Aunt Melinda

Efforts To Forgive

"Dek," call Ferry, as soon as Nana's phone line closes.

Linda did not say. He was also silent and looked flat. Because he himself did not believe what he had just heard earlier. When Ferry spoke to Mbak Nana.

"Sir. Sorry about the Deck! I don't know anything about all their plans."

Ferry tried to convince Linda. If she's not involved in any conspiracy plans by Nana and her husband.

His suspicions that he had once ignored, had now been proven and made him shock himself. Because indirectly, she was used as a donor sperm_ma for the survival of the family mbak Nana and her husband.

"Now, what does Ferry want?"

"I want us to stay together forever Deck! I don't want to lose you or Erli. Because after all, you two have been very important to me all this time."

Ferry is still trying to convince Linda to forgive herself. Who is guilty, for his problems together with mbak Nana.

"Mas. Linda... Linda's tired of it."

"Dad!"

Ferry grabbed his wife's hand when Linda could finally tell she was tired. Linda couldn't think of anything else, when she knew everything.

Now, Ferry didn't just grab Linda's hand. Hugged her too. Bring Linda's head into her chest.

"Huhuhoo..."

Linda's cry finally broke, as her face was in her husband's warm embrace. Disappointed, sad and guilty, mixed into one in his heart.

"sorry. Forgive me, please."

"Mas promise will never repeat the same mistake like this again. Mas promise Deck!" Ferry said many times, by peeping Linda's forehead many times as well.

"Hiks.. huhuhu..."

Linda still could not say anything more. He still continued to shed his tears, with all the gazes he could not reveal as well.

His eyes closed, trying to hold back in order to stop the flow of his tears. So that you can make a sound. But his throat was heavy. Like a man who is being strangled. No words could come out of his mouth.

Ferry still hugged Linda in the amount of regret she had in her. But she also resigned herself to what Linda would decide on her.

He realized, if he had made Linda feel disappointed, hurt and betrayed their marriage.

"Mas... Linda... Linda is sorry. Huhuhuhoo..." Finally Linda was able to let out her voice, albeit stammeringly.

She tried to open the door to apologize for her husband, because she imagined, what happened to herself. If only it was in the current position of Ferry.

"Son Deck, Mas's wrong. I'm the one who's sorry, honey. Sorry about the Deck!"

Ferry let go of his embrace, and saw his wife's still sobbing face. Swiped Linda's face, and cleaned the tears that flooded her face.

He peeped at Linda's forehead again, and again. Trying to make a sound, but he can't do it either. Because of the tightness that seemed to overstretch his chest. Seeing how sad Linda is right now.

"I'm sorry Mas Dek" said Ferry again, after peeping Linda's forehead for a long time.

Linda still sobbed and closed her eyes, as Ferry kissed her forehead earlier. And now, he actually felt Ferry's lips coming down to his lips.

"Mama... Huhuhuhoo..."

"Papa... Huhuhuhoo..."

Ferry, who had intended to kiss Linda's lips, finally abandoned his intentions. Even though his lips were on his lips.

Linda opened her eyes, while Ferry let go of her arms from hugging Linda. "Look at Erli first yes," said Ferry, then stepped outside the room. Heading towards his son's room, Erli.

"Unfortunately, Papa is awake. Wanna wake up, do you want to go to sleep again?"

The sound of Ferry asking Erli, making Linda wipe the tears that were still left on her face. He did not want his son to see him in such a state.

To avoid the sight that would make Erli wonder, Linda finally got up from her seat. He walked towards the bathroom. To wash his face.

"Ma... Mama..."

Erli's voice called his mother. Apparently he doesn't want to sleep anymore. So carried by his father, went into the room to find his mother.

"Mama's in the bathroom, honey. Is it the sound of water taps? We're just going to the front of the TV!"

Erli finally nodded his head, agreeing with his papa's invitation.

After Erli and Ferry's voice was heard in the room, Linda came out of the bathroom. Then walk towards the dresser.

She put on her face a little, so as not to be seen if she had just finished crying.

Perhaps, Erli would ask a lot of questions for him. If you see the condition of his face that is swollen and his eyes are getting swollen.

Once enough is felt, Linda comes out of the room. Intended to go to the kitchen. He wanted to cook food for the three of them lunch later. Because from yesterday-yesterday, there is no time to be able to enjoy the atmosphere of eating together.

"Mama... Mama!"

Erli called out to Linda, as she flashed towards the kitchen.

"Mama wants to cook, baby. Uhhh... Erli want in what masakin for lunch?" linda asked, distracting Erli.

Prok prok!

"A delicious cook, Ma!"

Erli clapped his hands. He felt very happy, because he could eat the food that his mother would cook. He did not choose the food to be cooked, because all the food his mother cooked must be delicious.

"Yes already. Erli quietly yes. Mama wants to force first, ask Linda to Erli. Which of course is also embraced by Erli.

Ferry just smiled happily, seeing how Linda who could still behave normally if there was in front of him Erli.

Now he hugged his son, to remember. If Erli could make a bridge for his relationship with his wife that almost collapsed.

"Honey, here!"

Ferry sat Erli in his lap. She hugged her son tightly. In his heart Ferry said, Forgive Papa Darling. Stay the place where Papa and Mama can unite. You are our jewel.'

From the kitchen, Linda can see for herself. How close her son is to her husband.

She cried again, if she remembered her wish yesterday. When anger still rules his heart. Because at that time, Linda planned to demand a divorce from her husband.

But after thinking long and long, Linda finally decided to give Ferry a second chance.

She did not demand divorce from her husband. But of course with the requirements that must be done by Ferry. So that there is a deterrent effect, and no longer re-inspired in the future.