BINAR CAHYA: Twin in Love Story, Sunshine

Don't push me away..

Trings..

Again the sound of incoming message notification on Shanum's phone, and the ringleader is still Binar Buana Sanjaya.

" Ck, he didn't learn what?, from the chat.." Shanum.

" Kok lo kaya is not seneng so get WA from Binar.." Ayu's whisper is on her right.

" My males, he chatted don't know the time" Reply Ayu.

" Binar sweet really yes.., kirain mah boy cool modelan he will be flat if dating. Tastelessly..." Bisik Alexandria from his left.

" He's more than sweet, even I know diabetes?" Whisper Shanum again.

" You mean?" Asked both.

Shanum opens his chat room with Binar, then shows how cute Binar is in their chatan.

" Crazy. What's it like Ay?" Ask Alexa.

" What flavor?" Shanum shook his shoulders slowly.

" So much love by Binar?" Bright Alexa.

Shanum was a little misbehaved, but soon the girl covered up her true feelings by taking a deep breath.

" I don't care, do you know how rich I feel?. There's only Sunny here.." Shanum replied steadily by stabbing his chest.

" But Ay... Binar?, you don't think about what he feels?, you really do..." Alexandria stared intently at Shanum.

" I told you, I'm just going to cover Sunny!. My direction, my purpose, my ideals and my love is only Sunny.... But Binar forced himself!, he was at risk!. Trus where is the heart you asked Lex?. Still good I'm still opening up to him..." Shanum replied at length.

" Aren't you interested in her at all, Ay?" Ask Ayu.

" No!!"

" Even if just a little?" Ask Ayu again curious.

" Nothing for Binar, just maybe because his face is similar. I sometimes think of him as my Sunny... Wellh.., I know it's wrong.and that's why I'm slowly getting away from her..." Shanum said.

Ayu and Alexa were silent at Shanum's heart.

They let out a heavy sigh, indeed no one can force love. Love comes from the deepest heart. Only God can move it, where love will be anchored.

The bell for the end of school today has sounded since then, but triple A is still fun in the classroom. Until the call repeatedly Binar on his phone made Shanum stand up.

" What the hell is he!!" Shanum's slack touch lifted his phone.

Alexandria and Ayu glanced at a glance, there was the name Binar on the screen display of Shanum's phone.

" Just pick up why the hell Ay, pity him.., must be worried about him.." Ayu rubbed Shanum's arm slowly.

Shanum bit his lower lip hard. He did not want to betray Sunny, he realized there was a speck of feeling in his heart for Binar at this moment. Since Binar dropped it in front of the school gate earlier Shanum has actually established the heart to end this.

This is all wrong, Binar is so unsettling. The youth that cannot be underestimated. A tough young man who does not easily collapse. The persistence of Binar was terrible for him, because Shanum believed that gradually Binar could get rid of Sunny's name from his heart, and Shanum did not want it.

Shanum continued to direct calls from Binar.

" Shanum lift!!!" Ayu's angry. Shanum himself was wide-eyed in disbelief with Ayu's courage to yell at him.

Moreover, he called his name, the name shortened to S, since the departure of Sunny.

Because Shan on Shanum would hurt if heard, because it's the same as Sunn on Sunny.

" I don't want to!!" Shanum quickly turned off the power of his phone.

And immediately ran away leaving his two best friends out of class with broken eyes.

" Hik..hiks...hiks..." Shanum was crying in the corner of Pelita High School.

" Ay?, you cry?" Ask someone behind her.

Shanum turned his head while wiping his tears with his arm.

" No, just a flickering dust there.." Show Shanum the origin.

" Why are you still here?, it's lonely. You're still excrement?"

The handsome guy who was also ketos SMU Pelita smiled grinningly, there was something strange with this cousin of his.

" Ay, you're suspicious anyway? Who are you hiding from?" Tanya Reza, Ayu Andira's cousin. Because since then the young man found Shanum's eyes continue to glance towards the school gate, as if someone was looking for him, or maybe in his avoidance?.

" Eh?, how suspicious is it?, not..." Shanum bumbling.

" Kuy is.., go home with me!. I'd like to stop by my uncle's house too..." Reza forced Shanum's hand to drive to his parked car not far from the school gate, precisely beside the security post.

The eagle eye of Binar caught the figure he had been waiting for since. Her heart was broken from being so cold for a moment.

All day, none of his messages were answered by Shanum. Even some were not read at all by Shanum. Somehow today it feels like the heart of Binar as if it was being scrimped. Especially since an hour ago he tried to contact the girl, but not also lifted.

Binar squeezed the handlebar of his motor when the corner of his eye caught Shanum's hand that was being held by someone. Plus they got into one car.

Binar covered his helmet violently, without looking again the young man drove his bike tightly.

...***...

Shanum entered his deserted home without any residents.

Brugh!!

Dropped his tired body on the sofa of the family room.

He felt guilty to Binar, actually since he knew that Binar was in front of the gate. But his ego kept asking him to stay away from Binar.

Tok.dok...

The door was knocked from the outside, when it was clear it was wide open.

" Can I come in?" The beam in front of the door could see Shanum reflected through the glass aquarium.

" Sorry Bin, I'm sleepy. Take a nap..." Remove Shanum.

Binar took her breath away. The one thing he hated the most was being ignored. And right now the girl he had judged that night was ignoring him, and ignoring him.

" Tell me Ay!, what's my fault....? Why are you ignoring me?" The bar came in despite being clearly expelled.

" When do I ignore you!!, don't make it because of me!!" Shanum's jolt was upset. Upset because it was so heavy to hit Binar.

" You didn't answer my message Ay, you didn't read my next messages either, when I called you didn't answer. Until you turn off your phone, tell Ay.." Binar rubbed his bangs back.

Shanum threw away his gaze when it was clear that the good looks of Binar were in front of him at this time.

" My phone's lowbatt..." Shanum replied briefly, still unwilling to stare at Binar.

" Sheep...." Binar breathed his breath heavily. He knew Shanum was lying, because just a few minutes ago Shanum's WA status was online.

"You lied Ay! But never mind.just tell me!!. What's my fault?, what makes you ignore me"

" Tell me, Ay?. Which part of my attitude should I change to fit your criteria .." Said Binar with a trembling voice holding back her cries.

Shanum can no longer hide his shackles, the feeling he wants to throw away even more stick the roots.

" Come home!!, I'm going to sleep!!!" His impact was hard in order to hide his heart that was beginning to waver.

" Ay..., look at me..." Binar called Shanum who had started to climb up the stairs.

" Come home!!!" His shout was full of emotion, without looking at him at all.

" Babies...." Binar ran down onto Shanum who was behind him, hugging him tightly from behind.

" Don't make me angry please.., don't ignore me..." The tape was slowly behind Shanum's back.

" Don't close your eyes to my love.., don't push me away..." His whisper was still with his lips on Shanum's back.

Shanum closed his eyes, it felt like he was eager to turn around, hugging this young man who was so sincere in love with him. No matter how hard he tries to push Binar away from him he will be more interested in the charm of Binar.

" Go home Bin..., I want to be alone first..." Shanum said softly, stroking the hand of Binar who coiled his stomach.

" All right, come upstairs and go to bed. I'll go home after I make you some food..." Said Binar, slowly loosening her opener.

Then I went to the kitchen without looking.