Because of Free Communion

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I continued walking without direction, without knowing where to go, without knowing the purpose. Now that I realize he's not sincere with me, I'm just a surrogate who can be thrown away at any time.

Edward..

I walked towards the car, I opened the car door and just saw my assistant.

"Where's madam?" Ask me without saying anything.

"Don't he just go with you, sir?" Replied Doni my assistant who accompanied us, who is from Indonesia. With a confused and scared look at me.

"Road, look for him, he came back an hour ago." My word.

She misunderstood me, at first I only noticed her because it was similar to her, but this time I really wanted her. Not as a substitute but as himself how he. He who is pregnant, where did he go.

Ibete..

I walked without direction and purpose, it felt really tired, it felt like I was no longer strong enough to walk.

Suddenly someone grabbed my arm from behind, I immediately turned back to see who was holding me, and it was Edward who looked worried but without saying anything. And for a long time I felt like I really couldn't stand it and suddenly it all went dark.

Edward..

After I found her and held her, she suddenly fainted unconscious.

"Elisha ! Elisha !" Shouted me worried.

"Master ! Mistress !" My assistant came over with a worried feeling maybe he felt something was wrong.

I took her and got her in the car and took her to the hospital.

Ibete..

I woke up from my sleep, I looked around and this was in the hospital. I saw Edward holding my hand while laying his head on the bed.

I felt still upset, and tried to let go of the grasp but suddenly.

"He's conscious?" Her question was that of waking up because I was trying to let go of her grasp.

"Yes, thank you." Answer's short.

"You're my wife, g there needs to be a thank you between us." Her words.

"I'm just a surrogate, you don't need to be kind to me." I replied.

"I'm not a good ass, I'm.."

"DON'T SAY MUCH ! FOR ME YOU ARE THE SAME FRANS NO DIFFERENT ! BRENGS*K !" cut me off with enough overflowing emotions.

"Heh.. A replacement? Am I not just a substitute too? I'm just a replacement for the father of your son." Teach them and go straight away.

He is not wrong, he is also a substitute. So aren't we the same? Isn't it actually an outrageous attitude. We are both replacements. He needs me to let go of his longing lover who's gone, and I need him to be a husband and father to my son. But will my whole life be like this? All this is really my karma, my past mistakes, my free association with Frans so that I can be "gauly" to this extent. This is my own fault.

If time can be repeated and I do not make this fatal mistake. Can I have a better life?

But there is no dear in this life if.

Suddenly someone opened the door, Edward who came, yes who else, it was definitely him.

"Eat it" he said, giving me the rice box he was carrying. He didn't go, just went out to buy me food.

Seriate..