
When it comes to weekends, I get more excited. The thought of meeting Mas Dipta in a moment makes me flutter.
After breakfast, I plan to do self-care in my room. It will be fresh and look fresh. But when I saw Mbok Pur who was preparing to leave I stopped the intention to go back up to the room.
Mbok Pur will definitely go for a clean-up to the house. There was no one there.
"Mbok Pur wants to clean up to my house?" I asked, he confirmed his sagging synthetic leather bag.
"Not Ma'am, I want to go to Mas Dipta's apartment. I haven't been clean in there for a long time."
I thought for a moment, considering the Mas Dipta apartment I had visited once with Mas Dipta at that time. I also remember one of the rooms there that made me wonder about the contents. There is no chance for me to go there. Is that opportunity coming now?
"I go first Ma'am." Mbok Pur's voice passed from before me.
"Wait Mbok Pur, can I go there?" I stepped closer to him. Mbok Pur seems hesitant to make my request.
"I said to Mama yes, Mbok Pur wait outside for a moment." I immediately sought out Mama to ask her permission.
After getting permission from Mama, I went to the room to get a bag and car keys. After that out, approach Mbok Pur who sits on the terrace.
"Come Mbok!" Invite me, Mbok Pur followed me behind.
We got in the car and got out to Mas Dipta's apartment.
"Mbok Pur has been working with Mama Ratna for a long time?" I asked when I was in the car.
"It's been more than 20 years Ma'am.."
"Well, that's a long time ago."
Mbok Pur just nodded in response. Not much chat with Mbok Pur, basically Mbok Pur people who do not talk much and again it seems the conversation occurred from one direction only. Mbok Pur answered what I asked and briefly replied. I also keep asking questions.
After a while we finally arrived at the apartment building. We're heading straight to the 5th floor of the building.
Arriving in Mas Dipta's apartment, I refrained from going directly to the room whose door was still tightly closed. Unless I go to Mas Dipta's room who used to take some stuff from there. I also planned to clean the room.
"Is there anything you can help here, ma'am?" Mbok Pur asked from the doorway.
"But Mbok, I intend to tidy up these items first. It's just cleaned up." I replied tidying up the stuff that was scattered on the floor.
When I finished, I pulled up with the closet in the room. Guess whether the clothes Mas Dipta also still there partially?
I opened the closet, and I saw there were still piles of clothes there and some hanging. All the clothes are still good, and it seems there are also new ones that have not been used Mas Dipta. But why did Mas Dipta not intend to move his clothes home? Will Mas Dipta ever intend to stay here again?
When I dropped the clothes on the hanger, I saw a picture tube behind the clothes hanging.
So is it true that the young man I dreamed of at that time was Mas Dipta. So maybe, the dream is actually an event when we were little when we were in the village. I'll ask you later when I meet Mas Dipta.
"Mbak Kania.." The call from Mbok Pur made me realize. I hurriedly rolled up the drawing paper again and then I put the origin into its original place.
"What's wrong, Mbok?"
"Can I clean the room?" Mbok Pur asked still in the doorway. I closed the closet and approached her.
"Yes already, just go in. Oya mbok, did Mbok Pur previously also clean this apartment when Mas Dipta still lives here?"
"Betul Mbak, why?"
"Wash clean to the rooms too?"
"Yes, my room is clean too."
"You next room, Mbok Pur has been there?" I pointed at the next room that made me curious.
"That, usually Mas Dipta will clean it himself Ma'am. So until now I didn't dare go into that room." Mbok Pur's reply further aroused my curiosity. Actually what was hidden by Mas Dipta in that room.
"Oh that's it, but it doesn't seem to be in the key Mbok. I can go in, right?"
"If not in the key, I still do not dare. Besides I do not want to damage Mas Dipta's trust in me, there is also a surveillance camera. If Ma'am Kania, I don't know if I'm allowed in." Mbok Pur pointed at the cctv installed in front of the room door, so it will be clear who goes in and out there.
I just nodded, and let Mbok Pur into Mas Dipta's room to clean up.
I stepped closer to the closed door. I noticed for a moment the cctv lit up right above me. Guess what's in there, until there's a cctv that goes straight to this door. I hesitated to enter, but because of my high curiosity I did not care about the cctv and the reaction of Mas Dipta later.
I opened the door slowly. The dim room makes my view is not clear what kind of room. I turned on the light, then I could clearly see it. My heart was already pounding first, my shadow was like entering a haunted room.
The room looks ordinary, smells stuffy because it may have been unused for a long time. I went deeper into that room. And go through every corner.
My heart immediately slipped when I saw there was a dressing table there, on the table was still complete makeup tools and some skincare products. It's got a woman, there's no way Mas Dipta uses this makeup. Does this have a Mama? Yes, it could have been Mama Ratna's, I tried to think positively but the tightness suddenly seeped into my chest.
I saw there was a closet there, I stepped over to him and I opened the door of the closet. Piles of clothes neatly lined up there, typical clothes of a woman. Even on the bottom shelf there is also a panty and bh, the size is slightly smaller than Mama's. So there's no way this is Mama's, those clothes aren't Mama's style either. It was more like a young woman's shirt. My positive thoughts are no longer able to withstand my prejudices. So this is the real reason Mas Dipta closed this room, no one should come in including me. My tears had filled my eyes, and without excuse escaped on both of my cheeks.
Near the bed I saw a nightstand there, on top of which were some photos. I wiped my tears, then stepped closer to the bed. Inside the little figura, I saw the woman. He smiled happily in various poses. Some are alone, some are alone with Mas Dipta. Photos with Mas Dipta there are various styles there, some are sitting on the sofa, then laid out the scenery, and I see there is also on the beach. From just standing side by side, until there are also friendly people holding hands, hugging and there is also a photo that shows the woman kissing Mas Dipta.
I could no longer stand looking at it, my body was trembling at that fact. I stepped back until I fell on the edge of the bed. A beautiful woman, white, and I really don't want to admit, but she looks very compatible with Mas Dipta. It's so stifling, I took many breaths in order to unravel this tightness.
I got back to my feet after a while of gathering strength to be able to think clearly and step closer to the door of the room. Before I go out I turn off the lights first.