Behind the Sin of Anindiyah

CHAPTERS 80. Don't Expect Love From Me.

Arriving at the park, they sat on a long bench. And once in a while Anin looked up at the star-filled sky, and under the bright moon her memory of Niko, and the pieces with her now filled Anin's mind again.

And Alex knew what the woman next to him was thinking.

I've been waiting for Nin for almost two years, but it seems that you haven't really loved me. Whether it seems like you only love me out of pity or love from your heart, I can't feel that. Maybe it is because of my great love for you that I do not know your true heart.

Alex is at war with his heart and feelings because the love given by Anin seems to be just a sense of pity, not a real love and affection.

"Darling," call Alex.

"Yes, sister, why," unknowingly Anin called her Big Brother.

Anin instantly regained consciousness as she stared at the man's face.

"Sorry." Anin said again.

"No problem." Answer Alex.

"Is there anything you say when we're home" Alex wanted to ask at home.

Anin was silent for a few seconds.

"You know Lex, last night's dinner was my dinner for the first time, and that dish, that dish for the first time I ate."

"I can't deny that I'm happy to be able to eat with Mom, and give me a plate of rice for the first time. But....I also hate it because I have to remember old wounds that I have been hard to re-wipe so as not to be obvious that I am still hurt with it all." Then Anin leaned on Alex's shoulder and her hand held her arm so tightly.

"Sometimes life takes a joke to fill in our lives,"

"Yes, but is all the trouble I've been through is not too much with jokes, as you say."

"That means you're a tough woman, getting through a life full of jokes."

"Nin," Alex scolds.

"Eum" Anin said.

"May I ask?" said Alex.

"Please," said Anin.

"To what extent you love me," Alex tries to dispel the doubts that have been bothering him with her making sure again.

"Why are you asking? It's not that now you've got me, and it's more than enough." Anin lifted her head from Alex's shoulder and looked at the handsome face.

"Do you think I'm so happy when you return my love, no Nin! If your lips say it but not with your heart, can I be happy not at all. What I expect you and your heart is not just your body." Finally Alex revealed about the contents of his heart that had been in his pendam.

"Tell me if you love me, and tell me that you don't really love me either." Another imbibing.

Anin was silent and confused, when Alex said about his feelings, deep down he could not love Alex completely, but in recent months he had felt comfortable when he was nearby, Anin doesn't want to love because love has its time. So, he prefers to love her so that the affection he has will never fade.

"Sorry."A word that came from his lips.

" It's hard to love me" said Alex.

"Can I love you?" ask Anin back.

"That's all ask your heart, because the only one who knows is you and your heart" Alex replied in a voice that was holding back the turmoil in his heart.

"I don't love you, because love has its time. Where a person will leave when he is bored. So then? I give you enough love, so I won't die or hurt anyone I love." Anin looked at the man's face tightly.

Alex was moved by the words Anin said. And Alex hugged her body tightly, and she promised that she would never say 'love' to Anin again.

"Thank you Nin, you've been telling the truth," still hugging Anin's slender body, she said.

Now Alex is happy, in fact Anin reciprocates his love.

"I'm sorry Lex has made you uncomfortable about this relationship." Anin.

Maybe it's time I forget the past and walk to the future, calm down, sister Niko, your name is still I keep because brother is my first love. And for Alex as much as I can I'll be what you want me to be.

"Lex," call Anin.

"Yes dear." Alex's timpal.

"May I go to Niko's grave, and visit Susi's house." Anin asked for permission to eat and he would go to Susi's house, because he missed them so much.

"Of course, honey. Tomorrow I'll drive you," Alex would allow, because after all, Anin once made a history with Niko.

"Thank you." With a smile that expands makes Alex want to quickly marry her, despite the age that is far adrift. But that was not a barrier between them. After the two of them revealed their hearts, Alex invited Ani to come home. Because the night is getting late.

Arriving at home.

"Son Alex I'm sorry, there's no room, so son Alex was forced to sleep in the living room." Said Mrs Beautiful. Honestly, Bu Indah was embarrassed because he could not provide a decent place for his guests. But, how else. This is what it is now! Being able to eat and meet all daily needs is more than enough, in fact all the needs of Anin who bear.

"Yes ma'am, it's okay, it's more than enough" Alex replied, with a smile.

"Yes, I went inside first, Alex." Pamit Bu Indah's.

"Nin, go to sleep, it's late at night, it's not good for health." Bu Indah admonished Anin, so that he also quickly rested, because now it is jan 00:00 pm.

"Yes ma'am, Anin's coming in soon." After hearing Anin's reply, Bu Indah immediately walked over and left the two of them, Alex, and Anin in the living room.

"Yes, I slept first, Lex." Instead of wanting to step but his hand was cheated by Alex.

"Why?" anin asked with her confused face.

Cup.

"Good night, Alex's darling." It turns out Alex kissed Anin's forehead before she too went to sleep.

"Good night, too, prince Anin."

"Try to repeat." Said Alex who was still filled with a strange taste and astonishment, because only now he heard a sweet call from Anin's lips.

"No word rephrase." Then Anin stepped up and left Alex alone.

Am I dreaming.

Plaque.

Auh sick.

"I'm not dreaming." Wanting to make sure until he slapped his own cheek, in fact he had not slept how could he suddenly dream.

With a face engraved with happiness, he immediately closed his eyes, to welcome the next morning.