
I have not seen Romi for almost a week. There is a sense of worry in Linda's heart, because she did not see her ex-lover.
He wished he could see it, even at a glance. It made Linda feel comfortable. Because it can make sure that Romi is in good condition.
I don't know what she's really feeling right now, because if she meets Romi, Linda's worried. But if he doesn't meet, he doesn't feel calm.
'What's with my heart?' linda often wonders on her own.
Fortunately, if she was at home, Linda could control her feelings. So Ferry didn't suspect him. Especially now, Erli was getting bigger and smarter, by inviting his parents to joke. Laughing like a harmonious family relationship.
Just like tonight, the three of them were in front of the television. With Erli who saw his favorite cartoon, Adit, Sopo Jarwo. Cartoons of Indonesian children.
Just like yesterday-yesterday when he saw Adel, Adit's sister is cute and adorable.
She finally remembered the story of her friends at her school, who already had a sister.
"Mama, my friend the Winda has another sister, but she already has one sister."
"Si Arkan also has a sister, he said he can already walk Ma," continued Erli told about the state of his friends who have younger siblings.
Actually, neither Linda nor Ferry knew. What his son wants to talk about. So Linda just shut up and smiled, heard Erli's story.
Unlike Ferry, who takes it seriously with a question, "Oh huh? Wow good dong. They have friends playing. Kayak Adit is right, so can play around and take care of his sister too."
Ferry gives examples from the cartoon Adit, Sopo, Jarwo. Currently, the three of them are watching.
"When did Erli have Ma's sister, Pa? come on, buy Pa! Where can I buy baby food?"
Erli was very enthusiastic, when talking about the sister he wanted.
Linda, who was just silent, chuckled along with her husband. Hearing the request of his son who wants to buy a baby sister. What he thought was the same as buying a doll, which could be bought in a store.
"Propay for me, dear. Papa is trying to make a baby. So Erli had to pray too, so he could quickly have a sister."
"When Pa?" asked Erli to know.
Ferry glanced at his wife to help her answer her questions.
Linda herself was silently transfixed, raging in her own thoughts. Is it possible that she could have another child, whereas she already has no sense of. Although at the time of making love, he can come to enjoy their games, but to have another child, Linda has not had a thought so far.
He also has not stopped from injecting KB, which is done once every three months. And that was without Ferry's knowledge as well.
In her heart she asked, 'Do I have to stop injecting KB, let me have another child? But I'm not ready, if I had a child. And Ferry's back to what it used to be. More trouble I later.'
'But I also feel sorry for Erli, and it could be, that child will strengthen our bond for the better. But. ah I don't know, I'm confused.'
Apparently Linda still does not believe in Ferry completely. He is afraid, if the past happens again, in the state of him who is bothered with the presence of a baby again.
Although actually he is also aware, if sometimes the presence of a child can strengthen a relationship. And it could be that Erli's brother can make their small family part grow.
Linda could only let out a long sigh, without being able to provide answers and explanations to her son.
Shortly after, Erli was already asleep on his lap.
"Mas. Linda moved Erli into the room first yes," said Linda to her husband.
Ferry also moved from his seat, having turned off the television first. Then walk to their room.
After she finished putting Erli to sleep, Linda went into her room. It turned out that Ferry was lying on his back on the bed, even though his eyes were still awake.
Upon seeing his wife's arrival, Ferry patted the bed, so Linda would immediately go up to the bed with him.
"How about Deck, we're gonna make a little brother for Erli?" tanya Ferry, when Linda was lying next to him.
"Mas Ferry sure you want to give Erli a sister? But my job can't be left how is Mas? if you have a baby, who will take care of it? It's Linda's work."
Ferry was silent for a moment, hearing the words of Linda who turned out to have a lot of worries that they were facing at this time.
"Don't be afraid Deck, there must be a way. You won't have to work, but if you can't stop, we'll find another way out."
Linda was silent, hearing her husband's words. But he is ready to quit his current job.
"Are we going to get a babysitter?" propian Ferry, ask Linda.
"Mas trust the same nanny? Linda couldn't believe it. Fear our children even why-why, kayak that is in the news every day on social media or television. It happens often."
"Yes should trouble mom hold Deck? leave our son to mother again? I'm not good on the Deck." Ferry said what he felt, if he had to bother his mother-in-law, just like if he was leaving Erli, first and foremost.
Linda finally felt worried about what Ferry said, because actually she also did not want to bother her mother continuously. Moreover, the condition of his father is no longer as healthy as before.
*****
Danang just came out of his room, then approached his mother and father who were watching TV.
"Sir, Mum. Danang wants to talk."
His father and mother turned their attention from the television screen to his son, Danang, who had just come out of the room.
"Sit Nang. What do you want to talk about?" asked his father, who asked Danang to sit first.
"And who wants to propose to a girl, can't you sir, Mom?"
His father and mother were surprised, of course, to hear the question asked by his son.
"You want to propose to a girl, who? You never know, if you have a boyfriend," asked his mother, who did not know if Danang had a boyfriend.
"We just got together two weeks ago, Mom. But Danang was convinced, so wanted to apply directly. Is it okay, Mom? asked Danang again, who wanted to know how his parents reacted.
"You didn't do anything weird, did Nang, all of a sudden? who's the girl?we knew him first, Nang."
Her mother was worried that her son would do anything to her. So they want to quickly formalize their relationship.
"Your boyfriend isn't pregnant, is he?" his mother's question actually made Danang say Istighfar.
"Astaghfirullah Ma'am. No! Danang did not dare to mess with the girls of the people of Bu.'
"But, he's Romi's sister." Danang told his mother.
Danang said it with his head down. He was afraid that his father and mother would not approve of their relationship.