Behind the Sin of Anindiyah
CHAPTER 76. Your love is Too Precious, For Me
A dark night bears witness to the fate that led him to a deeper abyss.
Silence there is only the sound of crickets that are mutually simple. Carrying Anin's blanket, resisting the turmoil that can not be expressed.
At 23:00. He could not close his eyes after what happened before he decided to go home.
Tok.dok..
Walk out to meet Intan, if he comes home and is doing well.
"Who the hell did the nights knock on the door." muttered Intan, because coincidentally Intan who had not gone to sleep, well as long as Anin went without news he could not feel sleep well, he could not feel sleep well, because his mind was pointing towards Anin continuously.
Chequek.
"Anne! Hiks.hiks..You go anywhere Nin, I miss you so much."
When Intan opened the door, he was shocked. It turns out that the person he loves, the person he considers a brother, and the person who is worried about will finally go home. And with a sense of haru, Intan hugged his best friend and cried happily.
But Anin only pecked and did not chimed in Intan's speech.
Then Intan led to go inside, and in his heart Diamond said. If his friend is not okay. Then Intan came out and took the initiative to make tea for Anin.
A few minutes later.
"Drink." cried Intan.
Anin did not answer but she received a cup containing warm tea, giving Intan.
"Nin" call Intan.
"Eum."
"Where can you say for a few days?" Intan waits for Anin's honesty, whether Anin says or prefers to be quiet and hide all, about her mysterious disappearance.
"Gue just went to come back, so don't ask too many questions! So, let me sleep here tonight."
Sorry, I don't mean I don't want to be honest but, I just need time to explain it, because it's not easy for me, to share your case, you know, his eyes were closed but not with his soul.
So Intan let her friend rest and gave her time to tell her the truth.
Morning has arrived, the sound of chicken crowing is mutually unpretentious, a sunny day, but not as bright as life. Leaves are welcomed by the dew, in fact his days are welcomed by the twists and turns of life that are ready at any time to confront him.
At 07:00 in the morning.
Alex rushes out of the house early in the morning, to see Alex. Because he got word from Intan, if Anin has returned.
"Assalamualaik." At the door, Alex said hello.
"Waalaikumsalam, yes for a moment." Someone's inside.
Chequek.
"Alex, why early in the morning came," said Intan.
"I'm sorry, maybe because I'm too happy."
"Roman, there's another romance."
"You don't get poked." Said Alex.
As if knowing what Alex was looking for, through his wobbly head was looking for something.
"It's still a kid, you're the one who's parted." Intan Gulp.
"Well, I'll wait here" Alex asked permission to wait for Anin, until he woke up.
Second, two seconds, three seconds. Alex is still waiting.
And not for how long.
"Ekhem." Deheman's voice from the direction of the door, made his hurriedly twist his body to take a look.
"Anne! How you doing."
"As you can see." With her flat face Ani spoke.
And again Alex was greeted with a cold face. And Alex is trying to figure out what's going on with the woman. But, only cold faces as cold as ice blocks are shown.
Anin is too good at keeping all the problems that are currently facing her, so everyone thinks that she is okay.
"May I ask," Alex asked permission first.
"Eum."
"Five days where you are, do you know if I'm worried. When I found out that you didn't come home one night and there's no news."
"What's that important."
"Very important and very meaningful to me," with all the feelings he had, Alex revealed his empty heart when the love in his silence disappeared suddenly.
"Is it a phrase that represents your feelings."
"Follow it with me."
"Why do you like to force Alex."
"I don't want to argue here, so. Come along and do it once in a while." A firm speech that was thrown from the mouth of an Alex, and it was able to make Anin, according to and did not argue.
In garden.
"We're here, what do you want to say again." With a face without a smile, Anin said.
"Married to me,"
"Do I deserve the love of a man as good as you, I'm not a good and perfect woman." In their conversation now there is no word you me, the language commonly used by Anin.
Alex quiet. Still confused what words to convince an Anindiyah.
"What a person who loves sincerely, must first look at his level of perfection."
"I don't know, but a little bit of it."
"Even if you're not perfect, I will still love you."
"Omong empty."
When Anin steps but his hand is cheated by Alex. Then he pulled it and took it into his arms.
"Trust me, that I really love you."
In Alex's arms, Anin tears her eyes out, and sobs. He was utterly frustrated and crushed to the brink of destruction, as if the rain had suddenly come in the hot sun, and was cold under the rain.
Hiks.hiks..
"Cry, then,"
"Go find a good woman, and certainly not me." Anin wanted to let go of her embrace but Alex firmly held her back.
"My heart's been engraved with your name, so! Don't tell me to go."
Hiks.hiks..
"Let go, please let go of me, don't get snapped up with a love I can't live with,"
"Why can't you, explain to me, if there's anything you're hiding from me, or you're keeping a secret."
"I'm dirty. I-I can't,"
"What do you mean!"
"Please don't force me to say it, please respect me."
"Are you also unable to appreciate my sincere love Nin, just a little stuff."
"Your love is too expensive and precious, for you to give it to me." it's still in Alex's arms, and Anin feels calm and warmth.
Sorry lex, I don't love you, but your love is too precious, I'm not the best to accompany you, I'm dirty I don't deserve. I can't lie if I'm comfortable around you, in your arms. The peace is coming.
Nin, until whenever I have always loved you, and never let go of you. For a second, I will not let you go from me.
Now they both wrestle with each other's thoughts, and fight with the situation. The love! alex wants love from Anin.
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Sometimes we feel unworthy, getting love from the perfect man. But on the other hand, everyone wants it.
