Because of Free Communion

#17

We arrived at the steak bar, ordered food with a different menu. After ordering the food the waiter recited our order, then went to prepare our order.

"Thank you, yeah ." My word.

"Thank you for what?" Her question was looking at me gently.

"Thank you for taking care of me and for accepting me like this." Answer me who feels bad.

"How is this?" Ask her again.

"Yes, I'm pregnant with someone else, and I'm a broken home child." Reply lirih.

"Don't go down, he's my son now, I'll take good care of you both." Quickly answer.

"Yes thank you even though we haven't known for a long time, you've been so sincere the same I got to this stage." I said as I looked into her eyes that were staring at me more sharply.

"We.. Not just met. I've seen you a long time ago, you're a kid, maybe you don't want to, but your figure I never forget, even if you have plastic surgery, I will still know you because my feelings will never be wrong." His word.

"Ohya? Have we met?" Ask me.

"Not met, but look, at that time maybe you were 5 years old, and I was 13 years old, at that age of yours, I feel you are very good with your friends. There I felt in love, and I never thought I'd see you again, under these circumstances, and we'd get married, and I never regretted." Answer her so firmly.

"Ah, so. But now I'm like this." Answer me with a sigh.

"Whatever your condition, I don't mind, because since then I've never even put my heart to anyone else but you at that time, Elisha." His reply was gentle which made me feel goosebumps with his words.

"No need to thank you, loving you is a risk that I have to bear, as well as you, you, when accepting me you also have to risk resigning and leaving your parents and friends after marriage. All relationships have risks." The answer.

"Yes including my relationship with Frans, I loved him so deeply that I took this much risk because of him, I regret." My answer.

"You can't be sorry, no matter how bad he is, you've always felt happy with him, he's tried to make you happy, that's enough, even if not much." His reply that looked completely calm said it.

"But I will also never allow you to see him again, including your son, it's another risk you have to take when you're with me." Say again.

"Yes I don't plan on getting close to him anymore, either." Saying slowly.

"Maybe? No word is possible." Answer her firmly.

I fell silent and said nothing, and he kept looking at me sharply. It's just, lying that I don't love him anymore, our relationship that has been so long and run aground, really hurt, just now my love for him, he said, I still have more hate now, even though there is still a speck of feeling.

But I always focused on myself, so that I could not fall into his arms again, especially because I wanted to get married.

And I who thought long enough, I looked towards her who was still looking at me as if waiting for my answer.

"Excuse me, please have the dish." Said the waiter by putting food on the table. And distract Edward who had been watching me.

Seriate..