Become your Inspiration
Do I like Lily?
After getting out of the dorm building, I called Hanz.
"Hey can you pick me up?" my many.
"Where are you?" ask Hanz.
"Female hostel" I replied.
"Huh? why are you there? I'll be there for a second to pick you up" Hanz replied. Then I hung up on him.
A few minutes later, Hanz arrived on a motorcycle.
"How come you're here?" hanz asked while giving me the helmet.
"Eh? what's that on your cheek, it's weird" Hanz said.
"I drove Lily" I answered, then I got on the bike. Hanz running motor.
"Why did you drive Lily? after all, the female dormitory with the campus is close" said Hanz. I didn't answer.
"Hohohoho, did something happen?" ask Hanz.
"Ck, shut up" I said annoyed, ah my face was hot. Ah right, Lily put some plaster on my face. Why is my face getting hotter?
"All right, but where are you going? is it staying at my house again?" ask Hanz. Ever since I had another fight with the old man I was so lazy to go to that house, so I always stayed at Hanz's house, his house was in this area.
"Yes, I think so" I replied.
"All right"
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Arriving at Hanz's house, we went straight inside and I immediately lay down on the sofa.
"Ah I just realized, your clothes are different from the one you were wearing this morning" Hanz said. That's right, it's Lily's shirt.
"It's Lily's" I replied.
"HUH?" Hanz widened his eyes.
"So the water faucet broke, I tried to fix it, and my clothes got wet" I explained. Then the look on his face that looked a little excited immediately changed like disappointed, what the hell.
"Eh but Raven, why did you even meet Lily, when I told you to stay away from her first" Hanz said.
"Wind it" I reply while playing the phone.
"Huh? then where did you get that weird plaster?" ask Hanz back.
"Ah this?" I touched the plaster while looking at the mirror reflection on the wall that showed plaster with 2 chicks.
"This is from Lily" I replied and was replied by Hanz with a look of disgust.
"Well, why are you smiling like that? disgusting" Hanz asked as he slightly moved away. God fucking.
"Ck" I clucked irritably and then walked towards the bed opposite the Hanz bed that was reserved for me, I turned my back to Hanz.
"Hey hey, I was just kidding. So...Do you like Lily?" ask Hanz from across the street.
"Don't talk nonsense, I want to sleep" I said, then I covered my whole body.
"Cih, no fun" Hanz complained.
I like Lily? not likely.
"Inspiration comes from someone or something special to you" - Mrs.Yu (when teaching in the music department)
Ha's? pfffft, that's impossible. I just hear music.
"When I think of someone special to me, the music will automatically spin in my head, I don't know why, but it always sounds beautiful" - a famous musician
Eh? My face is hot again. Come to sleep, I'm not sure if I can sleep or not after a full day's sleep, but just close my eyes.
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There was a ladder leading up and the man walked up the stairs, and so did I. It's not my will, but it's like me and that guy are the same person.
The stairs are so long, how long have we been walking here? 1 day? 3 days? I didn't count it. The hallway was so dark, it made me not know if it was day or night.
As I watched the dark shadows, I heard a small voice from up ahead. My body ran towards the direction of the voice. We reached the end of the hallway and were on the highest steps.
This man opened the door that was right in front of us slowly, while I looked back. It's so dark down there, so bleak.
The light coming from the front made me look at him. It turns out it's daytime, the sun is up there, smiling happily.
The man walked out, strangely my body and the man seemed to be separated, now I can see the man's form clearly..is that me? But am I here, or am I there?
"Raven, come here" I looked back at the origin of that voice, it was Lily. He walked towards me there.
"Are you okay? I'm worried" huh? worrying? why is he worried, Raven is here anyway, I'm here, not there!
"Eh? you hurt again? come here" Lily said, then she took out a heart-shaped plaster and put it on the face of a man like me.
No, it should be for me! I can't move all I want, can't run there. I keep getting stuck in this door, can't get out, but it's not locked.
They laugh together, like a happy couple. ..pair wait?
Nah! can't! I tried my hardest to move this transparent body of mine, SUCCEED!
I went straight out and ran towards them, a little more, a little more, a little more...
Suddenly everything faded, I fell into an empty room. Their laughing voices continued to echo in the room.
"AKH" as soon as I regained my consciousness, I immediately looked around, Hanz's room.
Eh? hanz's room? did I just wake up?
"Aish, why are you yelling in the morning blind?" hanz's protest that woke up from my screams.
"Wait, so that was just a dream?" I'm trying to catch my breath.
"Hey, why are you so sweaty? when the AC was on, did you get sick?" ask Hanz worried.
"No, I think I had a bad dream" I replied with relief, thankfully it was just a dream. Huh huh? any luck? what if it's true? if it's reality...
"What are you dreaming of? you sweat like that, you dream of being chased by a ghost?" hanz asked to get out of bed and sit on my bed. This kid, why get excited about something like this.
But yes, I will tell you.
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"HAHAHAHAHA, so you're jealous because Lily's dating someone else? and that other person is yourself? what the fuck?"
"I'm not jealous!" I regretted telling him that, he laughed at me.
"If you're not jealous, then what? HAHAHAHA"
"Stop laughing!"
"Ah, alright sorry" Hanz replied as she wiped her tears. Yeah, he laughed until he cried, you know.
"But Raven are you sure you don't like Lily?" ask Hanz.
"Of course" I answered sure.
"No, that's impossible, think again"
I'm certain.
"I mean, if you really like her I can help you" Hanz said. She spoke with such confidence because she was a playboy, no matter how many times she dated.
"Yes, yeah. Whatever" I replied lazily.
But, do I really like Lily?
