Become your Inspiration
Rumours
"By the way what are you talking about?" asked Raven with a curious face.
"It's not important, ah right, what did you want to say before Lion?" tanya looked back at Lion.
"Ah no, that's nothing" Lion replied.
"Oh yeah Lily, why are you truant?" ask Ray.
"I was kicked out of Mr. John's class because of the noise" I replied wryly.
"Haha, you shouldn't be noisy, so get kicked out again right" said Ray laughing loudly. This kid is so insolent. But what does he mean 'again'?
"Hmm then I have to go, my class will start. See you" Lion said and left. Is this my feeling or does he look uncomfortable?
"By the way Lily is, are you on Saturday tomorrow?" ray put his hand on my head.
"I'm free, why?"
"Do you want to date me?" I jumped back in surprise.
"What do you mean?!"
"I'm just kidding, I got a free ticket, you wanna watch it together?"
"Saturday ahead I have no classes so it seems like it can" I replied. Ray smiled and stroked my hair.
"Stop that, my hair is falling apart" I said irritatedly as I brushed his hand away.
"Alright, don't forget yes, Saturday" said Ray eagerly.
"Yes yes"
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It was late afternoon and I was back training for the show.
"I'm sorry I didn't practice before" I said.
"It doesn't matter Lily, you're sick anyway. And we've got Lia, she's the one who took your place when you got sick" Hanna explained.
"really? wah Lia you're cool" I said.
"Hehe, thank you"
"When your acting is good, Lia, but why even enter the property team?" hanna asked Lia. Makes me wonder the same thing.
"I like this, never mind. You guys get on stage quickly" said Lia.
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It's late, and we're done cleaning up and getting ready to go home.
"Lily, I'm first" Hanna said and left. Lia and the others have also gone home so I'm the one left here. Now I wonder, why do I always come home last? But yahhh I have no problem with that.
I turned off the lights and locked the door, then walked down the dark corridor. They should have fixed the corridor lights.
As always, there are still many students on campus. They have night classes, or maybe they just want to spend some time here. I passed by a bunch of women and a little listener to their conversation.
"Hey, have you heard that rumor?"
"What rumor do you mean?"
"Tania and Raven are dating"
"The beats have been around for a long time"
True, such false rumors have existed for a long time. The rumor should have disappeared, why would anyone still believe it?
"No, let's take a look at Naya's latest post"
"Well crazy, this is Raven, right? he went to the club with Tania"
"Right, Raven also seemed to be aware, finally the ship that I was sitting on sailed as well"
"They're dating, very compatible"
Has my fever not healed yet? I feel claustrophobic.
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Arriving at the dormitory I immediately ran to the room, but all I found was an empty room. I turned on my phone and opened Naya's insta, and sure enough. Her last post was a photo of Tania at the club, with Raven embracing her.
This is a post 2 hours ago, are they still there? I tried calling Raven many times, but it wasn't lifted. I tried calling Tania, too, and it was the same.
I sent a message to Raven.
"Raven, where are you? are you all right? today you didn't come in, so I searched
/Delete/
"Raven, why are you with Tania? what you guys
/Delete/
/Delete/
/Delete/
"Raven, why don't you go to college?"
/Send/
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I was just pacing around waiting for a response from the two of them, at least Tania. Tania will definitely contact me, she will also definitely tell me about this.
I saw the wall clock, it didn't feel like I was waiting for 2 hours. I can't sleep, I'm not calm. I feel very restless.
Bell's voice suddenly rang a sign that someone was behind the door, I opened the door and found Naya who was holding Tania unconscious.
"Hey, get him inside" Naya said.
I immediately took Tania to the bed. The smell of alcohol is very strong. I closed the door without touching Naya who was still there.
I enveloped Tania and looked at her. Then I went back to my bed and hid myself in a blanket. I've been trying to wake her up but she's delirious and keeps calling Raven by name.
So it looks like I have to wait for an explanation from him tomorrow morning, yes tomorrow. No problem, you have to trust your friend.
And anyways....
What if Raven and Tania are dating? Tania has liked Raven a long time ago, so that's a good thing right?
Don't you?
Yeah, I like Raven, so why? Me and Tania are clearly better off Tania. It's not even embarrassing to compare myself to Tania.
Tania was perfect, always amazed me. A woman like me can be so amazed at her, let alone a man right?
Raven must be, too... Would you?
After all, everyone agrees that they are compatible, dozens, not hundreds, or even thousands of times I have heard them.
And me?
"Wait, isn't there a rumor Raven is looking for a woman?"
"What is that woman?"
"Eyy, it's impossible."
"You're right, he's not attractive."
Yeah, that's me.
Sleeping facing the ceiling of the room makes me dizzy, I also change my sleeping position to get down. It's soothing. I can hide it perfectly.
Uncomfortable, it's tight, too wet, and salty. It was like drowning in the ocean. But it's okay, it's better.
Ck, if this seems like tomorrow I have to change my pillowcase and wash the blankets.
