Between Me and My Madam
Part 34's. Decision 1
"Dad read your diary, I understand how you feel, son. If you really wanted to part with Alan, I wouldn't have banned you!" Nia surprised.
"meaning you've read it all, why can I forget that diary!" he murmured in the heart.
"but...Well," Nia lowered her head and did not continue she said. There was still fear in his heart, afraid that Mr. Ilham would be angry with him.
"whatever your decision is, I'll support you, son. You deserve your happiness" said Mr. Ilham. He gently rubbed Nia's head lovingly.
"but what about Dad?" ask Nia grudgingly.
"you don't think about Dad, you have to be happy. I'm healthy, son, and I won't be sick. I'll get sick if you suffer!" said Mr. Ilham softly.
"if Nia and Mas Alan split up, would you still love Nia? I'm not mad at Nia, am I?" tanyanya doubt.
"you can't talk like that, until whenever I love you. Being a daughter-in-law or not, I still love you and will never hate you. Follow your heart, seek your happiness, son. I want to see you happy even if you're not with your son!" obviously Mr. Ilham. Nia immediately hugged Mr. Ilham back, she felt very lucky to get a Father-in-law like Mr. Ilham.
Besides being good, he was very wise. He was very concerned about Nia, if he had told Mr. Ilham honestly about Alan. Maybe he wouldn't have been hurt to this extent.
"you shouldn't have to endure for Dad's health. Until you're willing to sacrifice your feelings for Dad, you've sacrificed enough of your happiness for Dad! Follow your heart, do not follow your ego for Father's sake." said Mr. Ilham with a smile.
Actually he wanted them to be together, but saw Nia who was so hurt just for her father's sake. He had to let them separate. He realized that all this was not fair for Nia's life.
"Nia loves Daddy,"
"Dad loves you too, son,"
"why didn't anyone notice?" whine Lena. Making Mr. Ilham and Nia smile and look at him.
"come home, son" asked Mr. Ilham to Lena. He patted the chest next to embrace Lena as well. They embrace, Lena, who has never felt Father's affection. Now he can feel, even if it's not from his real father.
"we'll talk to Alan!" said Mr. Ilham.
"you should rest first, Dad must be tired" said Nia.
"you used to think you'd fall in love with it over time, but Dad's guess was wrong. I was so selfish towards you Nia..," said Mr. Alan after Nia and Lena came out. He was so sorry to have made Nia into a woman who did not appreciate her child.
Alan who saw Nia who was about to enter the guest room, went straight to him. He looked so angry and with a quick movement he pulled Nia's hand violently.
"lepasinnn..," Nia squealed in pain. Alan ignored Nia's whining.
"without Nia's hand" cried Lena. He held Nia's hand so as not to pull Alan, but what happened to Nia's hand was both sick.
"Mas, take off Nia's hand. Nia is in pain, Mas" said Lala. He tried to let go of Alan's hand which gripped Nia's hand firmly.
"you two shut up, it's my business with Nia!" snapped Alan.
"you can speak well with Nia, without hurting her physique!" furious Lala. He was really disappointed because Alan dared to physically hurt Nia.
"you know La, this is the second time Mas Alan has done this to me!" nia said with her trembling voice, as it held back the tears that pushed her out. He threw Alan's hand firmly.
"it doesn't hurt, it's sick in here!" he said by pointing at his wrists and chest. The tears came back because of Alan.
"pardon Mas Alan Nia..," Lala pleaded.
"i've forgiven him without ever having an apology from him. And I've had La.., '" said Nia to endure her pain. He wiped his tears violently.
"what is Nia's decision?" ask Lala.
"you will know too!" answer Nia quickly. He pulls Lena's hand, and passes leaving Lala and Alan with a million questions in their minds.
"you see, he's really hurt. If only you could be fair, he wouldn't be that sick!" lala said and left Alan.
Alan ruffled his hair, clenched his hands and smacked into the wall in front of him.
"forgive me.., forgive me. Either sorry it was for Nia or for Lala who was disappointed by her attitude.
