BINAR CAHYA: Twin in Love Story, Sunshine

Carving Memories..

The family room is the part of the house that should be the warmest and most favorite of family members, but not the home of Binar. The living room this time looked cold and gripping.

Papa sat in his chair with his eyes glaring sharply at his first wife, Ganis whom he married twenty years ago.

" Explain it to me!!, for whatever you spend that much money GANIS!!" Papa's screams are full of emotion.

That afternoon, he called his best friend who worked at one of the banks. He was so surprised to learn that his savings had been withdrawn by his wife Ganis. And again papa must be surprised when his friend also tells of the treatment of Ganis who should not be called a wife for him, or a mother for his children.

Moreover, the stories were justified all by Lilis mother Arnov some time ago.

" How can you still ask!!, you think that your medical expenses at the exchange are free!, your children's school is free! Huh!!" Reply to mama Ganis by shouting.

Papa Sanjaya smiled cynically, but not yet his lips opened mama Ganis has returned to voice.

" Look at them!!, they are growing up healthy!!, you think they don't use any money!!"

Again, papa Sanjaya shook her head and returned a faint smile.

Prok.prok.

The sound of clapping his hands made all dumbfounded.

" Your mouth is so sweet!!, you think because I'm not home I don't know anything!!!, a liar like you doesn't deserve to be my wife!!"

" Mum!!, what are you talking about!!, Binar!! You complained a no-no to your papa hahh!!!" Snapped mama Ganis at Binar who was currently hugging the frightened Aivy.

" No, what to do.." Answer the cold Binar.

" Then?, why is your father talking like that??, you slandered me in front of your father huh!! The sparkle!!!" Shouted mama Ganis again.

" No!!, not me!!" Sahut Binar again.

" Don't mess around, I'm telling you!!. You bastard son does not know himself!!, already on the back of the comberan just do not know thank you!!" Maki mama Ganis who is upset because Binar looks so relaxed.

" QUITE FEROCIOUS!!!" Papa's voice boomed, so horrible.

" Hear by you Ganis, Binar Buana Sanjaya and Aivy Shofie.... They are my children. They are my own sons and daughters.... They are my children with Rahmania, my second wife..."

Rddaarrr!!!!

" What??, how dare you trick me!!" Shouted mama Ganis hysterically.

" You tricked me first!!!, you cheated on me to marry you!!" Papa fast.

Papa looked at Lyra who looked so haughty, then looked at Binar and Aivy who were strengthening each other.

Look at the difference between them. What is good and what is not.

" You all come in!!, papa wants to talk alone with mama" said Papa Sanjaya.

...***...

Roy looks the happiest of all the participants who left for Bali as a representative from East Java.

His smile continued to grow, yes.today was his day with Alexandria. Last night the two families met to discuss the development of their relationship. And it was agreed, after the graduation event another month, they will hold their engagement event.

" Cihhh.., gedeg I saw Roy look!!" Arnov was upset. For him, Roy's attitude today is too much.

" Not to be seen Nov!!" Sahut Ayu's.

" Not to be seen in front of Yu's eyes either..." Arnov.

" So you ngiri?"

" ck!! Why do I ngiri" Arnov threw his face next to the plane window.

" Lo why Nov?, the smell is like he's carrying a problem.." Ayu pats Arnov's arm slowly.

Arnov turned his head and looked at Ayu for a moment.

" I'm really hitchhiking at the moment. I want to be angry but I don't know who to be angry with. I want to punch and prank people, but to whom should I vent! Goddamnit! Goddamn bum!Shitt!!" Arnov said.

He raised his eyes, astonished. Arnov is the calmest of the three, but why did his words just like that?.

" What's your problem?"

" I just love someone" Arnov said, bowing his head.

" Now that's good news!, but why?" Tanya Ayu was astonished, people were in love really mellow.

" She's never known about my feeling..." Arnov rubbed his face violently.

" Why not just say if you like.." Ask Ayu again.

Arnov looked down further, his hands squeezing his head in confusion.

How to be revealed, the leak is still ten years old which knows!!.

Damn it!, why do I have a taste for him anyway

God, yes, I am a pedophile.

Arnov again tapped his head on the window.

" Nov lo don't-don't have a crush on widows huh??" Accuse Ayu at will.

