Because of Free Communion

#37

Who would have thought this grand home I could just sit in the corner of the room alone with no one else, really feel the solitude, really, I who was trapped in this blind love and hurt my husband so good as I, did deserve this, even happy I had no right to ask for it.

Sitting staring into the window of the room was a fairly spacious courtyard, where there were several servants who were seen sweeping, watering plants and doing their duties. Pensively alone here looking at that scene, maybe my whole life I'll spend it like this to make up for all my mistakes. I don't think this is too bad.

At least I can still eat full and sleep comfortably.

A few moments later..

It was getting dark, no one was standing there.

Chequek..

Someone opened the door and it was Edward. He came here, ah yes I am married to him it is only natural that we share a room.

"Why look at me like that? You don't like me coming? Or are you disappointed that it was me?" Said Edward cynically.

"Come away" I replied, quite surprised when I heard Edward's words.

"Eitherway? What does the word I don't know mean?" Edward asked in an increasingly high tone.

He walked up to me, pulled me up and threw me on the bed, crawled on top of me and kissed me fiercely, I couldn't even dodge.

Continuing and continuing to kiss me, suddenly his hand reached for the body behind my shirt, impatiently he tore my shirt off, and kissed my neck all the way to my chest, he does it with passion and emotion. Then he exerted a pressure that completely rendered me powerless, continuously merciless, I trembled, and could only endure it.

A few moments later..

Edward..

After I pounced on him he fell asleep and there was a feeling of uneasiness on his face. Elisha I'm sorry, I'm just afraid you'll walk away from me if I treat you gently.

A few moments later..

Elisha..

I woke up from my sleep alone, I woke up and looked for my clothes, in the closet, ah my waist hurts all.

I put on my shirt, I feel my body weak and a little dizzy.

Chequek..

"Away awake?" He asked me after coming out of the bathroom.

I just fell silent and lowered my head, he walked over to me, I was surprised.

"PLEASE DON'T RAPE ME ANYMORE !" I shouted as I closed my eyes and raised my hand.

"Perosa? I'M YOUR HUSBAND !" He said while holding my hand.

I saw him, the face turned so scary, I ran out of the room, I knew what was on my mind, I ran out even though he wasn't chasing me I kept running, many asked and called but I didn't mind, because I didn't understand their language either.

I opened the main door and ran out through the gate. As if it had opened deliberately to welcome my departure, I ran without direction.

Keep going and keep running. It was very cold that night, I was just wearing my usual sweatshirt and trousers without my footwear, walking in the dark of the night, slowly arriving, as if she knew I was crying.

Seriate..