Behind the Sin of Anindiyah

CHAPTER 20 . THE BOND THAT IS BROKEN

"You don't need to be surprised, even if you know it early, it's better."

"What is the right of Mother to marry me, this is my path, this is my life! so you don't have to be hard-pressed to manage my life." I'm not strong with Mom's arbitrary behavior towards me, and this time I won't let her ruin my life again.

"You know what you are about life! you feel good about all this."

"And regard all this as your redeemer to me who has raised you. Remember that! without Mom you're nothing."

"And you also have to remember! if I don't work, Mom will die of hunger. And you must remember! I feed you family! and you know I'm in the village struggling to make a living for all of you my work, because I still think of you as a parent. And I also willingly sometimes have to fast to hold hunger because you keep asking me for money, I also do not want to be stamped as an ungodly child. I do the illegal work and the money you enjoy it too."

"What is it all lacking in your eyes, the way you exchange me for something will make you happy, what in that way will also be heaven I get. Answer me don't just be quiet when dealing with me."

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I really did not believe and was so stunned by Anin's bold attitude, maybe if other people experienced the same thing as her, maybe other women would give up on the reality of life. But not with the woman who has just been my lover, I salute her stubbornness, I salute in every word he said that he did not even look afraid and there were no tears at all, what I caught was the look of eyes that were so sharp and a scary face that it was able to make his interlocutors not wart at all. Maybe that was what Niko had in mind, because she tried to hold back and did not want to interfere first, if Suana is getting runyam he is forced to go forward to face a family that does not know himself.

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Damn, why is that the more here the more courageous child with me, anyway I do not care if Anin should marry the same widower. Inner mother, and it seems that Bu Indah is too obsessed with her second marriage.

"Are you so mute you can't talk now?" ask Anin to them as his brother and mother.

Anin's anger grew because her mother still asked for things she could not do. What is still lacking the sacrifice he gave to his family even though he was never considered, in fact the parasites are still eyeing the hard work that he had collected.

"This must be because of you! you have made Anin brave and often refute."

"Enough!" anin's shout made a moment of silence.

"Don't just blame someone if you're wrong! do you feel the truest parent, do you as the best mother for the good of her children, do you never feel wrong for your behavior to me, and I, whom you have for nothing, now stand before you boldly and vehemently refuse that you are no longer entitled to my life!"

"If that's what you want, don't ever think of me as your parent."

"Okay, all this time I've removed your name from my life, you who started so you also receive the consequences . And I Anindiyah Qoirunisa did not wish to be considered there because she was dead."

"It is Nin, because he you are,"

"I don't really want to be born in the world either! why was I born just to be a status, without being considered and acknowledged, for Huh.. It means nothing to me if I live a life like this."

"I'm very grateful to you, and in this way I've escaped these painful shackles, and I'm very grateful that you've not expected me anymore, because in this way I am free to determine my way of life without any shame in my life."

"Ouh, so you think we're real yes! so my prayer is that you may never feel that long of life hear that well."

Soon Anin leaves the house and is followed by Niko.

"Nonsense turn on the bike?" the question is with Niko.

"Yes, you really don't papa,"

"I'm good, now walk."

Either now I do not know my direction and purpose after my parents decided no longer consider me a child, and as much as I accept the destiny that has been outlined by God for me to live it.

Finally Niko, taking me to the park, maybe it was in her mind that I needed peace until now I and Niko were in this place.

"Cry Nin, and take out the burden that is in your heart," when they get up and down from the motor, Niko suddenly hugs Anin, and takes him to her arms.

Hix..Hicks.hiks.."Why Brother, why! all this happened to me. Why does God give this life trials, I can't do it, brother, I give up."

"You strong girl, you can definitely pass this test, Nin remembered, God will not give trials at the limits of the ability of his people. when you were a child, in fact, you can still pass through the gravel that you incandescent, meaning now you are able to walk and pass the thorns that are around you."

"And he prayed that I would not live long, that every utterance is a prayer, and he cursed me,"

Stttt.."you can't talk like this, the soul mate's death God who governs not the man who knows you!"

Then Anin nodded.

"Make all of this the beginning of success, and show them if you can you become a meaningful person and a needy person, like I am today who always needs you. and don't want to lose you for a second."

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Sometimes the child who is not considered and persecuted is the inner, it is all the beginning of success in the future! because hard life has taught him, because someone who underestimates him until he can stand, because insults and insults make him rise and continue to try even though the road is steep even though he must pass first. god is fair and God is turning the lives of his people back.