Beautiful That's Me

Sarah II

I haven't heard from Sarah in a week. My feelings became unpleasant, like something was stuck in my heart. I'm afraid she's why-why. Plus, Sarah's sudden and mysterious departure. I contacted him many times. Starting from instagram DM to regular phone. But there's no answer. Sarah seemed lost to the earth, or perhaps sailed to the island of a different dimensional dinosaurs. I don't know what to do to talk to Sarah again. It feels so shitty. Did Sarah not think I was important? So he deliberately did not contact me while leaving.

The response was certainly dismissed by my mother. When I told you all the things that were on my mind at dinner last night, Mom always said that maybe there was something else Sarah had to do there. You may not have opened your phone yet. I nodded and tried to understand Sarah's condition even though in my heart there were still a thousand questions that stuck.

I picked up the book I bought last week. My favorite author has released a new book I've been pre-ordering this book for a long time, but it's always running out. Until I found a shop that still had one book left. Of course I bought it right then and there.

I'm a fan of romantic fiction. There are a lot of books that I look forward to every month. Candra said, this is what makes me always shy and reluctant to try in the real world, yes because I was too busy with the world I made myself. I do not reject that opinion, although Candra's opinion is very dubious. Because there is a point too.

You know why I always liked books? Because there I can enter another world, there are many things I can get. Reading the novel seemed to be a cure for my boredom in the world. But still, until now I still feel bored with this annoying world.

I opened the book sheet by sheet, until I dissolved in it. Oh no! This book is so draining of tears. I really can't help it. I got sluggish on the floor while reading this book.

"Can, there's Mr. Pos tuh"

Shouted my mother from the kitchen.

To Cantika, my Best Friend.

Can, Lo must be surprised because I suddenly said. Sorry I well, I was in a hurry to be picked up because Mother is sick. I was shocked to see my mother in the hospital, until I forgot where my HP was. I think my HP has been stolen by people. Or again how. Oiya, Mommy has healed and is conscious as well. But I can't go back to Can's house. I will stay in Surabaya until I graduate. Take good care of yourself. I purposely sent a letter to make it more special. 

　

Salutations

Sarah

I closed the letter. That woman is very strange indeed. Heu, even though I just sent using a message. Just, I'm relieved to know Sarah's explanation. Although I honestly feel sad about not being able to see Sarah again.

Yes, I'm sad because today I lost my best friend. I have to really fight alone and eat siomay alone as well. Sucks taste. Sarah's debt has not been paid.