Behind the Sin of Anindiyah

CHAPTER 5 . THE UNBEARABLE EMOTION

Event after incident in Anin's childhood, making her an independent girl and not easily oppressed. Because they feel excluded from the family and differentiated as a child by their mother? made Anin a fool with his family, and he was just a dairy cow to them. And all the work he did for the sake of getting money so as not to get angry by his mother, so Anin also every return must bring money even if a little nominal. And that is why he was forced to make sin lawful.

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The morning came and the sun was ready to fetch the dew. Morning at 05:00. Anin was awake, if she woke up late then her mother would scold her with a lazy excuse! so Anin got up and did homework before she left for work.

God when I was considered by them, and acknowledged as a child. In silence and empty eyes . Anin tried not to let out the teardrops that she could hold so as not to flood her cheeks.

"Hye, use daydream look out for that charred dish!" his mother shouted from the end of the kitchen, and Anin also cooked not in the stove but in the furnace.

And suddenly it made Anin a fool.

"Mom, can you just one day not be mad at me?" I who had just been hit by a bluff tried to dare to reply to Mom's words.

"You deserve to be angry! people tell the cook even daydream, continue with you daydreaming it makes all kelar, not right."

"I don't think I'm tired of Mom! every day I have to do it all by myself and then go to work! don't you feel sorry for me. Little is not enough with what you did to me! then where your conscience as a person, just because the love given by the father is reduced to you. Why should I accept the consequences."

I who was ignited by emotion could not hold back the anger that was rising from my heart. I've been trying for years not to talk too much about Mom, but it's circumstances that make me have to say that.

"Eh, disobedience to you! old man in bluff. Already sukur you I take care of a child even though someone wants to ask you, I as a parent try to defend you apparently this is your reply to Mother."

Apparently Bu Indah is the same as Anin equally ignited emotions.

"If it ends like this then I ask to be given to others, then disobedient which is what you mean! while Mom did not show at all as a true parent, then do I have to respect Mom, replied I Mom!"

The hard life makes me assertive because behind my story is not like most in the novel.

"What is this! why are you fighting so early in the morning!" snapping Bang Edi to both of us because between me and Mom was fighting.

"This is Ed, Anin has been brave with Mom, he has dared to bully Mom too? sick Ed, I'm made like this.

Well, start the show.

" It's really Nin! what did Mom say?"

"Udah yes, you better shut up! anyway, free I obviously want to until I die, and it won't change your contentment."

After saying those words I immediately slouched away, because I was fed up. And again I had to work.

If Mom had never held a grudge against me this might not have happened, and I would have respected her more as my mother, not as an enemy. I was also tired of being treated like this by them until the creation of Anin full of decisiveness, which is not easily suppressed let it be his own family, if he is treated improperly. And the figure of Anin who was a crybaby was afraid if he was angry a long time ago but now it is gone! and the figure of Anin is now turned into a figure that does not easily give up with all the problems that exist. Because it was childhood that made it this way. Strong in life, strong in insults and insults.

After I got to the room in a hurry I saw the clock from my old school, which I bought by tucking in the rest of the money I gave to Mom.

And it's clear that it's now 6:30, because I work on foot so before eight I should be in the barn. And without saying goodbye I immediately left the house and kitchen that was still a mess.

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Indeed life is not mourned but lived! maybe with this one day Anin will turn into someone who is lucky in living a life full of twists and turns.