Between Me and My Madam

Part 45's. Regretting It Too Late

Alan has returned to his house and is now sitting in Nia's room. He stared at the room, the shadow of Nia haunting him even more.

Alan Pov.

I should have slept in this room with you Nia. Never sleep together, touch you I never did. I know how much I've done wrong to you, have you always waited for me to come and sleep with you? I also rubbed the pillow on Nia's bed first, the good woman I hurt.

It is unlikely that I can unite with Nia, because I have hurt her so much. Not only did I hurt her, I ruined her life, broke her heart and feelings and never gave her the slightest bit of happiness. I almost ruined the precious treasure he was guarding, and it must have made him hate me even more.

My way for Nia not to divorce me was wrong, I shouldn't have planned to ruin her honor.

"Mas, it turns out you're here. Where have I been looking for you!" lala said as she opened the door to Nia's room. I didn't look at him, but he walked up to me.

"you're why Mas" he said anxiously as he looked at my battered face and my injured hand.

"i'm fine, I want to alone La. Let me be here..,"

"but, please explain to me why. I get hagat water and medicine first," he said and then he moved and did not care about my refusal.

"what happened, Mommy?" tanyanya gently. He treated my hand and wrapped it in a bandage. Then he compresses the bruises on my face, actually my stomach hurts too. Because Ello has hit me in the stomach several times, but it's not worth the treatment of Nia.

I told Lala everything, she was so angry at my inappropriate behavior.

"you should fix the problem not add to it. This behavior of yours could hasten your divorce with Nia," said Lala, upset and left me in Nia's room alone.

I know this is wrong, even though I'm entitled to Nia. But with all my ill-treatment of her, I didn't deserve to ask for my rights and force her to give them to me.

My day was filled with regret, even since I told about the incident, Lala also silenced me. I didn't have the courage to see Nia again, wanted to see her and apologize to her. The chance that I could repair my relationship with him is gone. Until my lawyer informs me, if the day after the hearing the decision will be called. I don't know what else to do so that Nia and I don't part

Authors.

One week after the incident at the Nilam Resort, Nia is now back in Bandung with Sinta. Since Lena cannot take time off from her job, she can only pray that her divorce hearing with Alan be granted.

"Assalamu'alaikum Yah," said Nia while kissing the back of Mr. Ilham's hand.

"wa'alaikumsallam,"

"Om.," said Sinta by kissing the back of Mr. Ilham's hand.

"he Sinta Yah, my friend from college. He was the one who escorted and accompanied me because Lena couldn't come" Nia said.

"hallo Sinta, nice to meet you, son. Come on in," take Mr. Ilham. But their steps stopped, when there was a car entering the yard of Mr. Ilham's house.

Alan came with Lala, Nia instantly felt her body tremble and let out a cold sweat. She still remembered the incident one week ago, Sinta who saw Nia's face that radiated fear. Instantly trying to convince Nia if she must be strong.

"you have to look strong, forget about it. Tomorrow is Nia's verdict hearing" whispered Sinta. Nia finally took away her fear, and smiled at the two lovebirds who approached her, as if nothing had ever happened to her.

Sinta felt ilfeel when she saw Lala smiling with herself, she knew Lala was not entirely at fault. But for him, Lala was wrong because she wanted to marry someone else's husband.

Lala who felt cuekied by Sinta, could only sigh heavily. Actually he was still confused by Sinta's relationship with Nia who was so familiar, Lala even had time to ask Sinta. But Sinta always avoids it, whether it is in the office or outside the office.

"Nia, can we talk to you for a second?" alan asked Nia who is now in the company of Mr. Ilham.

"sorry, I'm tired and want to rest!" reject Nia.

"just a moment!" alan pleaded.

Mr. Ilham smiled and nodded his head at Nia, signaling that Nia could talk to Alan.

"he's not gonna do anything like kiddo!" said Mr. Ilham convinced Nia. He felt that maybe they should talk before they officially divorced.

"all right, just for a second" said Nia forced and without looking at Alan.