Between Me and My Madam

Part 47's. Loser

"Alan, do you know. Why is your divorce process faster than the time specified?" jo asks Alan who is now sitting opposite to him.

"that's because you're sneaky, I just found out that you're Nia's friend. Don't you like Nia, and intentionally hasten our divorce so that you can have Nia in full!" alan to Johan.

"you're a dirty-brained, big-brained man. It's fair that Nia would rather divorce you than survive with a loser like you!" cynical Johan.

"you can accuse Johan like that, it's all your fault Al... If you hadn't done something as reckless as yesterday, maybe your divorce wouldn't have ended so soon" Sinta said in defense of Johan. Yesterday the accused Ello, now Johan was also exposed to Alan's accusations.

"your silence" he said, pointing to Sinta. "i'm not a loser..," Alan snapped to Johan.

"if you're not a loser, why would you hurt a woman. By getting married and ignoring her, it's the same as a loser. You know Nia doesn't deserve a husband like you" Johan snapped.

"and I'm sure Nia will get back to me" Alan said confidently. He smiled at Johan.

"don't dream of you Alan," Now they're staring at each other.

"Alan, let Nia be happy. And don't bother him anymore, love is letting go not forcing." Sinta said, Now Alan is looking at him sharply.

"if I don't let go, what do you want?" alan said with a sharp look at Sinta. Lala who heard the words Alan said, immediately felt such intense pain in her heart.

"why does my heart ache to hear the words Mas Alan. He really loves Nia, I would love it if Mas Alan loves Nia. But that is if they are still married, while they are not husband and wife. Of course my heart hurts and is not willing.." murmured Lala.

"what kind of man you are, Al, if you really love Nia, you have to support Nia in order to be happy." said Sinta annoyed. He now really knows Alan's nature, not as well as he thought so far.

"happy Nia, if she comes back with me" he said confidently.

"there's something even more important" Johan interrupted Sinta and Alan's conversation.

"say, I don't have much time." Alan said.

But Alan still kekeh did not want to give anything to Nia, unless Nia herself asked for it. His selfishness cannot be lost, even though he loves Nia and has lost Nia. Johan and Sinta could only shake their heads, how could there be an over-selfish human like Alan.

He will still pursue Nia's love, until Nia falls on him. He did not accept his love being ignored by Nia, in staying at a time when the love had grown from his heart.

*

In Mr. Ilham's car, Nia was still leaning on Mr. Ilham's shoulder. While Mr. Ratno is still confused with the Master and the son of the Master's son. He and his wife do not yet know if Alan and Nia are divorced, and he is also confused when Alan and Lala sleep in the same room and separate from Nia. Because Mr. Ilham did not tell anyone, he was also reluctant to tell about Lala.

"Dad is still your father Nia, don't be afraid. I will not stay away from you, I have promised your late parents." said Mr. Ilham softly. He was so attentive to Nia, gently rubbing Nia's head.

"Well, Nia wants to make a pilgrimage to Father and Mother's tomb!" nia Pinta. She wiped her tears and tried to smile.

"Sir Ratno, we're going to the TPU, sir!" the Order of Mr. Ilham.

"well sir" replied Mr. Ratno.

Arriving at the TPU, Nia sat next to the adjoining graves of her Father and Mother. He read Yasin's letter and ended it with a prayer for his Father and Mother.

"forgive me the sins of Mother and Father, take them by your side and place them in your heaven, O Allah, Aamiin." said Nia by rubbing her palms on her face.

"Goddess....Maulanas.... I'm sorry, I've made your children sad. I was wrong to have Nia befriended Alan, just because I believed that Alan would protect and love Nia. And my way turned out to be wrong..," muttered Mr. Ilham. He cried because he felt guilty for Nia's father and mother.

Nia poured out her heart in front of the graves of her Father and Mother. She promised to be an independent and strong woman, so that Mr. Ilham did not think too much about her.

"let's go home, Dad, I need to get some rest" said Nia. Mr. Ilham nodded, rubbing the tombstone of Father and Mother Nia.

"Mother's father, Nia and Ilham's father went home first" Nia said as she kissed her parents' gravestones.