
Fear, the dominant feeling Rachel felt at this moment. He was in Ivana's room, accompanying Brandon who was playing. Brandon did not sleep in his room because the place is still being used as a CTF and investigated by the police over the incident last night.
In addition, Ivana decides to take Brandon to her room to avoid the trauma of the son over all the events he experienced.
But unfortunately, all corners of this house have made Rachel traumatized.
Like this room. This room was a scary place for Rachel. Like a trauma, the pieces of each incident in this room continue to spin in Rachel's head like a memory after watching a horror thriller.
Many times Rachel turned her head to the door of Ivana's room that was not perfectly closed, making her chest tight and stuffy as well as afraid if someone suddenly attacked her. The memory of fear as he wanted to get out of this room so filled his mind. He also closed his eyes when he saw the wall where Brams had wrapped his body, or the cupboard that Brams pushed rough to make Rachel stunned.
The clock made Rachel sweat coldly. The details were like the sound of laughter laughing at his helplessness at that moment.
“No Rachel, it's just your mind. Brother Brams is not in this house Rachel, no.” Closing her eyes, Rachel tried to talk to herself.
A subtle swipe on her cheek, made Rachel stunned in shock.
“Gosh!” yells. He immediately opened his eyes and saw that the hand belonged to Brandon.
The little boy who was playing the leg was like reading Rachel's current fear. Of course, the trauma was not only Rachel's but Brandon's.
“Mami...” Call the innocent child while looking at Rachel with an inexplicable thought.
“Brandon,..” Rachel tried to smile at the pair of eyes that were looking at her in confusion.
“Ma-sorry, earlier mami daydreamed.” Said Rachel while taking Brandon's lego near her hand.
“This, continue to make dino.” The impression, return the lego to Brandon.
Brandon took over the lego and attached it to the building he built.
“Wah, it's done. It's cool Brandon.” Praise Rachel, when she saw that the shape made by Brandon was not a dino but a tower.
Akh, his mind has been everywhere lately.
The little boy smiled slightly and touched Rachel's cheek. Like he was trying to calm down the troubled Rachel.
Krieeettt, the sound of the door opening made Rachel immediately turn her head. Relax, it's the bathroom door. Ivana just finished a shower, apparently.
“What's playing, like so exciting?” Ivana's already with a fresh look, looking better.
“Come tell mami Brandon, Brandon make what.” Rachel's haste encouraged Brandon.
“Tower.” Brandon.
“Wah, very good. What is our Tower?” Ivana immediately approached and sat down at the bedside.
Brandon did not answer, he just played his toy.
“Child pinter.” Ivana said as she rubbed Brandon's head and kissed him. He looked at Brandon with sadness.
“Maafin mommy yes Brandon..” Said Ivana with teary eyes. He always regretted every circumstance that made Brandon look more unlucky.
He rubbed Brandon's head and again kissed him with emotion.
Rachel who saw a lot of regret in Ivana's eyes, could only encourage her sister-in-law by wiping her hands.
The woman smiled faintly and exhaled her breath slowly.
“When Brandon was one year old, I just found out that Brandon is a special kid. At that time, I was very afraid to tell my family the same Brams. I'm afraid that the people around me are excommunicating Brandon. Cornering her and not giving her affection.” Suddenly Ivana told me.
“I, with all my courage, tried to say that to Brams. Even though he looks calm, I don't deny that I see disappointment in his face."
"At that time, one week long, Brams so often come home late to never have the opportunity to play with Brandon.”
“But, slowly attitude mas Brams melted. I saw his attempt to accept Brandon's special condition. From then on, I began to dare to hope that Brandon would grow up like other children who are filled with attention and affection.”
Ivana was silent for a moment, staring at the little boy who made her shed tears. The memory of the Brams speech he heard and addressed to his little son, made his inner wounds gap again.
“But apparently, until now actually Brams mas has not been able to accept the presence of Brandon. He still thinks Brandon was a mistake for being born from my womb Chel. I really sinned to make Brandon hate without him asking.” Ivana was stuck without being able to continue her sentence.
He could only look at Brandon with many regrets and tears that kept dripping.
“Kak, Brandon's privilege is not anyone's fault, including not brother's fault.” Rachel.
"A special child of mine, born of a strong and special mother."
“Again, that Brandon had, not just a sister. There was me and Nata who loved him wholeheartedly. Even if we were just the three of us, we could make Brandon feel no lack of affection. Because, affection is not just about how many people give it, but how sincere and great our attention and acceptance of Brandon.” Rachel's stoic with great determination.
He remembers Brandon's efforts to help and save him. This kid has so much effort behind his helplessness.
“Still Chel, thank you very much. You can always make me think from another angle.” Reveal Ivana with great sincerity.
“Sama-sama brother. Quiet brother yes, I am one of the people who will always be there for Brandon.” Said Rachel with great determination.
Ivana hugged Rachel tightly. She is so grateful to have Rachel in her life.
Without them knowing, there were a pair of eyes that shed tears on the door of Ivana's room. Yes, Nata's pair of sharp eyes. She was so grateful, Rachel had different thoughts from someone she had known and left her, long ago.
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