Become your Inspiration
Jealousy #2
After taking Lily to the elevator, I looked for the toilet and wet my clothes, at least until it was a little clean. After that I booked a taxi to go home, no, I meant to stay at Hanz's house.
When I got to the house I saw the lights were still on, I didn't think he was sleeping. I went into the house, took off my boss and threw him in the dirty clothes. Hanz down the stairs.
"Why did you just come home?" ask Hanz.
"I'm driving Lily" I replied.
"If that part is all I know, I told you to drive him. I mean why is it so long?" obviously Hanz.
"We're on foot"
"Oh, walk. WHWHAT? THEN WHAT ABOUT MY BIKE?"
"It's still in the parking lot" I replied, taking drinking water from the fridge.
"You, ah you're right! What if someone steals it?"
"Just calm down, I'll buy you a new one. Hey, throw the towel next to you" Hanz threw the towel next to me.
"Based on the rich, what is this smell? ugh, are you having diarrhea?" asked Hanz with a disgusted look. Hanz looked at the dirty clothes spot and started complaining again.
"Why don't you just put him in a stupid washing machine?" said Hanz while putting my clothes in the washing machine.
"For you to do it" my reply made him cluck in annoyance.
"Hey, but are you really diarrhea? if so, do not use the bathroom on the 1st or 2nd floor, use the one behind the house"
"Damn it, you told me to use that broken bathroom?!"
"Yes" he replied casually making me cluck in annoyance.
"I didn't have diarrhea either, Lily had a fever and she accidentally vomited" I explained. Hearing that, he immediately shut his mouth.
"IS HE OKAY?" hanz asked worriedly.
"Just a fever, but why did you get like that?" I ask, what the fuck with his exaggerated reaction.
"Of course, I'm worried!!" his words made me furrow my eyebrows.
"What do you mean?" I ask to walk towards him.
"uh? Eyy eyy, calm down don't get me wrong. I'm just worried you hurt her" The answer makes me even more confused.
"You don't remember? you once beat someone just for accidentally spilling his drink on your clothes" ah, now I remember.
"Think of it, you have a very hard time controlling your anger, but now your angry issues are better, a little. Since when is it better?" hanz said with a curious face. I ignored him and walked to the bathroom.
"Ah right, that's since you got inspired again right? LILY RIGHT!!" I closed the door hard.
"Pffffft, I should've taken a picture of him, Raven's face was so red"
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"Huh? What the fuck is it still at 9 in the morning, where are you going?" asked Hanz who had just woken up from his sleep.
"I'm going to college"
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I got off the taxi, I passed the campus gate and had a glimpse of the parking lot. It's good that Hanz's bike is still there.
I walked through the corridor of the main building to the music department building. I thought there wouldn't be another crazy person on campus at this early hour. But there are some students.
Arriving at the music department building I immediately entered my private training room, I intend to play again the song I made. No, I mean what I heard. I heard it last night, and it was a long time ago.
I heard it while carrying Lily on the back. During the trip to the dorm, I continued to hear the song, although faintly I still remembered how beautiful the song was. Before I go to sleep I have continued the temple and I will play it now.
I sat down at the piano and put the paper in front. And I started to play the scale inscribed on the paper. Exactly, this is what I heard.
How to describe this slightly disturbing feeling huh? It was like eating something sweet, so good that you couldn't stop eating it, and it made your teeth hurt.
Is that explanation hard to understand? What about other descriptions, like when you see something beautiful, so beautiful it makes you not want to waste time blinking and keep looking at it, it makes your eyes hurt.
I don't know, I don't know how to describe this feeling either.
I think it's been a few minutes, I checked my phone to find out how long I've been practicing. And it's 10 o'clock now. Lily's usually on campus, so I went to the theater to see her.
Before I got to the theater, I received a message from Lily.
"Raven, thank you for driving me last night and I'm so very, very sorry for the unfortunate incident last night"
He's the kind of person who prefers to talk in person, if he sends this kind of message does that mean he won't be on campus today? Is Lily still sick?
Then I'll go see him. I walked against the direction and went to the parking lot, it would take a long time to walk to the female dormitory. On the way I stopped to buy medicine at the pharmacy, but the problem was, which medicine should I buy?
"What medicine are you looking for?"
"Fever medication"
"Are there other symptoms such as cough, and diarrhea if yes you can buy type C drugs. If other symptoms are nausea, you can buy type A, if there are other severe symptoms such as"
"Stop it, I bought it all"
I just want to buy fever medicine, it's troublesome, my time is wasted.
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Arriving at the girls' dorm, I parked my bike on the side of the road. Walk inside with a bag of medicine in my hand. Lily's room on the 3rd floor is still visible from far away.
I walked through the gate and I saw Lily's door open, Lily coming out of the room with someone.
I can't see the man's face. They talked, of course I didn't hear it. I thought maybe it was an acquaintance, or maybe his family.
Wait for...
But what the fuck is that? Why is she holding Lily's face?
No no, I can't be upset. Come on, Lily's not even my partner yet. Even though that's what my heart says, I keep watching them from afar.
I think their conversation is over? Lily walked into her room and the man left, I caught a glimpse of the man's face as he turned around.
Is that Ray?
