
" Have you smoked for a long time?" Shanum stale base.
Binar turned his head and looked at Shanum, then nodded slowly.
" From the beginning of class XI, precisely after papa's accident and sentenced to be paralyzed.." Answer the Binar slowly.
For a moment the young man looked dreamy as he continued to look ahead without blinking.
" You don't like it?" He asked, his head turned and fixedly looked into Shanum's eyes.
" No!!" Shanum replied quickly, challenging Binar's gaze.
Nyut...
The heart of Binar grieved, hearing Shanum's reply.
" Because I'm a girl, I'm smoking ha.ha... But his dad Shine, Uncle Brian and o'm Lenox, they smoke and to me it's cool, macho!!" Shanum said with a flick of his flirtatious eyes.
" My dad when he's fused also sometimes smokes anyway..."
Serrs...
Binar's chest is like being watered with soothing water. So cold and soothing. Whatever, as long as Shanum doesn't hate him.
Her lips smiled shyly, but she hid them by pretending to look sideways.
" What about me?" Tanya Binar.
" Lo why?" Shanum asked back, his eyes flickering cutely.
" Don't you like me smoking like this?" Binar looks insecure when asking. His head lowered deeply, his puff of cigarette smoke so slowly.
Shanum turned to look at the bowed Binar, there was confusion on his face.
" Here, madep here Bin" Shanum raised Binar's chin to look at him.
Is.deg...
Binar's heart wanted to jump out, so nervous.
Shanum scrutinized the handsome face of Binar with a full search.
" Emmmh.ha.ha.ha.ha..., how many do I!, why are you ready for me?. You should be the same boyfriend lo.., freak lo!!" Shanum continued with his broken laugh. His head shook slowly.
The sparkle was glued for a moment to stare at Shanum's sweet smile which was so amazing.
Shanum's hands reflect off Binar's shoulder, feeling awkward with Binar's deadly gaze. While Binar hid his smile with a lowered head.
Aye yes..
Why do I want to know what he thinks of me...
Crazy!!, what's with me actually..
" If for me anyway, want him to smoke or not that important he Sunnyku...." Shanum continued again in a quiet voice, almost like a mutter.
" Sunny?, isn't she a sud--"
" No!!, Sunnyku is not dead!!, before being buried Shine saw the body of the child!!, he is not Sunny, I am also sure he is not.hikk..." Shanum's cry just broke out.
Binar was confused, the young man did not know what to do. In front of him right now a girl was crying.
What's he got to do?.
In his confusion Binar reflex hugged Shanum and pulled him in his arms. Although this action makes him have to fight with his crazy heartbeat.
Moreover, the smell of sweet fruit burst from Shanum's hair which is now sniffed greedily.
Binar is still Binar, a teenager who has just felt a new process in his soul, which is to fall in love. The first teenager feels a strange sensation when he is close to the opposite sex as close as this.
" Sshhhh, already Light.. , sorry..." Binar Whisper was full of regret, because it had been wormholes in the murky water.
The more his arms tighten, the more they stick. Binar closed his eyes, this sesasi made the more intensely pounded Binar.
Shanumpun felt the same, fresh, masculine scent emanating from the body of Binar, not the smell of expensive perfume, but only the smell of soap left on his body, fresh and make Shanum feel at home.
" Lo very warm Bin, like my papa..." Shanum Whispers.
" Yeeee, cook me up with om-om..." Binar sulked in annoyance by pushing Shanum's body slowly away.
Actually it was just his alibi Binar said that. In fact, Binar just can not continue to hold Shanum, because somehow his body became hot and restless.
" Bin, you said papa lo---"
" In the hospital, right, but it turns out to be in a nursing home?" Binar said quickly, there was a slant from the look in his eyes, and Shanum could clearly see it.
" My family is too complicated for me to tell you about the Light..." Binar bit her lips, holding back a furious feeling every time she remembered the two Vampires in her house.
" I am the son of my papa series marriage to the woman he loves, and so is Aivy. And after my real mama died when I graduated Junior High, papa took me to his legal wife's house. But the rejection and hatred I have received to this day"
" Especially after my papa has to be like that.., and it's all because of me..." The story of Binar, his hand slowly grabbed Shanum's fingers to grasp.
" Are you going to be engaged to Shine later?" Binar did not want to continue the conversation about his family, he was more curious about Shanum's personal.
