BETWEEN (TERMINAL ) GIWANGAN ~ BUBULAK

OWNER OF LIFE

At midnight Yanto heard there was sobs next to him of course he felt disturbed and soon woke up he saw his wife was crying while hugging both knees, not while sleeping but lying on her side

“Ma .. Ma,” Reset Yanto. He gently shook his wife's arm. He saw the face of the woman he loved pale as if very frightened and sweaty hair was visible on his wife's forehead and neck.

Yanto rubbed the sweat, he felt his wife sweat cold.

“Wake Ma, wake up,” Yanto gently patted Fitri's cheek to wake his wife.

Fitri opened her eyes in shock, she looked at her husband with frightened eyes while shaking her head and before long Fitri drooped. Fainted!

“Yank, Yank!” yanto panicked and called his wife. He patted his wife's cheeks to make Fitri sober. But Fitri still did not respond.

Yanto picked up Daanish's colole, he smelled it in Fitri's nose so that his wife would quickly come to her senses. He rubbed Fitri's forehead and cheeks using the colole is still a woman who may have been dreaming that fear could not wake up.

“Build Ma. Wakes up. Don't make Papa feel guilty. Wake up Ma,” Yanto starts sobbing. Since yesterday he felt ready to part with his beloved wife. But now seeing Fitri pass out as if her body had no bones.

Yanto super limp and scared. Can't imagine living without Fitri's breath.

“Build Yank. You are the only one in my heart. There's no one. Wake Ma. I just love you,” whispered Yanto while kissing his wife's cold body.

‘When I wake up mom because of Fitri's condition like this, I will guess I do it again. Though because he dreams I wake up he instantly fainted,’ Inner Yanto bewildered.

Yanto also tried to take eucalyptus oil. It has been more than 40 minutes Fitri has not been aware. His body is getting cold. Yanto rubs his stomach and d4da Fitri uses eucalyptus oil. He also thrust a bottle of eucalyptus oil near Fitri's nose so that Fitri can breathe the smell of eucalyptus oil. Slowly Yanto saw Fitri beginning to wake up.

“Alhamdulillaaaah,” Yanto kisses Fitri's cheeks, eyes and forehead gently as usual. He forgot the tension that had been going on since Tini's incident. He does not want to lose his heart. He hugged the owner of his life.

“You why Yank?” ask Yanto quietly with a worried tone. Fitri noticed there was still water left in the corner of her husband's eyes.

“Nothing,” replied Fitri slowly while looking down.

“Please honestly what do you think and what do you dream of?” yanto Urgak.

“Mama just thought of what Papa said that Papa would let what Mama wants. Even Mama also knew from the father that Papa said if Mama wanted to separate, Papa would not hold back, because it was Papa's form of love. And Papa said to dad, Papa wants Mama to be happy.”

“And Mama dreams we split, not because of Mama's will, but because Papa already has another. Mama saw Papa in the armchair. Mama came to take the children to Papa's wedding,” Fitri said while sobbing.

“Sstttt, that won't be possible. Papa's love only has you and children,” Yanto holds his wife tightly. He ciumi the head of Fitri.

Fitri hugged her husband tightly. There was a warmth he felt after a moment of disappearing.

“Mama's wishes are just one. We're always together forever. But Papa always stay away as if no longer willing to forgive Mama,” isak Fitri has not subsided.

“Honest that scared Mama. Mama doesn't want to split with Papa. Mama knew all along that Mama was selfish. Maybe because you're used to being an only child, you don't want to share anything. Until Mama doesn't want to hear Papa's story about Tini at all. And sadly Papa also does not want to discuss the issue of Tini because it hurts Papa.”

“How is it not painful if Papa feels Papa is accused of cheating, even though Papa is not cheating at all?” Yanto expressed what he felt.

“Papa's mistake in school administration is Papa carried over to the past. Papa feels that Papa and Tini are still children. Still SD, so do not think that our body interaction is an adult interaction. Papa thought at that time Papa was an elementary school kid who played with a park the same age. That was Papa.”'s fatal mistake

“But Mama doesn't want to hear Papa's explanation. Mama assumed that all that Papa did because Papa was close to Tini, even Mama thought in public places only we could be like that especially in a special place that no one.”

“That was very painful, when being caught with Yani used to not hurt this much. Because when with Yani, Papa had Burhan as a witness since the beginning when Papa was given a drink until marriage.”

“Everything like Burhan can defend Papa as a living witness. In Tini's time, Papa had no witnesses for martial arts. That's what makes Papa worse.”

“Makanya Papa also do not want to discuss it again. Enough pain that Papa has felt.”