Between Me, My Beloved And Her Friend
Chapter 21. In love there are no lies..
Being honest is not just not telling lies, being honest means doing and speaking the truth even if it hurts.
Love is not an experiment nor is it a toy, it is about feeling. The feelings between you and me that should be kept together.
Crying is not my only way to be sad anymore. But pretending I feel loved is the quietest thing**.
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Adel asks Mika to drive him home after they eat. He reasoned that his head hurt, so he did not go to the bakery.
He went into the room and cried again.
"Would I just end my love story with Daffa. I was just about to start..
After the magrib, Adel cooks for his dinner with Mika. Mother never eats at home. He always eats at the store with the employees except on holidays.
Adel cook easy food, butter fried chicken, sambal terasi and lalapan. After finishing cooking Adel contacted Mika because he did not see any Mika motorbike, meaning he was not home.
"*Mik... "
"You're cooking.. "
"It's been... "
"Then I eat at home, wait a minute for me to arrive.. "
"Where else are you... "
"Against the road... "
"What road does it mean... Micas.. "
"On the road to home.I was again with Daffa, soon we arrived.. "
"Why can you be with Daffa... "
"I met in the street.Pity if thrown away. ha. ha. "joke Mika.
"I'm serious Mika... "
"I'm also serious.we've arrived..kok not welcomed*"
Adel immediately turned off his phone and opened the door.
"Good night dear Adel." said Daffa. But Adel did not answer, he immediately walked towards the dining table.
"Wuih looks good" said Mika
"Your son really yes. can be cooked to continue the same Adel, I most later if I have married Adel can taste the food he cooked every day"
"Marry quickly.if not I marry Adel"
"Just kid you. Don't try to take Adel, he's mine"
"Who belongs to you... "
"Yes.you're the baby.. "
"Darling.it's a pity that it was thrown away"
"You know what you're talking about. You're angry with me. Sorry yes. I was really dizzy "
"Dizziness thinking of ways to make your lies unknown to me"
"You mean what Adel" asked Daffa
"Later the language. now eat first. My stomach is hungry" said Mika and scooping the rice plate.
Mika ate voraciously, different from Daffa who looked less appetizing. He was still thinking about Adel's words.
"Did Adel know I was lying to him. I'm being honest, so Adel doesn't get suspicious. But Adel can take it. I need to be able to convince Adel to understand my current position...
After eating, they sat in the family room watching television.
"Adel... "
"Talk... "
"Speak here... Mika you can stay with us. "said Adel.
"This is how the fate of singles is. "lylih Mika.
After Adel was sure Mika went into his room, then he started talking again.
"Please talk"
"Adel I'm sorry... "
"Make what... "
"Because I lied to you... "
"Keep..... "
"I want to be honest with you now, rather than later knowing from others I'd rather tell you"
"Hmmm.. ...."
"Adel. whatever I'm going to say later, I want you to believe. If I really love you, I don't want you to leave me. ....I don't care if you'll say I'm selfish, a loser or greedy, because it's all me... "
"Just go ahead Daffa"
"Adel... "
"Apaa.. you are with Citra" said Adel while holding back his tears..
"Yes... "
"Why should Citra... why not the other girl..why should Citra again take mine.why should Citra who snatch the person I love" Adel said with a sob.
"After mama..do I have to also let go and let go of you make Citra.. This is not fair to me. why should I always give up"
"Adel.. I'm sorry. I can't refuse this match, because my parents threatened not to admit me son if I didn't. But Adel I swear. you're the only one I love. I lied because I was afraid you'd leave me later after you knew everything"
"Why are you just saying it now.."
"I'm afraid you'll leave me... "
"I really have to leave you. I don't want to be cheated on. and I can't keep lying... let's just say that between us there's never been any relationship"
"Adel.. I do not want us to break up. I love you very much. I will try to find a way so that I do not marry Citra... Adel"
"You ask me to understand your situation.you can also understand my current circumstances and feelings" said Adel.
Mika can hear all their conversations because of Adel's slightly loud voice.
But Mika preferred to be quiet, because she could not interfere with their personal affairs.
Daffa crouched down before Adel, and clasped Adel's hands
"Adel.. I beg you. Never leave me. I never like the image... what should I do to make you believe that you are the only one in my heart... Adel"
"Daffa, we are still very young. Now we'd better just live each other's lives"
"No, I don't want you to be my girlfriend. I don't care if you say I'm selfish because I'm selfish... "
"You can definitely Daffa... "
"No. I can't Adel... I would be more willing to leave everything in this world than I have to lose you"
"You can't say that... "
"You want proof.I'm not playing Adel. I'll do that if you leave me. Because I've suffered so much through this matchmaking, if I have to lose you too... I better be gone forever... "
"Daffa.. Don't even think about doing that. I don't want you to say that again... how capable I am and you are of enduring this kind of situation.I cannot promise that I will survive, but I will try and maintain this relationship"
"Thank you, Adel, I'm going to find a way to get out of this match. Right now I still need my parents until I can be independent.after that I will leave all the facilities given to be able to live with you" Daffa said while peeping Adel's hand held.
"Daffa.. I maintain our relationship not only because I want to be with you but I just don't want mine to be captured by Citra anymore... "
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