Between Me and My Madam

Part 105's. I forgive Alan

Four months have passed Alan and Dad with together that feels awkward. Because I haven't been hurt by Alan's good treatment, I actually feel sorry for Alan. Because every day Alan always followed wherever Dad went, even when visiting Nia to Jogja Alan followed him. Even though he did not enter Ello's house, because he still felt ashamed if he met Ello's extended family.

Even Alan was willing to abandon his efforts in the Capital City and in Tangerang, a venture he dreamed of. All his work was taken over by his trust. His trust will come once a week to Bandung, to report to him.

And today I decided I would tell Alan if he had forgiven him. And he could not bear to embrace his only son, the son he so longed for. He really salutes his son, because Alan has really shown a good attitude and care for his father. To forget himself and forget about his heart and love.

Indeed, Alan is reluctant to seek love, after his failure with Nia and Lala. She doesn't want to find love that fast, because she's afraid her love will turn into an obsession. After all, he still wants to take the time to always be close to Dad, because his time is always spent working and raising his business.

"Dad wants to talk to you, Al" said the father who made Alan speechless. Because usually you never say Dad or say his name. Dad would just say me and you, or me and you, of course Alan is very happy and happy.

"Well, what do you want to say?" Alan asked enthusiastically.

"Dad doesn't like trite talk, I just want to say that I've forgiven you." Speak to me with tears.

"Dad seriously, is this a dream!" Alan also hit both cheeks, he thought this dream turned out to be real.

"I'm sorry for Dad's attitude that you've always been indifferent to, and I'm sorry I've gotten you into trouble."

"So you really forgive me?" He made sure, Dad just nodded and smiled.

"Thank you Dad, I'm happy you've forgiven me. I promise I'll never let you down again, I realize that Dad means more than anything. I promise I'll always look after Dad" said Alan, who knelt down and kissed Dad's hand nonstop.

"Message Father, in addition to being a filial son. Be a man who can keep a woman's feelings, be a man full of responsibility. Be a man who is full of love and affection rather than filled with obsession, be an authoritative, ethical man and can maintain the good name of the family. And your fatal mistake must be a lesson, so as not to go back to making such a mistake again." Father said by patting Alan's shoulder gently.

"Alan promised never again to disappoint me, and never to repeat the same mistake. Alan realized that appreciating a woman is very important, because it is the same as we uphold the degree of Mother. It's just that Alan hasn't even got an apology from Lala Well, and I don't know where he's going. When Alan came to his mother's place, Lala wasn't there, not even her mother knew where Lala was going." Alan said and he cried in front of Dad.

The longing that had been held back by disappointment, has now been treated. Father had already thrown away his disappointment, and a sense of relief had filled his heart. Now a Father and his Son embrace each other, releasing the longing that has been more restrained for a year.

"But Well, Lala actually lives in the Panti. He's an orphan, I'm afraid if I tell my mother the truth. Lala will be hated by Mother Panti, and will definitely be banned from returning to Panti." Alan said, Dad took off his embrace and stared in disbelief at his son.

"Al, I really can't believe you dared to hurt two orphaned women. But whatever the power is already happening, whatever the risk. You have to apologize to them, first you ask Lala well, and you have to dare to account for everything. And talk to his mom so she doesn't hate Lala, and I want to apologize to her, too." Dad patted Alan's shoulder back.

"Why are you apologizing?" Ask by looking at Dad.

"If a child makes a mistake, it means that his father is also guilty of not being able to advise him. Then his father must also apologize for his son's mistake,"

"Dad is not wrong, it's all my fault that never remembers what you taught me. I married Lala without Dad knowing, which means Dad's not wrong." Alan looked at Father softly.

Dad did not answer he re-hugged his son, because he realized the mistake that Alan did started from him. Right now he just wants to hug her and not bring her back. Father's heart has felt plong no more burden that makes his chest tight every day.

The next day, Father and Alan had breakfast together in a warm atmosphere and a light chat and joke. Unlike before that feels stiff, awkward and only the sound of plates and spoons clashing. After breakfast, Dad and Alan prepare to go to the capital to see Lala's foster mother.

"Bismil was bornrahmaanirrahiim" said the father in the car.

"May Miss Surti forgive me, and not blame Lala." Alan murmured in his heart.

On the way, Dad and Alan kept telling stories. Mr. Ratno was very happy to see the Master and his son had gotten along, he smiled to see the face of the Father who had never looked so happy before. Even during the few months that Alan lived at Dad's house, Dad only showed a cold and stiff attitude towards Alan.