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A bad mood

Before he was about to leave from there, Raven suddenly pulled out my hand.

"Hey, what are you-"

"Here you go!!" snapped it.

We passed through the corridor and reached the music department building. Turns out he brought me here, Raven's private music room.

Yes, no need to be surprised, with high grades, many outstanding achievements. It's not strange if he has a private practice room right?

He took off his grip and sat in front of the piano, I think he wanted to play it. Ah right, shouldn't I help her now? But how?

He started playing the piano, I sat in another chair. The song he played was so beautiful, he was indeed very talented in this. But I've heard the game a lot, the game this time is a little bit different.

I don't know how to explain this beauty.

Wait, why does Raven keep looking at me? No, he even stared intently at me. What's wrong?

After a while since he played the piano, his playing started to sound like he was off the mark, his facial features somehow looking annoyed.

"Hmm, Raven? Is there a problem?" ask me, then I stand up from my seat. To walk to him.

Before approaching him Raven suddenly stood up and threw a tone rung at me which made me jump back in surprise. What...is something wrong?

"WHY DON'T I REMEMBER?" raven shouted while hitting the wall.

Why is he suddenly angry? what makes his mood bad? what me?

Seeing him like this scares me a little. What if he hurt me? I decided to get out of here. If it was for me, I would ask for an explanation from him tomorrow. Because now I'm afraid to make her mood worse.

I immediately exited Raven's private practice room, walking through the corridor.

But that Raven.I don't think he's a bad guy. Maybe he just couldn't control his anger, like yesterday morning and also earlier.

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Arriving at the dormitory, I went straight into my room, and found no one. Ah right, from what I heard they were having a party at the Club near the campus. Popular kids like Tania must be there.

Wait, is Raven there too? Yes, we were still in college, but maybe he's there now. From the rumors I heard, Raven and her friends used to go partying, even from the other rumors I heard, Raven could drink 10 bottles of alcohol.

Wait, why am I even thinking about that?

I walked to the study table beside my bed and started to turn on my computer. There are tasks I have to complete, in order to increase my grades, I have to do them early.

After 1 hour, my work was done, I felt very tired. I turned off my computer and jumped on the soft bed, feeling very tired.

By the way it's midnight now, but Tania hasn't come home yet. I can't fall asleep, I have to wait for him.

"Anger issues are a problem that makes a person easily angry, both with others and himself."

"Typically people who have anger issues will feel excessive frustration, irritability, stress that is difficult to control, often feel sudden guilt, and often experience mood swings."

True too, it seems like Raven has an angry issue that makes her have a rough image of people.

So that's why he gets upset so easily. But this wasn't good, just now he threw the scales at me.

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I looked out the window, it was a little cloudy tonight, the stars and the moon were covered with it. I was glued to the very dark sky until I heard a knock on the door.

I immediately closed the window and ran towards the door and opened it. Those are Tania's friends who don't like me, they brought a drunk Tania.

"What are you waiting for? Quickly get him inside!" naya's orders, she's the one who always says bad things about me.

Of course I'm annoyed at being ordered at will, but I ignore that, after all if I react he'll become even more misbehaving to me. I brought Tania in, then closed the door hard.

"Hey!!" naya's protest is outside.

"I'm sorry, unintentionally" I said. Actually I intentionally did that out of annoyance with her treatment.

I immediately locked the door and brought Tania to lie on her bed, I also covered her. After that I walked to my bed next to him.

I shrouded my body, before turning off the lights I heard Tania mention vague words. After being drunk he was often delirious, it was like his habit.

"Raven..hehe"

Huh uh? Raven's? Why did he suddenly mention Raven?

"Raven's...Raven.hehehe"

He also laughed, I thought about it a little until I frowned.

Do they know each other? No, of course they know each other. I mean..are they friends? I never saw Tania with Raven, Tania never told me about Raven either.

Eh?

Lho?

Why am I even thinking about this?

I turned off the lights and closed my eyes.

Today I was a little strange, my mood was a little bad too. Maybe I'm just depressed about having to practice for our performance at the theater later.