Become your Inspiration

Become your Inspiration
Stay away from Lily



I walked through the corridor to the music department building, and then I saw Lily and her friend up ahead. I keep following them.


"Why did Raven walk like that?"


"really, why is he sneaking around?"


"He's aware that despite walking around like that he's still the center of attention?"


"It seems he's unconscious"


"She's like following someone, oh!! Look out there, it's Tania and her friend"


"Did she follow Tania?"


"Shhht, don't let him hear you"


Huh huh? The tania? Who'sis that? I kept following Lily until...


'Brukk's'


I accidentally hit someone.


"Raven? are you all right?" ask the woman I hit and she extends her hand.


"MINGGIR" I said annoyed, but it was still morning but why it felt so annoying. I cleaned my dirty pants, as soon as I looked back in front of Lily was gone, as well as the human with her earlier.


I walked while listening to music through headphones until I realized I was close to the theater. In front there's Lily, I'm gonna go up to her.


Ah wait, is my appearance good? I stopped behind the wall and saw my cell phone camera, eh? why do I care about my appearance? I look handsome anyway.


I peeked behind the wall and found Lily running away. Wait up!


I chased him, but he ran so fast. I stopped for a second and I lost her, ah. What's wrong with her?


Never mind, he must be in the theater department building, I just follow it. Before I walked away I heard someone calling me.


"Raven, why do you look tired?" asked Mrs.Yu approaching me.


"Ah, by the way how about your song? make sure you finish it as soon as you can understand?" continued Mrs.Yu.


"Ck" I chuckled and left.


Whatever. I don't want to meet Lily with any resentment, what if I accidentally treat her rudely again?


I decided to skip class and go to my barrel, the balcony of the literature department. Once there I met Ray, Lion, and Hanz.


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I walk towards them.


"Hooo, what makes your face pout?" asked Lion mockingly.


"Whispering" reply. Then I sat in one of the round hydraulic chairs I brought in last month. I bought it secretly with the old man's money.


"You want to?" lion asked as he held out a box of cigarettes to me. I replied with a very sweet smile.


"You want to fight?" my answer.


"Aish, you're this... Raven doesn't like cigarettes" said Hanz reprimanding him and then snatching the box from Lion.


"It's not just me, Hanz and Ray don't like it either, so you just get out there" I said.


"You are evil" said Lion with a sad face made up.


"Detestroying" I said looking away.


"Ck, you guys..Will I stop smoking?" asked Lion with a face that was still the same annoying.


"Stop it anyway, it's not good for your lungs" Ray said.


"By the way what's upsetting you so much?" ray asked while patting my shoulder.


"Eh you upset? you put on an annoyed expression too often, so I don't know" Lion said.


"It's you" Hanz said, then snapped at Lion. I let out a breath.


"Well, as you know, Mrs.Yu asked me to make a new song, and she asked me to finish it before the show" I replied.


"But haven't you found any new inspiration? that woman you're looking for, right?" ask Hanz.


"Yes, you're right. I was always nearby, but there was no progress" I explained and sighed.


"But are you sure it's really because of that woman? it might be because of something else" Hanz asked.


"No, I'm sure because of him" I exclaimed.


'drrrrt drrrrrrt'


"My class is about to start, I'm going to go first" Ray said, then he left.


"The boy was diligent huh" Lion said.


"Of course, it's not like you who keep lounging" Hanz replied.


"Consider" Lion replied.


"Oh yeah, by the way, what's the woman's name?" chirps Lion.


"Name Lily" I replied.


"What kind of advice is that" Hanz replied and then returned to catch Lion making Lion grimace.


But maybe it worked, right?


"Well, I'll try, then I go first" I said and left.


"See she's gonna do it, my advice is great"


"No, I think Raven's intelligence is starting to decline"


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During the day, I walked down the corridor to meet the others on the balcony of the literature department, but then I passed Lily and her friend. His friend invited me to lunch, I agreed.


I'm going to stay away from Lily so yaaaaa lunch for a bit doesn't matter right?


After lunch, Lily went to her class. And so does his friend.


In the afternoon, I went to the theater hall to see Lily rehearsing, as soon as I finished training, Lily and the others went to another room for a meeting. And I just remembered that if I had to stay away from Raven, I left immediately.


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Today I'm going to start staying away from Lily, I go to the music department and then I go into my private rehearsal room. Then I locked it from the inside, I decided to spend some time sleeping.


When I woke up, the sky was dark outside. And I got a message from Hanz.


"Hey, where are you? tonight we're going to go to Cafe Loren, whether you want to come or not"


Hmm, today is a little weird, I didn't see Lily. But good that the day has passed. I decided to go catch up with them to Cafe Loren, our other barrel.


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As soon as I arrived at the cafe I immediately approached Lion who was sitting alone while drinking milk coffee.


"Where are Hanz and Ray?" my many.


"He went to the toilet, and Ray he didn't come, he said today the sky wasn't cloudy so he was going to see the constellations" Lion explained.


"Oh so" I said then after that I ordered strawberry juice.


"You didn't order coffee?" ask Lion.


"No, I don't want to stay up all night, I've slept a full day in my private practice room so as not to meet Lily" I replied.


"Ohhhh, speaking of Lily, she was looking for you on the balcony, and Hanz gave your contact to her" Lion said.


"Oh, really?" I turned on my phone to check the sender of the message, and I found one that I didn't know...


"Hello, is this really Raven?"


Well, the profile is very cute, a fat black cat. I returned the message.


"Right, meet you on the balcony"


I just typed, didn't mean to send it, but it was accidentally sent, and he replied.


"All right, I'm close"


Oops, it was unintentional, just unintentional, but I have to take responsibility. I'll see him, hehe.


"Hey, why are you smiling like that? it gives me goosebumps" said Lion.


"I'm going to see Lily" I replied, then stood up.


"Eh?"


I walked away and hit someone.


"Where do you want to rush like that?" ask Hanz, the guy I hit.


"I accidentally asked Lily to meet, so I'll meet her" I replied and left.


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I got to the campus, then went to the literature department building. No problem, I can stay away from him next time.


As soon as I got to the literature department building I climbed the stairs to the balcony, and opened the door. Looking for Lily's whereabouts, and I saw her silhouette there.


Ah right, Lion said Ray saw the constellations, so of course he was here.


But what are they doing? do they know each other? why do they look familiar? why do I feel...dejected? I approached them.


"HEY WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING?"