" Maybe even if she's a widow I'm not this late Yu..." Arnov replied as he closed his eyes, trying to forget for a moment his fret.

But his happiness this time should be tarnished. Since that night's talk, papa and his mother have been fighting to this day.

The house that was like hell is getting worse.

" Congratulations ya babe?" Shanum stroked the arm of Binar who was seen often daydreaming lately.

" Hemmm" replied a short Binar, closed his eyes and leaned on Shanum's shoulder.

" You're moving to Jakarta?, just don't tell me that?, how important am I to you?" Shanum said sadly.

Since hearing the words of papa Sanjaya to mama Ganis at that time, Shanum hoped that Binar would explain something, but to this day it was not.

Binar immediately opened his eyes and grabbed Shanum's fingers, bringing him to his chest.

" Babe..even I don't know papa's plan is babe, I'm surprised just like you baby..."

" At first our conversation was only limited to me planning to continue college in Jakarta, as well as continue the treatment of my papa which is still a long process, there is no mention of moving at all.."

" Are you angry?" Binar kissed Shanum's hand in his hand, not caring about the other participants sitting next to him.

" At first, yes, but now I'm not going to go either..." Shanum replied sadly, the girl blinked her eyes holding back her tears. Binar knew that.

" How are we doing trus?" Ask Binar.

" Yes Bin. How's it going?" Shanum asked back.

They looked at each other, they were still a dozen. A few nights ago it was Binar sok-sokan ngelamar.

But after thinking about it at this time he is still Binar, the kere Binar. Binar who still has to work hard for his tuition fees, Aivy school, papa treatment, and the daily needs of his family.

Sometimes that selfish feeling comes, wanting it to feel like he is running and admitting out loud who he really is.

But Sunny is Sunny, she's too bright!!.

And Binar is not ready to be the bright and dazzling Sunny.

Fired Shanum's forehead is very long, even Binar did not care at all will strange gaze of the passengers around him.

Wish I could confess to babe...

If only I could confess to you that I am Sunny...

Are you gonna believe babe?

Oh Allah...

When does this memory return....

O God, help your servant...

Give me back my memories..

" nar's....Gambar..."

Again Binar seemed to be sucked in his daydream for a few moments.

" What the hell are you?" Shanum asked softly.

" Dizziness babe, think about our relationship in the future like how... I don't want to be away from you babe, but I also don't want to curb you.."

" Diihhh lebay!!, is that how you like me?"

Binar took a slow breath and exhaled it.

" I don't know myself why all this time I like you, even if you can be reduced, I'll take you everywhere you babe...." Binar pinched Shanum's nose high with anxiety.

...***...

The Student Arts Gala is held for four days and three nights. During that time also Binar and Shanum spent time carving sweet memories. Where there is a beam there must be Light. They are inseparable.

They will always seek and steal the opportunity to be always together and it is understood by his friends.

Their time together is one month away. Because after graduation at school, the next day Shanum had to fly to Jakarta to prepare for Massachusetts USA.

While in Bali no one brought up the words about separation.

Binar in his silence kept trying to remember his past. Because so far he has begun to remember, that his goal is to continue to school at the Royal Military Academy Sandhurst, Camberley. Great Britain.

Attempts to remember his past completely drained his physique. Because every time he tried too hard to think and dig up the memory, then a tremendous sense of dizziness would befall him. Dizziness that made him feel hit by a hammer on his head, so painful and torturous. Even once he had to nosebleed because he was trying too hard.

But not the name of Binar if you have to continue to surrender to the circumstances, Binar is the Manggala Sunny Marvelino Son, an unyielding, a fighter who will continue to pursue what you want.

" Bin, may I come to your show at Putra Bangsa?"

Binar glared, disbelieving Shanum's words.

All this time he had thought Shanum was not as serious as this bringing their relationship.

" Te..of course babe!!, I'm happy instead..." Binar was so happy not to play. Even his heart was beating so fast at this moment.

Some days he was confused to string up words how to take Shanum to his graduation event. But it turns out Shanum himself took the initiative. Relieved.., Binar's heart was so relieved...

" Okay.we're looking for a couplean dress yuk.make the show later..." Binar took Shanum and walked through the malls in Denpasar, Bali.