Aunt Melinda

Many Thoughts

It turns out that Ferry felt guilty, and also scared. For what he did last afternoon. Because at the time he wanted to rest to find food, instead mbak Nana came and took him away.

But because it's impossible to go to a hotel or to Nana's house. Finally Ferry invited Mbak Nana home. Because Ferry is only available if you want to wash.

But Mbak Nana actually gave a proposal, so that Ferry entrust laundry dirty clothes brought to the laundry only. So that their activities are short later, not disturbed by the work of washing dirty clothes.

And that's how it ends. Ferry did it all with Mbak Nana in her private room with Linda.

And to avoid Linda's suspicion, she also changed the sheets in the room, with the ones Linda had just washed. The one in the closet. Then the sheets that they both used to exercise, were proposed to the laundry.

Fortunately, two more sleeps tonight at her in-laws' house. So what he did could still be kept secret.

'Huhff, thankfully Linda didn't ask to go home. So safe right.' Inner Ferry, feeling relieved.

"Pa. Papa! Ayok sleeping. Erli was very sleepy," asked Erli, making Ferry aware of his daydream.

"Yok!"

"Sir, I want Erli to sleep first!"

Linda nodded in agreement. He was still sitting in front of the TV, looking at the actual show not getting into his vision.

Maybe Linda's eyes look at the TV screen. But not with his heart and mind. Because there was something he was thinking about right now.

^^^'*Is this the right decision? If I quit this job, how can I help my mom and dad later?'^^^

'What can I do at home*?'

There were so many questions after questions that popped into Linda's heart. When he thinks if, he resigns from his job later.

Under these circumstances, Linda was reminded of events in her past. Where the beginning of the marriage is flat and there is no beautiful moment.

Added after giving birth to Erli. A lot of the physical abuse she received from her own husband.

And it all happened, without him being able to do anything. Because he has no money of his own. Which can be used to make himself have the courage, in fighting against the arbitrariness of Ferry.

But everything passed by Linda with patience, even though it was filled with tears and sadness.

Everything improved again, shortly after he worked in the current factory. With the position he has, of course, also very influential on his income every month.

"Brighthhh..."

Linda let out a long sigh, then threw it away slowly. Now he closed his eyes, recalling everything he had done so far.

Because of the position he currently has, also with a sacrifice. What he did with the people, who had a big influence in the company.

Linda realized that what she was doing was wrong. He just had to do it again and again. Because in addition to getting ease, he also enjoys it all.

Things she never felt for her husband. And strangely, he felt that satisfaction. Just like he usually does alone.

This weirdness, which had been a mystery that Linda herself could not answer.

And for some time now, she had to do something she couldn't do with her husband. To achieve that satisfaction.

Because he no longer wants to be close to Mr. Rudi, or Mr. Komarudin.

Despite the edges, she had to go to the bathroom often to get that satisfaction.

'When can I break this habit? What happened to me exactly?'

Question after question, come back in Linda's daydream. The question that has been the question all along.

"Sir."

Ferry called Linda to go to bed too. Because tomorrow morning, his wife had to go to work as well.

But his call was ignored by Linda. Because Linda still seemed silent and did not answer her call earlier.

"Sir. You're not sleeping?"

Finally Ferry approached Linda, holding her shoulders.

"Ehhh, Mom."

Linda looked surprised, as her shoulder was touched by her husband. And also heard the voice of a call to sleep.

"What are you thinking?" tanya Ferry wants to know.

Before answering a question from her husband, Linda let out a long sigh first.

"It's okay, Mas. Just think of your father."

Linda makes quite a logical excuse as well. Because right now, it was only natural that he was thinking about his father. Who is in a state of illness in the hospital.

"Propay Deck. You must be healed. Or do you want to transfer your father to a bigger hospital?"

Linda seemed hesitant to answer the question. Although actually, what was asked by Ferry, he had also thought before. Only, he was constrained by the cost.

"How's it?" tanya Ferry urged Linda to answer her questions and suggestions earlier.

"Mas's Owner. But... Linda doesn't have much money. For the cost to the big hospital." Finally Linda said the reason, why she is thinking a lot at the moment.

"Money in savings is there, right? just take the Deck!"

Linda narrowed her eyes, to make sure that what she heard earlier was not wrong.

"But, it's money..."

"It's okay. Just wear it first."

"If less, tomorrow I'll talk to some friends. Who knows if someone could give me a loan."

Ferry said so, as if everything he could handle easily.

"You calm down Deck. It's okay. Wear it first. My family hasn't asked for that money either."

But Linda was hesitant to decide what she would do for her father.

"Wait for tomorrow. Danang I gave you the message earlier. To ask first to the doctor who handles the father." Linda explained.

Ferry nodded, saying yes. He did not want to urge his wife, for her proposal.

Actually, he could've asked Nana for money. Because a few days ago, Mbak Nana also offered his savings, to be used as additional capital or open his own business.

This is because Mbak Nana is already uncomfortable, if you meet with Ferry at the rice mill. There were several eyes, which seemed to be monitoring and spying on him. If you are with Ferry.

Ma'am Nana is worried if, what he thinks is true. There was someone who was conducting an investigation, then reported to her husband.

He could be kicked out of his current home. Even worse, she will be divorced by her husband who always gives her the luxury of the world.