Become Him

Castings 2

Rindy came home with an indefinable heart. Not being able to forget Rio, starting to love Anand, not being able to accept Anand's past, feeling guilty, feeling selfish and somehow let alone how he feels to make his mind not lazy and his heart is not calm.

But one thing that should not happen, she should not divorce her husband. The advice from the Son back then, and the words from her mother and sister today really made Rindy feel slapped. Not to mention Nadine's words at the restaurant earlier. Rindy really feels like a selfish person and a sinless person, but in fact the most sinful.

"I am a selfish human being. I cannot accept the ugliness of others, whereas I do bad things to my own husband. As bad as Anand is, I can't deny that he's my husband, my son's future father," muttered Rindy sighing heavily as she gently rubbed her already big belly.

Rindy laid my body on the bed she had been sleeping in for a week. Without Anand who usually always hugged him. A warm hug that had been ignored her, and in fact for one week missed her.

Rindy has decided, tonight will be waiting for Anand to come home. Because it has been one week Rindy has not met and did not communicate with Anand. Just after Anand said he was going to divorce himself.

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Time kept turning, the sun had already returned to its quarrel a few hours ago. The clock on the wall was already showing at eleven p.m., and Anand was still in his office.

Anand stood leaning against the wall, next to the large glass that became his outdoor wall. His eyes looked out at the glass wall. From the big glass, Anand could see the glittering lights of vehicles that passed down there, the lights of the houses, and also the lights that adorn the buildings.

The sound of a song sung by D'Bagindas ran through the room. Songs that sound melodious in the ear, as well as stifling the chest for people who experience the same thing as the singer tried to convey through the lyrics of the song.

How many times do I have to say love?

How long do I have to wait for you?

On the edge of this fidget I don't remember you for a second

But you still are, ignore me, don't want to know

The wounds, the wounds, the wounds I felt

Thou shalt give

My love claps one hand

But I smile back at beauty

Survive one love

Survive one C.I.N.T.A

Survive one love

Survive one C.I.N.T.A

Have you ever remembered me for a moment?

Do you remember it as though the wind passed?

Every night I don't remember you for a second

But you still are, ignore me, don't want to know

The song seemed to represent Anand's heart all along. Loving without being loved, clapping one hand. Repeatedly expressed love, but ignored. Although often hurt by Rindy's attitude and words, but still his heart loves Rindy. And keep smiling even if his heart is hurt.

But as an ordinary human being, there was a point where Anand felt tired of bearing all the wounds, felt tired of fighting for people who did not want to fight. And feel tired pretending to keep smiling even though his heart is hurt. Until finally a week ago decided to divorce Rindy after Rindy gave birth.

"Want to stay in the office again? You go home there! Until when do you keep doing this? Stay here yourself hearing a heartbroken song. Hearing the song and seeing you like this makes me want to cry," said Putra, who gave a long sigh that felt heavy.

"Why haven't you come home yet? Go home!"anand said without taking his eyes off. Still staring at the view down there.

"You don't be like this, Ri! If you continue like this, you will get sick. You have to remember, Rindy is pregnant. Rindy is about to give birth. You must be a husband on standby," said Putra remembering right.

Anand took a heavy breath, his chest felt as tight as a big stone. Deciding to part with Rindy was a painful decision. But surviving will continue to make the heart hurt. You could say, go hard, survive the pain. Simalakam.

"I'll be home in a minute. Go home first!"said Anand still in his original position, standing leaning against the wall and staring out the glass.

"alright. Remember, your wife and children need you. Poor Darlen is also staying at the office with you. I go home first" said Putra patting Anand's shoulder slowly, then out of Anand's room.

When the time showed at twelvepm, Anand decided to go home. As usual, Darlen always faithfully accompanied her.

While at home, Rindy is seen sitting on the living room sofa to wait for Anand to come home. His eyes were sleepy, but he did not want to go into the room to rest.

"Mrs, you better sleep in the room. It's late at night. It is not good if pregnant women sleep too late. The madam had to take a break immediately, "persuade the faithful middle-aged ART to accompany Rindy.

"I want to wait for Anand to come home, Bik," said Rindy.

"It's late, Nyah. Maybe tonight you don't come home like you did yesterday" said the middle-aged woman

"I'll keep waiting for him" said Rindy still keukeh at his stance.

The middle-aged woman could only let out a long sigh. The woman knew that her employer's household was not doing well

It's been a week Anand always come home late at night, sometimes not even home. Even though he came home, he always left early in the morning before Rindy woke up. To make matters worse, the two men slept in separate rooms.

Because it was exhausted, Rindy finally fell asleep on the sofa. That middle-aged ART also only let out a long sigh. Waiting for Rindy who fell asleep on the sofa. As the middle-aged woman's eyes were about to close, the woman heard the sound of the car door closing. The woman got up and opened the door.

"Auntie? Auntie hasn't slept?"asked Anand who seemed surprised to see the middle-aged woman opening the door for him.

"That, Sir. Madam..."

"What's wrong with my wife?"anand asked cutting off the middle-aged woman's words, looking worried.

"The lady waited for Mister to come home to sleep on the sofa," the middle-aged woman replied pointing towards the living room sofa.

Anand hurried over to Rindy, "Why is she sleeping here? It must be uncomfortable to sleep in a sitting position like this," muttered Anand raised Rindy's body and brought her into the room.

Slowly Anand laid Rindy's body on the bed. There was a longing in his heart. Anand had not seen the woman he loved for a week. But Anand is reluctant to stare and interact too long with Rindy. Anand was afraid of the khilaf.

After all, Anand was a normal man. For a long time Anand was unable to meet his biological needs. If too long staring at his beautiful wife and remembering the pleasure of their bodies fused, Anand was afraid he could not help but pounce on her. Anand rubbed and gently peeked at Rindy's stomach, then enveloped Rindy's body. After that, Anand hurried to leave the room.

...🌟"Do you feel like fighting? Tired waiting? Pain patient? If you knew, you'd appreciate it more."🌟...

..."Nana October 17th"...

...🌸❤️🌸...

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To be continued