Because of Free Communion

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I woke up from my sleep. I forgot I was in the hospital.

"Are you awake?" Edward asked who was right next to me was sitting down and looking at me gently.

"It's okay" I said.

"Sha, I'm sorry, because of me you lost her" Edward said stammeringly.

I who heard it was completely speechless I was shocked and just touched my stomach, slowly my tears fell.

"A..my child.?" is not there?" i'm shaking.

"Sorry.. I'm sorry" Edward said as he grabbed my body and hugged me.

I who was in shock did not have the energy to fight, just resigned and cried in his arms. I lost my son after I got married. I really don't think it turns out my marriage can make me like this.

A few moments later..

My heart is beginning to calm down.

"So, since I've had a miscarriage, I don't think I need to continue this marriage, can we just get a divorce?" my word.

"What??!!" Edward shouted with both eyes staring intently at me.

"Yes, so we can find our own happiness." My word.

"Cannot. You think marriage is just a toy? I'm not letting you go." My word.

"But we only marry because we use each other, right?" My toot.

"Hey, I'll never marry someone I don't love." His word.

"It's not me you love, I just look alike so you want me." I replied.

"You think I'm going to marry someone who looks just like him? First I approached you because you look alike, but now I decided to marry you because I want you not just to look alike" she said firmly.

"really?" My toot.

"Yes ! So stay here and be with me, give birth to my son" he said.

Two days later..

My body has recovered, I am now not too burdened, because of my guilt towards Edward who married me who was pregnant with another boy. During her time in the hospital she took good care of me, and showed her love. This time I will try to love her, I try to fall in love again.

"Have you finished eating? Eat not while dumbly" said Edward who stood at the door.

"Ah make me surprised." My word.

"I've put all your cars down, you're done eating we're home to your mama's first." His word.

"No if I don't go to Germany first, I still want to stay here first." My word.

"May, I'll have Doni accompany you here, just tell me when you're ready to come home with me, I'll come pick you up." His word.

"Thank you, but you can pick me up at the airport." My word.

"But you'll be troubled." Her words.

"No, there's Doni." My word.

"If so I'll put one more man for you. So you don't have any trouble, but don't take it long." His word.

"Okay, I'm working on it." My answer.

As we prepared to go home, Edward led me patiently, I don't know if I felt lucky enough here, although I still sometimes doubted my decision to stay with him, because I still sometimes thought of Frans.

Oh my God why is he still in my head? I don't want to betray Edward who's been this good to me.

I kept thinking and subconsciously looked at him continuously.

"Elisha, you really make me misbehave if you keep looking at me, I know that I'm handsome, but there's no need to keep looking, I can also be misbehaved." Teach them with confidence.

"Didhih ! Who's looking at it?" I said avoid being embarrassed."

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