Behind the Sin of Anindiyah

CHAPTER 55. Changes in Attitude of Edi

While in another place, precisely at the residence of Bu Indah.

The life in his path is far from enough, taking care of children with special needs, making Bu Indah must be extra alert. While Edi, Edi worked only as a parking attendant. Where the income earned every day is only enough to eat, and Bu Indah is also now often sickly.

After meeting a year ago, Edi had never shown his nose from Anin's eyes, even though they lived in one city but different regions.

Uhuk.

Uhuk.

"Mom, I don't papa," said Edi who felt sorry for his mother.

"Mom's chest is sick," lamented Ms. Indah.

Uhuk.

Uhuk.

Bu Indah just kept coughing, and complained because he felt his chest was very sick.

"Do you want to be taken to the health center," said Edi, who offered his mother to take him for treatment, if taken to the doctor would have cost quite expensive, but not with the health center, puskesmas only redeemed drugs at a fairly cheap price, therefore Edi wanted to bring Bu Indah for treatment.

"Just buy the drug stall Mother, it will heal itself," refused Ms. Indah.

"Well, I wait, yes" said Edi to his mother who was going out to buy the medicine requested by the mother, and rushed Edi to the store.

It looks like Bu Indah has received a reprimand from the creator, will the arrogant attitude directed at Anin, will change after he harvested what he planted so far. May the saying be true, as big as a rock if hit by the waves it will be washed away as well. Likewise with the heart of Beautiful Mom, no matter how hard her heart will be destroyed.

And for Edi, Edi was changed for a reason, so that he never disturbed Anin's life again as it had been, not without reason he was now a good person, he was now a good person, because he survived the accident that made him change, because Edi was grateful to still be given his life to live a better life. Intended to apologize to Anin, but he did not have the courage to do that. Because it has felt like a failure to become an older brother, making it no face if you have to face Anin, the younger brother who has been in vain.

And I don't know until when his mother closed her heart tightly to Anin, because all this time Bu Indah never once talked about Anin.

Upon arriving Edi from the store, immediately rushed to the kitchen to get water to be made to drink medicine.

"Mom, hurry up and drink so that your cough can be reduced" Edi told his mother.

"Eum" answered his mother.

In Edi's heart.

Sorry ma'am, Edi has not been able to be a substitute figure for Father, and become a child that can be relied on.

Nin, Brother, I'm sorry. Because all this time brother has not been able to be a good brother, brother who can not keep and protect you. If I could replay the time, then Brother promised to continue to protect you. But! But it's too late even now that you hate me half to death.

I failed, I failed to be the figure of the Father, I failed to be the figure of the Brother, I failed in doing the mandate that you once said before God took it.

In the room, one eye looked at the ceiling of the roof, but his gaze was unfortunately empty, because Edi was thinking of ways to be able to apologize to his sister, who had been hurt. Wishing to apologize and correct past mistakes, and start living right in the future.

In the middle room when Bu Indah was sewing a torn negligee, so that he could use it again. Behind the door Edi looked at his mother with sadness, because the negligee was repeatedly torn, and repeatedly hand-sewn by him.

Slowly Edi walked over to his mother.

"May you want to erase her past, and make up with Anin" Edi murmured. Because he hoped that his mother would forget his heartache for Anin, where Anin who often became his outlet if Bu Indah remembered the past.

"Mom," said Edi.

"Hem." answered his mother.

I hope this is the right time to reveal my wishes. Because I want to end up beautiful and happy later, said Edi in his heart.

With a sense of trembling Edi tried to vent, about the expression that was in his heart.

"Eum..Ma'am, do you not want to start all over again" Edi told his mother.

Daster was placed next to it as well as the needle that was stuck in the fabric that there were many stitches. With an occasional frowning, that indeed who did not understand what Edi said.

"What do you mean!"

"Didn't you want to get together and have a happy family" Edi said in a soft voice, hoping his mother would listen to what he said..

"Don't be long-winded if you talk," said Bu Indah because he was still confused about where to go.

With a feeling of doubt and fear, trying to master the heart and mind of Edi, but with a little hesitation he tried to express to his mother, and hope that Bu Indah is also willing to build a happy family bond, he said, like the people out there.

"Sorry Mom if I'm sassy about this, eum.." Edi paused for a moment and didn't continue for a few seconds.

"The happy steps of our family, ma'am, if all come together like those who are out there,"

"Truly I don't understand what you're talking about, anyways we've gathered," said Ms. Beautiful by occasionally massaging her forehead.

"There's still less ma'am,"

"Why do you look stupid after the accident," said Bu Indah who called Edi stupid.

"Well, by accident a year ago, maybe that's all the payback I got because I've already wronged my own sister" with teary eyes Edi tried not to cry, because often haunted by guilt on Anin.

"Are you going to pray for me too, for karma, and for you to be a child of disobedience after that unlucky boy" said his mother, showing her dislike for Anin, because all of that is clearly visible on the face of Beautiful Mom.

By rubbing his hair rough, because Edi felt the atmosphere became hot. Because I'm talking about Anin. It made her mother even more angry.

If you think Anin, it is never wrong, if you have to blame it is his late Father, because the presence of Anin makes the love and affection he receives from his Father reduced.

Finally Edi did not continue and chose to leave his mother, with a feeling of arrogance.