Become Him

Become Him
Worries in the morning



Being on top of the bed but like being in the middle of a rumbling round of water, that was how Rachel felt at this moment.


Rachel pressed her forehead while slightly massaging her temple to relieve the dizziness. This is what happens when you cry all night, Rachel's head becomes dizzy. Added vomiting to reduce a lot of fluid in his body.


“Akh, how dizzy?” Just a little he moved but then stopped because he felt like he was going to fall.


Rachel was silent for a while letting the dizziness go away on its own. Maybe about five minutes Rachel was silent with a blank mind without thinking anything and just closed her eyes. All he had in mind was a dark background with no light.


After everything felt better, Rachel woke up slowly. Sit on the edge of the bed and gulp the water he has prepared in the glass.


“Emh!” Rachel grimaced as the taste of the water was even bitter in her mouth and made her want to vomit.


As strong as he can resist vomiting because his body is already very weak if he has to lose more body fluids. He opened his drawer, looking for the packaged biscuits he usually put in his bag just in case Brandon was hungry.


He ate the biscuit slowly. The sweet taste of biscuit is enough to help him to eliminate nausea in his mouth.


One small pack of biscuits is over. Rachel's eyesight was bright. He went to the window, opening the curtains that covered the window. He also opened his window slightly to let the morning air into his room.


A breath of fresh morning breeze, made Rachel pause for a moment in front of the window. He was so enjoying when the slow blowing of the morning wind hit his face. He took a few deep breaths and slowly exhaled them. The oxygen in his brain was replaced and he felt better.


Once it was fresh enough, Rachel took her phone. He checked the messages, there were no messages from Nata. It seems like Nata is really busy. He saw the last seen messenger app alone was nine p.m. Apparently Nata is just focusing on his work is nothing else.


“Good morning mas, how are you today?” rachel lovingly sent the message to her husband.


“Today, I'm permission to go to the management office for a while because I have to discuss the preparation of filming an ad, the afternoon to the store. I'll be home after picking up Brandon.”


“Mas try to eat on time yes mas, drink a lot also so that mas does not hurt. Meet you at home.”


Those three lines of messages that Rachel sent Nata. Undelivered, it looks like Nata's phone is dead.


After sending the message, Rachel chose to take a shower. He needs to clean his sticky body after a cold sweat last night.


But before, he sent a message to Ruby, “Kak, if stomach acid rises usually take what medicine?” write Rachel.


He put his phone on the dresser with the intention of checking it after a shower.


In her place, Ruby stared worriedly as she read the message Rachel sent.


“Who hurts deck?” reply Ruby quickly.


“Mah, does adek hurt ya?” Ruby immediately approached Eva who was cooking in the kitchen.


“Emang how?” Eva immediately put down the skillet that she would use for cooking.


“No, here's the stomach acid medication. But I've been bales, he doesn't even read. I'm worried Rachel's sick.” Ruby imagined her sister's face anxiously.


Rachel was rarely sick, but once sick she had to be hospitalized for a few days. And since marriage, Rachel has never complained about her health problems. When asked about the news, Rachel always answered fine. I don't know, is Rachel really okay or is just her attempt not to make her family anxious.


“Yes, try brother phone. Mom is also worried.” Eva was worried.


“Iya Mah.” Ruby called Rachel immediately. Several times on the phone there was no answer.


“Dih, here's where the hell?” Ruby was upset with anxiety.


“Try phone nak Nata.” suggestion Eva.


According to Ruby, he tried to contact Nata but turned out to be inactive.


“Active power mah.”


Ruby looked increasingly anxious. Although only complaints of stomach acid, this is enough to make Ruby anxious because of complaints of stomach acid not only because of diet problems but also psychological problems. That's what Ruby knows.


“Yes, try phone with Martha.” Eva picked up her phone that was on the table. He sought out the name Martha which he named after Besan.


“Ehm!” Eva cleared her throat before starting her call. Talking with the iron must be with enough mental preparation.


One call had passed and Martha did not answer. The second call is the same, not answered. What's the third call, Martha's phone immediately rejected it.


“Where's mah?” Ruby looked at Eva questioningly.


“No, my sister, are they having breakfast again?” Eva is still trying to think positively.


“Eh yes time. Compak. Yes, we have been waiting for Bales to order mah. Later in the afternoon we will also go to the store. We ask you carefully.”


“Ya we have been waiting aja.” Said Eva with a feeling of uncertainty. He tried to calm down even though the anxiety of a mother can not be ignored that easily.


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