Beautiful That's Me
New Friends
At three o'clock in the afternoon. Mama told me to buy another micin at Bu Nur's shop. This time I was tired of arguing so I followed up. Mama was surprised to see me suddenly being so manageable. I was just sick and went straight to the stall.
“Assalamualaikum Bu Nur!!”
The man walked out the door and yawned. Her ears that resembled a pot-cloth and her thin, dry body were always ringing in my head.
“Buy micin.”
“How much?”
“Two.”
He took out two packs of micin and placed them in front of me.
“How much?”
“Four thousand”
I bought the money my mother gave me.
“The money fits yes” He said.
“He eh”
I turned around and walked home.
“Lo who fought the same Goddess earlier right?”
Steps stopped. I looked towards him.
“Why?” Ask sewot.
“Lo demen ama si Alvi right?”
“Hah! No!”
“Choose, ngaku aja”
“Why the hell?”
“Ajir” sightseeing
“Hah! Mass?”
“Iyaa”
I pouted, confirming my thick glasses.
“Kalo yes, why?” Tanyaku.
“Gue kasian aja same lo earlier fit in school.”
“Njir, kasian why?”
“Gue know if the Goddess who started first.”
I began to gloomily remember the incident earlier.
“Oh, good deh.”
This man came up to me and patted me on the back.
“Gue deket same Alvi. I help you you can deket same him.”
My eyes immediately glared, surprised, happy.
“SUKAHH!!”
“Iyaaa”
“Waaa thanks. What's the name Lo? Wawan huh?”
“Yoi, you saya?”
“Gue Beautiful.”
“Anjir PD bang your name, hahah.”
“Ih paan is my name Cantika.”
“Hahahahhahaa.”
I'm starting to suspect why this frying pan's ear would help me. My eyes glanced at him suspiciously. He's been acting wrong himself.
“Why?”
The question looks uncomfortable.
“Why do you want to help me?”
She's quiet. I'm getting suspicious.
“Don't-don't you like me!!!!” Wawan was surprised by my statement.
“Anjiiirrr!!!! Kaga!!”
“Lha continues??”
Suddenly I remembered the micin in my hand. My anal fix got pissed mama.
“Maaa, new micinnya.”
My mom from the kitchen suddenly approached me.
“Can, you like her son Bu Nur huh? Must have been dating earlier!”
“WHAT!!! THE SAME SKILLET'S EAR? ENGGAK!”
Mama glared at my words earlier. I finally got picked up again for the umpteenth time.
***
At five in the morning, I was already preparing in front of the mirror staring at my own reflection. It feels so sad every time I see my face that many black spots, acne, eye bags, dull, yes why is the human being created with different skin? Why is not everything the same as having a Korean artist? The Earth can be goodlooking all. There will be no name said “Insecure” gegara advance.
I switched to see my curly hair that grows if not diligently shampooing. Every morning you have to wake up early so you can have hair. But that's not what's really important. Today I didn't go to school, but to a mass tryout. Uh, I mean tryout akbar hahaha. He said all equivalent High School schools in the area will gather there later. Yeah, you know what I mean. If I could be beautiful in an instant, I would at least be able to attract one among thousands of men. But, seeing my increasingly miserable face, I decided to focus on tryout. Anjir, focus wkekek.
“Klunting”
Notification sound from the device. I opened the message.
“Keknya Alvi likes a pinter girl deh. If you can you get good value fitting this tryout Can.”
The message from the wawan that made my morning full of overthingking. As if remembering all my sins during High School that often sleeps right in class. Huft, bismillah. This will be learning.
“Egg fried mom isn't?”
I sat at the dining table. There my sister was focusing on something wearing earphones.
“Iya, why?”
Mama put a plate of eggs on the table.
“Emmm if the menu from now on is replaced how?”
“Loh, don't you like to eat eggs?”
“Emm but said youtube, eggs make acne worse Ma.” Whiney.
“Why, suddenly so think about it? Usually same cuek appearance?”
“Ngakpapa Ma. Kan beautiful to go to college also epas.”
“Oh mama know, you now like her son Bu Nur, right?”
I immediately choked to hear Mama's words.
“Heh!! Offhanded! Enggaaaaak!!”
“Cirotain.”
“I'm ashamed of Lo Ma, cook namakau beautiful, but I'm not beautiful. “
My mom looked at me and stopped eating.
“All women are beautiful.”
“Except me right?”
“You are also beautiful. Same with Mama.”
“Ih, what is the connection.”
I continued eating. Kulrikik Candra from earlier in the world.
“Woe! Diem-diem! Speaking napa!”
He only glanced at me for a moment, then continued eating.
“What the hell?” My toot.
“He's a three-pair Olympic champion.” Mama told.
“Terus?”
I said wonder.
“Yes are usually the first champions. Keep her sad.”
“Dih, not very grateful.” I said sewot.
The little boy looked at me sharply. I took a long breath.
“Depart
used to be Ma, Assalamualaikum.”
“Wa’alaikumsalam.
Studying diligently.”
“OK Ma. "