" Shine it just loves me, love?. There is no.ha.ha ... He doesn't love me, and he's too sweet to be my partner. Could he die young if he had to face my nagging every day ha.ha.ha.." Shanum looked far ahead.
" If it's Sunny.., he's firm and hard outside. But his heart was soft, soft, melted and sweet. My Sunny is like a durian that I like a lot, more than it likes exactly.ha.ha.ha.ha..."
Nyut....
Jealousy gnawed at the heart of Binar at this moment. There is anger and hatred for this figure named Sunny.
" Sunny is perfect for you?" Said Binar merrily, fix him a crushing defeat.
" This bin is late..., go home yuk?" Shanum pulled the hand of Binar who had been holding it to stand.
" What's not dear?" Tanya Binar. While he himself feels affectionate about parting with Shanum, if I'm honest, Binar wants to continue with Shanum as he is today.
Comfortable...
There was a sense of comfort that he had never felt all this time. Shanum is making his claustrophobic life more comfortable these days.
" You mean?" Shanum looked into the eyes of Binar who was so reluctant to part with him.
" Aren't you feeling heavy?" Ask Binar again.
" Yes! yes!, you are bigger than me. Yes obviously I object to narik lo rich gini" Sahut Shanum.
Binar clucked in annoyance, apparently from earlier Shanum was not connected with his words.
" Yuk, I'm anther..." Binar pulled Shanum's hand which he still held.
Even when it was on the motorpun Binar did not also release it.
Somehow Shanumpun did not mind and instead he was the same, feeling comfortable when Binar clasped his hands like this.
Binar took his bike slowly, because he was so reluctant, reluctant to return Shanum.
Whether the sense of what was entrenched in his chest right now, he was so eager to master Shanum for himself. Even to return to his own home alone Binar felt unwilling.
Arriving at the end of the alley before entering the Shanum house area, apparently Shine had been waiting for them there.
Her plight gave the code so that Binar could see it.
" Have you been here long?" Binar asked when they were facing each other, Both are still on their respective bikes.
" Now, I also just anterin Ayu home.." Shine replied, her hand was busy reaching into the envelope in her jacket pocket.
" Now, your gift. It's been checked from the committee's camera, your motorbike is ahead of me.." Shine thrust a very thick envelope at Binar.
" So we won Bin?" Tanya Shanum hysterically.
" Yes!!, you won.." Answer Shine. While Binar just shut up and nodded.
" Yeaaay..., I'll come back sometime can't Bin?" Shanum raised his body closer to the ears of Binar who was still wearing a helmet.
Binar nodded firmly, his smile expanding behind his helmet.
" Oh, yuk Sha!!. Cepetan, bokap I VC every twelve o'clock, he always scrapped me already in the room or not" complained Shine.
" Oh yeah, forgot me!!" Shanum patted his helmet hard.
Crazy, with Binar it feels very comfortable..
Until I forgot to come down..
My God...., did I get a crush?
With Binar?
Ah no?!, I will always be loyal to you....The sunny.
Barin is nobody.
Shanum pulled out his hand which was still held by Binar in a hurry.
Binar was surprised, he quickly opened his helmet.
" Bin, thank you tonight, I'm back..." Shanum said coldly, without looking at Binar's face.
Binar looked at Shanum full of astonishment, why did the girl become like that.
A while ago it was still fine.
Binar continued to look at Shanum, even though the girl was now behind Shine, hugging Shine's stomach. But strangely, why did he throw his face aside.
Why these?
Why did the light suddenly change? Especially my fault this time?
The glow....
Don't put the lamp in my heart ..
My world will return dark without your light..
The glow...
Don't leave me...
Inner screams Binar at this moment.
" We're back, bro, oh yeah.... My mom and dad are coming from USA tomorrow, we're having dinner at Astro Restaurant. Lo dateng also yes.., bring Aivy because Ayu, Roy and Alexandria also I invite...." Shine said before their motorbike drove off leaving Binar who was silent staring at Shanum's back.
" Akkkhhhhh, what is your light?" Shouted Binar annoyed after they died. Ruffled his hair like a man of doom.
Drt..drt...
" Yes Nov?" Binar knew Arnov was calling him.
" Get together at headquarters now!, we warm up don't forget..."
Binar put his helmet back on and with insane speed Binar speeded to the headquarters.
His heart was upset with Shanum's suddenly changed attitude, it felt like he wanted to slaughter anyone to dispel his current sense of unease.