Between Me and My Husband

Wish the same to me

We got home around 9 a.m. Mas Dipta really just dropped me in front of the house, he did not even get off the car. After I kissed her hand, and she kissed my forehead she just told me,

"Heart will go. If 4 o'clock is at home?!"

I just nodded and got out of the car. After that, he immediately returned the car.

I saw that 2-story house I had left for so long, there was a longing to creep into my heart. Miss my room on the 2nd floor, miss the simple kitchen there, and miss the activities I used to do in that house.

The atmosphere around seems lonely, because here the residents are some workers, then this hour must be the neighbors are working. I entered the house, passing my parked car in the garage in front of the house.

Up inside the house, first I saw, the house looked so gloomy. Because it is certainly a bit different atmosphere of the house that has not been active in the house for a long time, although I believe Mbok Pur regularly clean this house.

My suitcase I'm sure from Mama's house is placed next to a shoe rack. I dragged her straight upstairs to my room. I want to change clothes before I go to college.

Upstairs, I found my room whose door was left open. Strange, what Mbok Pur when cleaning forgot to close the door again? Speaking of Mbok Pur, did he also tell Papa and Mama about my room and Mas Dipta who were separated. I think Mbok Pur is a person who does not like to complain, it turns out I was wrong.

When I entered the room, I was flabbergasted. Because my stuff there doesn't exist. The bed and the closet are still there, but my clothes in the closet are not there. The remaining books and skincare equipment are missing. Although my skincare equipment is not an expensive brand but at least there is and it is enough to make my face glowing. Ciyee...

I was still dragging my suitcase when I came back down. Downstairs there are 2 rooms but somehow I doubt the rooms that have been empty. And with a little sassy I entered Mas Dipta's room whose door was tightly closed. I'm sorry I came in. Mas, just wanted to find my clothes. Who knows, you could move into your room by yourself.

And yes dong. My old room was neat, now it's a little chaotic.

There are 2 big cabinets there, I see one closet is still empty with the door open 1. In front of the empty closet there are 1 large suitcase, I suspect the contents of the suitcase are my clothes. On the other side I saw a table with a chair tucked under it. There were a few stacks of books on the table, and after I saw more clearly, they were my books.

Next to the table, there's a dresser with big glass over there. In front of him my skincare equipment that is only placed there, not neatly arranged.

So that means Mas Dipta wants to room with me? But why didn't he say anything? What's moving my stuff from upstairs to here, Leni's working on it?

Because I saw the time it was gone, I unpacked the suitcase that was there. And my suspicions turned out to be right, the big suitcase lying there containing all my clothes. I looked for the clothes I wanted to wear and changed quickly there.

I will protest later in the afternoon, when Mas Dipta has returned home. Now it's time to go to college, study.

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I followed Amel who was walking in front of me to the cafe next to the campus. He will passionately tell you about the Bagas. I became suspicious, maybe my best friend was putting his heart on Bagas.

When I arrived at the cafe, I immediately ordered some menus because the stomach felt wrapped. From lunch not yet eaten, last ate fried rice this morning. The initial menu I chose cheese fries, Indonesians have not eaten if there is no rice so I chose teriyaki chicken rice for the main meal, and matcha pannacota as a cover. To drink it I choose passion fruit juice, wuihh.

"Are you sure you'll end up pesenan?" Ask, all I see is he orders honey-baked chicken rice and orange juice.

"I'm sure, laper is so. I need extra energy to get things sorted out later at home." My answer. And finally Amel handed over the paper that had been written our order to the cafe waitress there with a gamy face. Tomorrow I fast, maybe he thought because the money ran out for my practice.

"What? Why did Bagas, like you care so much for him?" I'm just impatient.

"His heartbreak continued, he got depressed. That's why he took a college leave. Tomorrow you want to nengokin he's not?"

"Seriously? To the extent, if love is rejected why not look for another one anyway? I think the girl who stood in line for him was also pretty good at college."

"You heart can be that easy to turn away. Nyesek knows? You're good, you have a husband who loves you and you love each other, you never get rid of unrequited love."

I was stunned to hear Amel's words. Hadeeh. At the beginning of the marriage I was also sick, even as empty and no spirit lived the days. Especially at the beginning of Mas Dipta has fortified myself I can not approach.

But it's over, now he's clamps not strong with my charm. Let others know that we are happy.

"Yes mbok yao. if the person does not want to be with him, yo wis. Move on, don't keep lamenting fate. Life has to go on." I said with god-level wisdom. A few days ago, I was also bemoaning my fate.

"Eat him, let's look at him tomorrow. At least he knows we're supporting him. Okay?!" He said a little forcefully.

"I'm permission of the husband first yes, I chat later if he has issued his license." Answer me

"Yes, actually I doubt you, too, so let him stop hoping that. But I'm also the same, at least after you look at him, he has the spirit and not too bad..."

Huh huh? I gawked at Amel's words just now, still trying to digest and understand his words. How like after I visit the Bagas, Bagas will have the spirit and not slumped. Am I an encouragement for his life?

But really I don't want to be too confident and considered ge-er.

"Stop wishing? Did he ever wish for me?"

"Eh anu..mang I was talking about how? So gini Kan, you're wrong to talk about me.." Amel scratched his own head and so it was uncomfortable.

"Actually Bagas once told me, if he likes you. But ever since you found out you were married, he's lost that spirit. He was trying to accept the reality. But how the end of this he dropped and took a leave of absence from college. How does he seem to force himself that way.kan kesian Kan."

I really do feel. I actually do. But how Amel really the same Bagas, is it possible that my suspicions at the beginning were true?