Between Me and My Husband

Evades

Right now the person I was missing so much and wanted to see him soon I no longer feel. If he comes, I don't even want to see him. Some of the messages from him I deliberately ignored.

Since I finished dinner last night, I've been locked up in my room. Actually what I mean to Mas Dipta, lately he treated me with special to make me a special person for him. But all of that turned out to be fake.

He never talked about himself or his past. When I talk about the woman in his heart he always dodges. Makes me not know anything about Mas Dipta, and it makes me even more claustrophobic in my chest.

I even just realized the reason why Mas Dipta's goods and clothes are still in the apartment without any intention of moving them. One day he will be back with that woman. The woman who owns her heart.

My mind felt crumpled, my body felt tired and my legs felt limp as if they could no longer support my body. I lay like a dying man. All I did was cry.

Under these circumstances, I remembered my Mother and Aunt. Should I go home for a while, before I go back to college.

I fell asleep lying down. And woke up when I realized there was a hand around my waist.

Mas Dipta, when did he come? I moved my body slowly so as not to wake her up. Frankly I'm very tired if he wakes up and has to face his attitude like nothing happened.

I plan to avoid it all day. Don't want to get involved with him, especially I want to avoid circumstances that make us just the two of us.

After the shower, I went down without looking at her. I'll just help Mbok Asih in the kitchen. I'll keep myself there.

Mbok Asih is more open, so it feels good to have any conversation feels more exciting than with Mbok Pur. Sometimes he even told me about his family in the village.

Mama was seen coming out of her room when everything was ready on the table.

"Nia, I thought you'd wake up today, like that time" Mama stepped closer to me.

"Mas Dipta is exhausted Ma." I answered with a slightly stiff smile.

"Want to drink something? Tea or juice?" I walked back into the kitchen.

"No, you go to your room again. Wake Created!"

Haduh, I mean to avoid Mas Dipta even now in order to build him. I hesitated to nod. When I was about to step away, I saw from the opposite direction Mas Dipta had come closer with a distinctive face waking up.

"Nia, didn't you wake me?" He came to me with his hands like he wanted to hold me. Unknowingly I was shuffling backwards dodging. The look on Mas Dipta's face instantly changed, he seemed stunned by my attitude.

"You didn't say hello to Mama? Here all you see is Kania?" Mama's words made Mas Dipta avert his gaze. This opportunity I made to get away from him immediately.

"Ah yes, morning ma, how are you?" Sapa Mas Dipta, but a moment later his gaze shifted again towards me. His eyes narrowed a little, noticing my strange gelagat. Moreover, I do not want to contact him with the eyes.

"My news is good, what time did you arrive last night?" Answer Mama.

"Near midnight, I thought someone was waiting for me to come. But everyone's asleep." Mas Dipta sat on the chair while continuing to look at me. I pretend to be busy in the kitchen.

"Yes, we're all asleep. Especially Kania, after dinner she went straight into the room. I think he's tired of going with Mbok Pur in the afternoon." Mom sat in the dining chair.

"Mas Dipta would like some coffee or tea?" I asked from the kitchen.

"Tea just." The answer.

I immediately brewed tea in a teapot which I then poured in 3 cups. For Mama, Mas Dipta and Papa later. I served slowly in front of them, a cup for Papa I put in front of the chair that Papa often wears. After that, I went back to the kitchen, I don't know what else. There's nothing to do there.

"Come here, Nia, what are you doing there?" Call Mas Dipta already with an annoyed look. Mama also so look at me, because it is not good I finally comply too.

During that morning meal, I didn't want to get into any conversation at all. But if anyone asks or I have to talk then I will briefly answer or explain.

Breakfast was over, after all gone I stayed there. I clean the dining table, bring dishes and dirty glasses to the sink, there is already Mbok Asih who will wash it.

"I became ngrepotin Mbak Kania continued this. From this morning it was helped. Thanks to Mbak" said Mbok Asih, his hands are full of soap dish foam.

"I am grateful Mbok, every day in masakin continue. I can help you now." I put the last dirty glass in the sink.

"Mbak Kania this is indeed it has become my duty. But how come Kania's mama is so flexible to, there's no no no no no way to do a rough task like this."

"Walah Mbok. just beberes, nyapu, wash dishes, wash clothes, mopping like this I'm used to Mbok. I'm basically a hard-earned villager."

"Is the figure yes, Mommy?" Mbok Asih widened his eyes in disbelief.

"It..!" The call made my activities and Mbok Asih stopped. We turn to the source of the voice. Mas Dipta turned out to be back here.

"Why Mas? Want to make you drink again? Coffee wants?" My bargain.

"I'm waiting in the room. We need to talk!" He said then turned towards the stairs.

Mbok Asih looked confused, he looked at me with a little anxiety. But I smiled at him, that nothing would happen.

I stepped into the room, which was already there Mas Dipta. When I entered the room, I saw him sitting on the sofa with his arms spread out on the back of the sofa.

"Suami came why don't you welcome? Come here!" He patted the sofa next to where he was sitting. But I didn't budge, I just continued to stand up without looking at him.

"You avoiding me? Did I do you wrong?" He asked again, this time he got up and walked over to me.

"You don't want to answer? You don't even want to look at me?" The hand of Mas Dipta touched my shoulder. But I quickly pulled him off.

Mas Dipta was dumbfounded, I myself was even shocked. For some reason, suddenly a feeling of disgust when feeling the touch of Mas Dipta in front of me. The thought of that hand is the same hand that touches another woman. I don't know what they've done before, they even live together.

"What's wrong with you, Nia.Why refuse me?" The eyes of Mas Dipta reflected how hurt her heart was over my rejection. He looked at me, then I heard him take a deep breath.

"Speak to Nia, so I can understand. Don't leave me like this." Say again. I'm the wrong one to see or because of something, Mas Dipta's eyes look glassy. But he immediately looked up like something was in his custody.

"I want to go home Mas village, I miss mom." I said after a long silence.

"What's? So you're keeping me quiet just because you want to go home?" It was like finding a bright spot.

"Yes, of course Nia can. I won't ban you. Monday we leave together for the airport." Continue while rubbing his own face rough.

"Now come here, hug me!" Said again. I stiffly approached towards him, but because I did not hold him, Mas Dipta immediately pulled my body and clenched tightly.