Behind the Sin of Anindiyah

CHAPTER 16 . ABOUT THE HEART

Tok.dok-a.tok.

"Who the hell has this night been a guest, even if Intan, there is no way" while walking I muttered.

Tok.dok..

"He jerked! it's hard to be human." My meaning.

Chequek.. "Sir Niko!" when I opened the door how surprised I was and closed my mouth with both hands, how not surprised because the one who came and knocked on the door was Niko.

"Udah nodded,"

kak Niko's voice, able to make me aware of my daydream and still in a sense of surprise at this time. And all of this to me is pretty confusing, because without calling and having any news before you come and see me. Lah this person suddenly already in front of the eyes like a jalangkung just my mind.

"What's the problem? so much as Brother, come here?" my question is full of search.

"Why can't ya,"

"Aish, not Kak, usually also if you want to come here, must call first right." While turning my lips, because success made him upset.

"Suddenly miss you,"

"Ihh, restless! sick of knowing."

"The sound of your nose makes you gnarly,"

"Keep in the push." I was really upset for him.

"It's still late in the afternoon we're out looking for food,"

"Oh yeah, I'm hungry, too."

Not how long we arrived at the meatballs belonging to my subscription Mr. Mamat.

"Loh, Sister Anin, the same tumben Mas her?"

Because usually I come with Intan, but because tomorrow I ask permission to go home. So Mami told me to take a holiday afraid that on the way home I would be sapped.

"Yes Sir! My next job is here with another friend."

"Temen what is it Neng. Cie.."

"Temen Sir!"

"It's gonna be my wife soon sir, doain ya."

Who suddenly Brother Niko disobeyed the speech of Mr. Mamat.

"What the hell, brother!"

Could this guy talk like that, huh damn it. I murmured in my heart.

Not how long the meatballs had been in front of the two of us. Fortunately, Mr. Mamat knows our taste so there is no need to wait long to order it.

"Please enjoy Ma'am Anin, Mas Niko, Mr immediately back ya."

"Yes sir, thank you." Our dream to Mr. Mamat.

"Oh yes, later on Brother Niko as usual slept in the inn?" ask Anin, to Niko, because every time Niko visited Anin, then Niko always stayed at an inn not far from the Kosnya Anin.

"So!"

"Keep."

"Sleep with you,"

Uhuk..

"Drink this first." Seeing Anin choking on Niko, she quickly picked up the tea in front of her and gave it to Anin.

"Thank you."

"Oh."

"Why? is anyone sick, try where you see."

STOP... Shouted Anin to Niko, because Anin could not bear to see Niko who had been blabbing like a finch.

"From that Brother looks like Mak-mak cake that can not get monthly rations know no! why did you become a lot of talk anyway, ate banana same croto yes?" I grumbled at him, annoyed at his words.

Hehe..

Then he laughed while scratching his head which I thought was not itchy, and like someone who misbehaved until I geleng made him.

"Why?"

I asked again because he had not eaten the meatballs in his message and even smiles indistinctly, to make me shudder in horror.

"No papa, just a smile again,"

"It's the same with girls? that's why my face looks so happy."

When I was asking for some reason the face that was originally pure, now turned sour.

Is it just my feeling, right? because his face turned sullen. I murmured in my heart and somehow my mind was fixed on just his face.

"Are you happy if you have a girl, and you marry someone?" what kind of question is this being asked, I really don't understand what it means. Frowning then I try to answer questions that I think do not make sense.

"Yes, Brother, you don't want to marry me, Brother,"

"Do you mind if I get married, we can't see you again!"

For a moment I was silent thinking about the words just now. As my eyes glazed over I looked at the man who was currently 22 years old, who was in front of me.

"Without you even talking I know about how you feel right now, not if we're married and have a new family, then we're no longer together and can be together like this again."

I don't know where these tears came from, because without them this clear crystal escaped from my eyes.

"And I know what's in your heart right now, not willing if I should forget you."

I who asked could only cry occasionally shook my head because what he said was true.

"Now tell me not to forget you! and tell me not to get to the heart, break the friendship we've had for years."

Everything that was said from his mouth was true, I was not willing if it all really happened to me. Because I have no one but Niko, and Intan.

I too, who was asked, could only remain silent and bow without saying a word.

Because I was confused because of his words. And only this time also I listened to him speak very seriously, when we ate there was no joke and laughter like we usually do.

"I'm just like you Nin, I don't want to lose you, and I'm trying to be the best big brother to you! but if we're married then my responsibility is reduced to take care of you."

"What does it mean that my brother no longer wants to look after me! and I'm grateful for Brother who for over five years took care of me and sacrificed for me!"

"That's not the answer I want Nin! looks like you still don't understand what I want from you,"

"Will Brother return from me, and will I repay all the services that you have given me so far?"

"Yes, that's what I want! because no one in this world understands you for free."

"Calculate my debt how much Sis, later I will repay everything you ever gave,"

"What looks like a man who can't afford it, so you want to repay him with money!"

"Well what Brother wants from me, I'm just a child who is not considered. And having to live my life alone, and my way to survive I also have to be a Sinner!"

We have not touched the food we ordered because between me and Niko fighting each other.

I also realized that nothing was free, after I offered to repay how much my debt even Niko grew angry. I'm confused what he wants? does he want me. That is what is in my mind, even if I am willing to redeem his services so far given to me.

I'm willing to let go of what I've been guarding for the 18 years that I gave her..