Between Me, My Beloved And Her Friend

Chapters 30. Meeting with mom

A year has passed since the engagement of Daffa da Citra. Now I'm going to college.

I entered the college where Mika and Daffa also Citra attended college . Daffa and I still communicate a lot. Sometimes Daffa would go to the shop and sometimes I would still go with him. I only consider Daffa as a friend. But Daffa still hopes our relationship is as it used to be.

I don't have any feelings for anything else

Daffa. Because frankly, I'm starting to like Mika. But I don't dare to say it. I'm afraid I'm the only one who has more feelings while Mika just considers me a sister.

Today I went to the mall to buy a preparatory book for college without Mika's company, because she had a meeting, wanted to work with a company to open a much larger workshop.

After being satisfied to find a need for college, I felt tired and thirsty. I went to a cafe in the mall.

I didn't know it was in Citra and Mama who also ate. Mama smiled at me, but I didn't reply.

"Sorry ma.. do not pretend well. it will add to my wound. It is better we assume that we have nothing to do... so that I don't always feel sad thinking about mama hugging Citra instead I'm your daughter "

"Ma. see who came. Mika has been shown yes. Poor thing. Nobody wants to accompany you.. "

"sorry.not that there is no one accompanying but I just do not want to be accompanied" I replied to Citra's words. I hated her so much for taking away my mother's love.

I saw mama stroking Citra's arm like it was calming her down.

"Who will accompany you.You should never expect Daffa to contact you"

"If Daffa loves you, why are you only accompanied by your mother, not the future husband"

"Don't be afraid.I never contacted Daffa, but he himself always called me, still hoping I would accept it" I said heating Citra.

"You don't lie. I always walk with him when he calls you"

"You're not 24 hours with him. From where you're sure he never called me"

"Basar woman jal*ng.you know she's my fiancee.. "

"Had Citra... embarrassed to be seen people" said Mama persuaded Citra. Seeing that my heart hurts more. When my phone rang, I saw Daffa's name on it, I turned on the speaker to heat up the image.

"Hallo Daf"

"Where are... "

"I'm at the mall looking for books for college"

"Who... "

"alone... Mika has a meeting.. "

"No, I don't want to go to the mall, I can go"

"No need for Daf. Your fiancee will be angry"

"What right does she have to be angry.I would have told you a long time ago that I did not love her.I got engaged just because of an arranged marriage "

"You can't do that, later I'll be blamed Citra, he thought I seduced you"

"*Adel.. "

"But I don't want him to get me wrong, so I hope you don't call me again*... "

Adel turned off his cell phone before Daffa finished speaking.

"I'm sorry. I had to turn it off. I don't want you to be more hurt to hear what's coming out of Daffa's mouth. Now you know.. but he's always calling me"

Citra stood up and poured her drink into Adel's face.

"You're the basic jal*ng.do you can't find another man as your prey.did you never teach his mother how to be honorable as a woman so as to tempt people's fiancees... "

"You're right. I've never been taught by my mother.don't teach me. Just ask me if she never told me. She doesn't know what my illness is, what I need... what I feel. because she never felt like she had a daughter. I haven't had a mother since I was a child.she has left me"

"You deserve to be left out. Your mother must hate you. and be ashamed to have a child who has no self-esteem like you who usually tease people's fiancees." Citra said.

"Citra.. already.are you not ashamed.see people on watching us. "mama's words calm the image.

"Sorry Adel..today mama has not been able to tell Citra that you are my biological child.and sorry mama can not defend you"

I ran away from my mom and Citra. My heart ached and was sad to see my mom calm Citra and didn't care about me...

Hunger and thirst no longer felt. Until my mother's house I saw Mika who was relaxed in the room while playing guitar.

I went in and cried in my room. Mika heard Adel's cry, she entered the room.

"Adel. I told you that at night just look for the book. I can accompany" Mika said.

"Mica... "Adel cried while hugging Mika.

"Why are your clothes wet like this... "

Adel told me what happened at the mall.

Mika releases Adel's embrace, and holds Adel's two shoulders..

"Adel... I am not defending Citra. but he does deserve to be angry when he knows his fiance loves other women. try you in the position of Citra and find out your fiance is still in contact with other women... you must be angry too. I've said many times to let go of Daffa.. "

"I didn't love Daffa. I never expected it again"

"But you still want to get in touch with Daffa.it means you are still opening your heart for Daffa to enter again.. "

"Have Mika.. You will not understand me. You are the same as mama. It's all my fault... My true image is a poor girl who deserves to be left behind. No one loves me.. "

"I'm not defending Citra. You know Del. You're just using Daffa to get back your heartache on Citra because she took away your mother. "

"Yes.. I did hurt Citra for seizing my mother's affection. Now you are satisfied with my answer. Now come out.no one will understand my feelings... no one can understand me. Leave me alone Mika. I'm used to living alone... "adel yelled and pushed Mika's body out of her room and locked..

"Adel... listen first.I do not mean I blame you.just I ask you also have to understand the position of Citra as Daffa's fiancee....not as your mother's stepson"

Adel did not answer Mika's words. He just cried. Mika heard Adel's cry. He did not know what to do. he had repeatedly asked Adel to open the door, but not digubris.

"If there is a mother. surely he can comfort Adel. sorry Adel.. "

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