Between Me and My Madam
Part 107's. Forgetting is not as easy as falling in love
"Dad..It's Alan.." Pekik Lala when she saw a guest who wanted to meet her. He was still standing in his place with shock, it had been almost seven months more he had not met the Wiguna family.
"Lala..how are you?" Ask Alan friend. Lala took a deep breath, then she let out slowly.
"Thank God be good" he said without looking at Alan. Then he grabbed Dad's hand and kissed his back.
"Dad how are you?" When she hesitated, she was afraid that Dad would be angry with her. As already has.
"As you can see, I'm fine." Replied Dad by showing himself able-bodied.
"Why is Dad here?" Tanyanya tried hard and held her tightness in the chest and was reluctant to ask Alan.
"Sit down La first, there's something he wants to say!" Pinta Bu Surti who pulled Lala to sit next to him. Lala complied and sat down.
"Dad and Alan's goal is to come here, to apologize to you as much as possible La. Forgive me for all the mistakes Alan has made you hurt, it's not just Alan who is wrong. I also want to apologize to you, because I've been indifferent to you. I used to blame you for the injustice that Nia accepted, so I never saw your kindness." Said Dad firmly, but his face showed a lull.
"Dad doesn't have to apologize to me, Dad nothing wrong with me. Dad behaved like that because it was my fault and I deserved it. My suffering was nothing compared to the suffering Nia had suffered during the three of us. I shouldn't have been fooled by Mas Alan's invitation, making Nia never get justice as the first wife." Lala said regretfully, she could not imagine. How much Nia suffered.
"I didn't want to lose someone who loved me so much because I've lived my whole life. No one ever gave me love, like Mas Alan gave me. Until I was willing to be honey, no matter what other woman was hurt. It's my fault.it's my fault..I'm sorry Nia.." Lala said a little screamed with her tears dripping. Mom and Dad tried to calm Lala down.
"It's not your fault La, it's my fault. If I hadn't forced you, it probably wouldn't have been like this." Alan stared at the woman who had been a part of his life. Lala just kept quiet and cried on Bu Surti's shoulder.
"I'm really sorry to you La, I've disappointed you with all my treatment. I'm sorry La, I'm really sorry for you!" Said Alan kneeling before Lala and grabbed her hand. But Lala brushed it off before Alan touched her hand.
"I have wounded two orphaned women, and my life will not be able to pay for your heartache and will not be able to make our children's lives come back. I'll do whatever it takes to get your sorry La," Alan said. Lala wiped her tears violently, and let out a long sigh.
"Have you forgiven me?" Alan asked who was answered nodding by Lala. "Thank you La" he added excitedly.
"I realized I was a cowardly, selfish man, so I couldn't control a love that turned into an obsession. I want to go back to your solitude, do you want to refer me?" Ask the heart. He felt so guilty for everything Lala had experienced.
"I'm sorry, I will never be able to come back to you. Maybe this is the way, we must separate and achieve our happiness!" Answer it firmly.
"Father can only pray that you can get happiness even though you are no longer together. Maybe you are not a match, if later you are a match. As far as you go, it will be brought closer!" Dad said, he hoped his son would understand.
"May you be happy La, you deserve to be happy." Said Alan sissily.
Alan also understands very well how Lala feels, because forgetting something that is very painful is not as easy as when in love. Naturally Lala said that, even so she was very relieved to have received an apology from Lala. She only hopes Lala can make peace with herself and her past. After Dad talked a lot and advised Alan and Lala. Finally they really reconcile, Alan was relieved to have received an apology from Lala. And they decided to remain friends.
After the departure of Father and Alan from the Panti.
"You should be able to forget everything, son, I'm sure there will be happiness that comes your way. It's not all your fault" Mrs Surti.
"I'll try to forget about it Mom, will there be happiness for me? After many mistakes in my life." Ask with doubt.
"You don't talk like that, you deserve to be happy La. And when it's time to be happy it'll come!" Lala smiled bitterly at Bu Surti's words, for her happiness was to meet her parents. But that is impossible according to him.
"Be happy there, son, Mama loves you. Mama will always pray for you from here," he murmured with a gaze toward the sky.
**A good woman is one who is able to take care of the hearts and feelings of fellow women. Think before you make a decision that makes you bad. Never seize the happiness of another woman, because you will certainly not be willing if you are in her position. All God's people will make mistakes, and every mistake will leave regrets. Life is a choice, don't choose the right path. Never stop at a mistake you know well if it's wrong. Not because your love is willing to make other women hurt. Because of apologies and regrets, you will not be able to remove or forget the wounds you just incur.**
