what are you hiding from me the reward?, who am I really?"

Brugh!!

His body was restored, but still not closed.

The flasback

" Emmppphhh Bin..enough...." Shanum pushed Binar who seemed not enough to just kiss Shanum's lips. Because his hands are also starting to roil.

Shanum must continue to be able to fortify himself, his mother's past will continue to be a strong fortress for him.

Shanum rubbed the sad face of Binar, he was equally missed.

But if this goes on then the demon will win, Shanum won't. Kangen?, homesickness? It was humanely moreover felt by those who were just having a date like this.

" Go to sleep, you'll end the long journey straight to work..." Shanum tried to lower the heat that is in Binar at this time.

" Emmm, here used to sit here..." Binar still mengeyel by pulling Shanum to sit in his lap.

" My words were serious babe..." Said Binar, again his two hands hugged Shanum's body tightly.

" Which one?" Ask Shanum.

" Applying.." Quickly answer.

" Why do you have to hurry?, you can't wait to make love?" Accuse Shanum of sarcasm.

" Then you know what it's like and are satisfied, you'll leave?" Resurrected continue.

" Is loving and marrying your purpose just for that matter?" Accuse Shanum again, this time more cruel.

Binar sculpted, shocked by Shanum's words so firmly and cornered him.

Yes, he is conscious! she's mistaken. He's so excited right now.

Yeah, he's kind of crazy right now. His libido is peaking with self-knowledge. Clearly Shanum was terrified of his impulsive behavior.

Staring at Shanum's lips that look swollen, even at the corner of his lips look brutal bite marks Binar a moment ago.

He gently rubbed those lips with a deep look of regret.

" I'm sorry, honey, but what you're accusing of is wrong.."

" I really love you babe, I really love you..."

" I don't know myself why my limbs always overreact when they're close to you.."

Binar placed his head on Shanum's shoulder.

" For your proposal and marriage, I have no reply Bin. You know my papa and Shinee's deal.."

"Last decision in the hands of Shinee, we just live our relationship now Bin. Keep praying that God will bless... You said it was like that first!!" Shanum remembers very well the oath of Binar who confidently could make him fall in love with her. And it's proven now.

Flasback off

Shinee will not be able to surpass me!, her own brother!!.

Just wait until this memory returns, that day I will take you back for me.

...***...

" Today I was just a class meeting babe, home fast. We go, shopping for Gala Seni to Bali, I call Arnov and Roy..." Binar was standing next to his bike, not wanting to leave Shanum after arriving in front of SMU Pelita.

" Steel?, you just don't bring a jacket and don't wear a mask either.." Said Shanum, his eyes glanced with annoyance at some of the girls students from his school who kept staring at Binar.

" Hisshh!, my pen plugs their eyes!!" Mumbled wailing.

" What?" Ask Binar without a sound.

" No papa" Sahut Shanum lied.

Binar repeatedly restored his bangs to the back making his style really badas. The girls are getting hysterical seeing that.

" Babe don't hold your hair!!" Shanum held onto the hand of Binar who was about to re-fine his hair.

Binar folded his lips inward, since he knew, that Shanum was jealous. He wants to keep him mah.

" My jacket is in the school locker, the mask too. It was because there was papa so I couldn't do much and couldn't do much style either ha.ha.ha..." Said Binar while opening the canned drink he had brought.

" If there is no papa you have a lot of behavior and a lot of style?. And yes, I see that..."

" He.he.not that too babe. Yeah, I'll pick you up at ten..." Binar rubbed Shanum's hair gently.

" It's better if it's closed..." His whisper was full of meaning.

" Wear the veil you mean?, Sunny also often told him to. But I haven't been moved. Sorry...." Shanum lowered his head.

" No papa, just slow down.... I also do not understand. Just this girlfriend..." Sahut Binar's.

" Yes, go in, baby... I'm going to school too.." Binar continued, both of his hands pushed Shanum's shoulders into the gate.

" Just a girlfriend?" Shanum turned his head back when he was already inside.

" Yes, I'm just a girlfriend..... Who will either be a husband or not in the future.." Binar replied coldly, annoyed as she remembered her proposal being rejected last night.

" I'm leaving first babe..." Pamit Binar, but Shanum quickly pulled her collar.

" What do you mean???"

" Later on, I'm almost too late..." Binar turned on the engine even though Shanum was still holding his shirt.

" Bin are you angry?"

" No!!"

" Bin not ten minutes ago you ngajak ngedate, trus suddenly angry kayak gini!!!. You're a son of Bin!!" Shanum exasperatedly exclaimed, he was wrong what was suddenly snatched so.

Because of the veil?

Why force me to not be ready

I also want to wear a veil.., of all girls 'SS Corporation' only I do not wear a head covering..

But wait a minute.I'm not ready...