Between Me, My Beloved And Her Friend
Chapter 22. Do I not deserve to be loved
Adel walked alone into the canteen. In the cafeteria he saw Citra sitting alone with Daffa. Adel approached the table where they were eating.
"Siang Daffa's.. Citra..can follow join here"
"By. please" replied Daffa.
"Eat what Daff... "
"Aci meatball.. "
"Malas answered Adel.
"Let me buy it and wait for it"
"No matter what.. "
"No matter what. I ordered it first... "
"If Adel wants to let him do it himself... "
"Daffa... do not deh.. it seems I bother ya.. Citra objected you order food for me" said Adel with a face made sad.
"Obviously bothering Adel. You don't see me and Daffa eating anymore... Don't be spoiled.You are Daffa's girlfriend.. "
"If so, what do you want" said Adel and immediately stood up from his seat.
"You mean what"The image stood.
"No meaning what.I went to class.I'm sorry to disturb "say Adel as he passed away leaving Daffa and Citra.
"Adel.. wait.you haven't explained what you said" shouted Citra wanted to chase after Adel, but her wrist was daffodilized.
"That's it. Don't make a fuss. Embarrassed... "
"Adel started it. Explain what Adel said. Are you guys really dating... "
"Partner..is it important for me to answer. dating is not going to have no effect on you right..you still want to be engaged to me. is not it so"
"You're infuriating... "Partner left Daffa in the cafeteria
Meanwhile in the school garden there is Adel who cries himself on the park bench..
"Oh my God forgive me. If I feel that this life is never fair. Why do all the people I love leave me. Do I not deserve to be loved... Sometimes I feel tired too.I want to go back to your side...
I want to have a mom and dad who loves me, as well as a lover.... "
Adel cried sobbing sobbing sobbing, without him knowing Mika was watching him from earlier.
"Fool girl. if you are indeed tormented . why do you endure this relationship. You end it. do you love Daffa so much that you want to be hurt like this... like in this world there is only one man... "
Mika approached Adel.
"Why crying, still missing papa"Mika pretended not to know if Adel was crying because of Daffa.
"Hmmmmm.... "
"If you miss.why don't you just go home during the holidays.Tomorrow UN holidays"
"If I go home, I'll catch where"
"Yes, it's your home... "
"So you will not go home to your house.however it is your home. if your stepmother cannot accept your presence... you're not at home every day, just on vacation"
"No Mika.. let me resist this longing.I have also been used to being seen... and also.... "Adel did not continue his words
"And who else do you mean also... "
"Everything.everyone I love leaves me... Mika..you honestly answer.do I do not deserve to be loved... "
"Who says so. You deserve to be loved. Those who leave you will regret it one day... people who don't deserve to be grieved. You have to prove to them that you are the one they deserve to love and fight for... "
"Mika.. I sometimes feel tired and want to sleep forever so that I can forget all the bitterness in my life"
"You can't say that. Life is a gift.. "
"Mika.... "Adel hugged Mika and cried in her chest...
"Not crying anymore.they don't deserve you to cry, but I'm sure"
Mika hugs Adel and lets Adel spill all her tears...
In the corner of the garden, Daffa noticed everything...
"I'm sorry Adel. I can only make you cry. I know, I'm an ego. I impose my will on you when I know it hurts and hurts your feelings... but I can't let you go. I love you.. "
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Adel did not stop by his bakery. He went straight home with Mika. Because the XII class kid has extra lessons until the afternoon, towards the final exam a few more weeks.
"Thank you Mika. You shouldn't take me home.. "
"It's important I can make sure you get home safely.. Don't forget to lock the door. I brought a spare key"
"Yes.heart heart.. "
"okay... "
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In the afternoon, Mika went straight home. He saw the house look quiet
"What Adel ketoko mom... "
Mika enters the house and sees Adel's half-opened room door. He peeked and saw Adel who was sleeping with still dressed in school.
He approached Adel who was sleeping on his side, watching Adel's face. His eyes were swollen, and red.
"You must have cried and not had lunch... Adel.. if you knew.Daffa must have been the mother of the lecture... "
Mika opens her shoes and sleeps next to Adel while hugging her from behind..
"Adel... I love you so much. I can't watch you continue to grieve"
Because of fatigue without realizing Mika also fell asleep with the position still hugging Adel's body.
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