Between Me, My Beloved And Her Friend
Chapter 54.
Daffa parked his car in the yard of Mika's house. With a slight hesitation he walked towards the main door of the house and knocked it over.
"Yes, wait" answered the voice from within that Daffa believed was Adel.
Adel opened the door and saw Daffa standing up.
"Good afternoon Del. I can't go in"
"Please." said Adel aware of his daydreams.
"When Del is not seen "
"When you go to bed.. "
"Anything Del.. original drinkable"
"Wait a minute I'll make some water first"
Not long. Adel came up with a tray that contained a glass of orange juice and a plate of cake.
"Drink Daf, what's necessary"
"I can't see this house anymore.. "
"It's not so Daffa. I'm just surprised that you've come. You haven't set foot in this house in a long time"
"Sorry Del. Yesterday my heart still hurts because you prefer Mika, but now I've let go and let go of everything"
"Thank God if you can accept it. I'm also sorry if my decision made you hurt"
"Del.. "
"What do you mean .. I don't understand "
"How is the disease.."
"Oh... You already know who told you. "
"Mother. earlier before here. I went to my mother's place first.. "
"That's Daffa.. Mika does not want to be operated on. she only wants to take medicine.... "
"Del.. "
"I'm as you can see, I'm healthy"
"You also know my content... "
"Yes from Citra, he knows from your mama"
"I and my baby are in good health.. "
"Del...why are you hiding all this from me.why don't you be frank with Mika's situation"
"What should I say... Mika doesn't want people to know her illness, she doesn't want people to look at her with pity. Her other friends no one knows either. So did his friend who was the same as himself set up the workshop"
"But I'm not just Del's friend.I'm Mika's best friend.. "
"It's not so Daffa... "
"Del, frankly, to this day I still love you. But that doesn't mean I have to be angry with Mika. I was really disappointed yesterday when I found out that you prefer Mika to me, but all I have done. Because I realized Del. Should I sacrifice my friendship just because of love. Besides, it's all my fault.If I wasn't a loser, like Mika said.. but baby I'm not that brave.I'm still a loser... "
"Daffa. I also apologize for hurting your heart, but like you said Love can't be forced.. and I prefer her to you because I love her so much, I don't know since when my love for Mika grew.maybe because of our togetherness"
"I always pray for your happiness Del. I'm grateful for being your life partner Mika. I know Mika. she is a good child, she will definitely be able to make you happy. He did not continue to say.
"But what is Daffa... "
"But I'm also sad to hear all you have to face in the future. I was saddened to learn that my best friend had a deadly disease and my grief grew when I had to see my loved ones left by their life partners. I don't know what to say.what to do later to comfort you when Mika leaves. "
"Daffa, you pray enough that I will be strong when I have to face the fact that I am left forever by my soul mate.. "
"I'll always be there for you Del. Whenever you need me and need me don't hesitate to ask for help and contact me.. "
"Daffa.. "
"Del. if later you have to lose the person you love forever.I just want you to know. My chest will always be strong and there for you to lean on. I will accompany you through that difficult day.. share with me everything you feel. both sad and happy.I will always be ready to hear all your stories.. "
"Daffa.I don't know what to say. I'm very grateful if you want to accept my every story.. I'm actually also not strong to hold it and bear it myself. I sometimes want to despair.want me to end my life before Mika died me....I'm not ready to accept the fact that I'm going to lose the person I love forever.. "
"Adel. You have to be strong so that Mika is strong too. What else now there is one life that hitchhiking with you. If there are times when you are fragile, you must share your sadness so that everything is reduced.remember I will always be willing to accept all your sadness.Share that sadness to me"
Adel and Daffa were silent for a while. They dissolve in each other's minds.
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